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No proofreading hence lot of grammar error, tried my best best to delivery out...If you are a grammar nazi, don't read.. ಠ益ಠ
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I still want to gamble and see how it is.
Use my remaining luck and courage to gamble on it.
Can you still give me happiness? After when I am being so desperate.
I took out the keys and the ring. The diameter of the small dull silver ring got a little too small, spent a lot of effort and finally it can entered my finger. It is not fit but still cherished keep on looking at it, it seems by wearing it can able to go back to the time where love is enough.
Trying to dial on Lu Feng's phone, it been told that his phone is off, hence the call automatically converted to text message. Tried to contact his house number, nobody answered, able to hear that it switched to automatic message too then I just hang up the phone, perhaps the reason he is not at house because he got function going on. The desire to go to his there is still very strong. Even he is not around, it is still ok, just sit at there and look around is good enough.
I actually got a little nervous while holding the keys, took quite some time only able to align with the keyhole.
When open the door that is so well-made, it doesn't produce any sound. I took a deep breath, pushed the door, and took a step forward. One step, just one step only, it is enough to see two people that snuggled around on the Nordic-style sofa. There is one moment I suspected that I thought is my own hallucinations, however one of the two men got this sturdy mixed-blood fair back shoulder, it clearly that is belong to Lu Feng.
I maintain my posture of reached out one of my foot, just blankly standing.
Maybe I should do other thing so I wouldn't look so shock and confused, but besides being trance, I what also don't know.
Lu Feng is the one who looked up, he became stiff after looked at my face "Xiao Chen?"
This sound finally makes me a little clear-headed, release my hand that is pinching on keys that is inserted inside the keyhole and turn around in a hurry so I can go away. I couldn't run, only can use all my might to walk faster. I really have to thanks that this door house that have this superior independent of portal, at least I no need to be so pathetic and rolled down from the stairs once again.
"Xiao Chen, Xiao Chen! You wait a while!"
"You listen to me!" Lu Feng indeed very strong, my wrist that been pulled by him, it is aching in pain when want to dislocated it. "You listen to my explanation..."
I aimless looked at him.
I waited for his explanation, in fact, compared to him, I hope can heard a reason that is sound and legitimate, as long it sound justified, I am willingly to get deceived. I can act like a fool as if I can believe everything, as long I am not getting any hurt, whatever also can.
"I thought you will never come, so I look for another person..."
"Lu Feng!" I screamed to interrupt his sentences, badly can feel the dizziness, in front of my sight is totally black. I swallowed so my sound can come out more clearly "You want to find a person to have xxx with you, I am definitely not suit, it is better you find someone else to do it with you."
The ring on my finger indeed too tight, I grinned while tried to pull, my skin also been scrape it out only the ring finally pulled it out.
"This one gives back to you." He didn't catch, I used all my force to throw in his face.
Alright, everything is over, the ring returns back to him, the key returns back to him, there is nothing left for me, clean as a pin, there nothing to think in the future, there will be no trouble to be worry, whatever love or hate, all also don't have.
Feeling pretty good.
I locked myself inside the bedroom without saying anything, it is just that I kept on trembling.
Zhu Sha and Tin Tin thought that I gone crazy, absent to work for no reason, once come back to work then show out a resignation letter.
"Feel like this work doesn't suit me." I currently just have one expression that is foolishly laughed.
"It you feel not suit then tried to adjust. If you want to change your position, just go find the boss, with both of your friendship, it is just a trivial thing."
"Me and him don't have any friendship." Even I feel it is so hard to talk to them. "We both are just merely classmate only."
Staff transfer is insisted need the signature from the manager, I want to have a complete procedures, so took the resignation letter and go see Lu Feng.
I knocked the door only entered, he is seems with an anger tone directly on the phone to explain things, once he looked up at me, it is hard to conceal how shocked he is, hastily few more words then he hung up the phone, he sit upright, with a bit of nervous, he looked at me.
I really don't understand why he is being nervous, afraid that I will cry out loud, shout at him or fight with him?
I am not a clown either.
"Manager."
His face expression slightly changed.
"After finish reading, then just give a signature." I pushed the resignation letter to him with manner.
"Yi Chen." His voice sound patiently "That man is simply nothing at all, between me and him is just only what you see that much on that day, there is nothing else."
"Please sign in here."
"It was my wrong but you need not to resign either, there won't be such thing again in the future, I promise. You moved in with me, if you were mind too much, I will then replace all the furniture in the house."
With his understanding, I seem like jealous and trying to argue.
Lu Feng, do you know that you almost had killed me.
The End
Posting Date: 15.11.2017