11/20/17
There is another James at my school. They don't share the same name I don't think but this other James is REALLY cute. 😍
He's got perfect plump lips😱 (that word makes me feel weird😑) hes' got the eyes, he's tall and his radar screams bad boy.
If James stood next to him I don't think I could honestly see a difference. But he's taken🔒🙄.
Not by me.
So I got a story for you girl.
The tittle is: How the bad boy noticed the invisible girl (it's not that great)
So I was sitting in the library at the computers that stood in a circle against this circular wall. (It's hard to explain)
I was doing a math problem trying to tackle the equation ( dam geometry)
I was hearing a crowd of guys talking with each other as they walked over to the computer that stood at my side.
Trying to ignore the glares that came from them, I focused more on the problem.
Finally I had to look up and I saw the other James. He was looking at me every few seconds as his friends all talked to him
He was printing paper for whatever class he had
I needed to do the same for Extra credit in my English class.
A list of your childhood things and goals you want to accomplish blah blah blah
I began writing and finishing up the math problem and started printing papers for my class
The other James came out several times of the printing room and glanced at me after some time
I tried to keep my strong bish face so I came off as the:
independent-intimidated-girl-that-needed-a-real-man face instead
The boys kept looking at me as I passed them for my papers
They eventually left so I had to grab the last of my printing papers
I went into the room and waited
I saw a printed paper that stood in my pile so I grabbed it out and realized that it probably belonged to one of the boys
I sat it on the counter and read it
My list:
Own a nice car, help my dad find the one etc.
Whoever it belonged to, one of those guys came into the room and saw me reading it. Instead of looking away I handed him the paper
Mine were finished
I walked out right behind the guy and looked up to see his friends watching him and I walk towards their direction
I went back to my spot and began packing up
I can't remember all of it but all I know is that it belonged to a guy named Matt
So today I saw him (other James) with his girlfriend and they were holding hands and what not and he saw me and kind of looked at me like he's seen before but not that interested in it
I don't know but this kid is really cute but really bad
I just know it
Dam
What do I do?😬