What is Depression?
Have you ever asked yourself what it is ... how it's to be depressed? have you?
Well, Depression is not crying mascara off in shower or playing sad songs in bed. Sometimes its not wanting to talk to anyone for days and other times it's desperately needing to be around people. Sometimes depression is having no appetite even though you haven't eaten anything since yesterday and sometimes it's eating everything you have in the fridge.
Depression isn't your boyfriend holding you and telling you it will be okay. It's sitting across the table, not eating,having him ask you what's wrong and knowing that you are ruining his day beacuse you can't seem snap out of it and just be happy. Its the frustrating feeling of just wanting to be happy and enjoy something by just being normal at once. It's keeping things secret from the one's you love because you don't want them to look at you like you are broken.
Depression isn't beautiful black and white images ... it's frustrating and mostly just exhausting.