some times I wonder how it feels
to be normal
I wonder if I will ever know the feeling
or am I just too weird
my mental state is faulted
cracked just like a nut
I wish someone would call me crazy
so the voices in my head would stop
if anyone ever hurt me
I wouldn't really feel it
but if I hurt others
I completely lose it
guilt is my worst enemy
sorrow is my soul
a deep regret
a hollow hole
save me o merciful
for what pain do I deserve
born the way I am
always to be wrong