It was you I found
around you I was safe and sound
I loved every single goddamn part of you
You always gave advice and seemed to know what to do
So i trusted you pretty-much immediately
Told you that stuff i had told nobody
Told you everything my deepest darkest secrets
and you swore to me you'd always be there to keep them
Things were great for a while man you really helped
You actually cared how sad and fucked up i felt
soon everything changed our relationship starts to fall
i still believed you'd be the one through it all
maybe you just needed time and it would all be fixed
a month passed and it was your presence that I missed
I called you out on it I just wanted to see you more then every two weeks
getting back to deep depression people starting to worry bout me
they were starting to notice I was going crazy
and to think all I wanted was you next to me
you told me you loved me and you're sorry for the distance
but you needed to figure out your situation at home
that there was stuff you needed to think about on your own
and you missed me too
soon i started to suspect you were seeing some other girl
felt to me like you were on the other side of the world
you claimed they were just friends
but i had no way of knowing that in the end
i noticed how you never opened up never told me bout your life
you were cutting into me deeper like my skin against the knive
that night you called me it was around midnight
remember that's when we had our biggest fight
you called back the next morning crying, saying you were sorry
it was these words that caused me anxiety and worry:
your life was probably over unless you could find a way to spit up all those pills
i remember the feeling i had i thought you were gone across my arms i had chills
i was crying waiting for you to return my calls
when you finally did i worked with you to break down those walls
you found out i brought that blade to my skin
you were so upset i told you it would never happen again
we forgave each other moved on
for a while there our relationship was hella strong
it seemed everything was doing good
we were getting along happy just like we should
til i found that picture of you laying with that girl
the sick feeling inside i felt like i was gonna hurl
you talked it out with me said she was just a friend
said "baby-girl don't worry its you and me in the end"
and we kissed and it was great I was really happy for the first time in a while
I knew you were feeling the same when i looked up at your sweet smile
Its been three months now since we met and you're still getting better
And I'm staying by your side see we're gonna fix this together
Yes we've both done wrong before but now its in the past
I'm hoping 100 years more is how long we'll last
yeah things are hard and sometimes they get bad
but we've learned to talk it out when we get those feelings of being mad
you see for me this something I've grown to see
that communication is one hundred percent key
He's helped me grow and see that I am worth it
confidence coming back bit by bit
i'm helping him realize the past doesn't have to carve your future
lately he's not putting himself through guilt and torture
were both getting out of our depression
we decided happiness is a better obsession
Thanks for always being my very best friend
I know you'll be the one at the very end
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- Leigh
So i'm gonna talk about this one a bit because this one is true. This is about a real relationship i am in right now, some stuff i talked about was probably sensitive for some people but it was very true. There is a difference between this relationship i'm writing about and unhealthy relationships. If you ever need to talk about something or have any questions hit me in the PM's.
I know this isn't my best one and its still under editing but i like it and i feel better after putting it out there. \
:)