We saw each other today..again😊
We both greeted each other with hand shake
And then he went on talking to his friend
He stood in a very small group with two girls and two boys
Then my brother joined and he began talking to him
Bored I tugged his bag back and tucked it under my arm
His eyes widen in surprise
He turned around and smirked and he wanted to do another hand shake so I put my hand out to clap each other's hands together but he just wanted to slap both of our hands back and forth in sync
I tried focusing on the feeling of his hands smacking against mine
The words: now
Kept replaying itself in my head telling me just focus on this right now
He's actually touching your hands
With the focus I could feel the warmth of his hands on mine each time they clapped together
"Oh you forgot you hand sanitizer thing at my house"
The night he stayed at my house he brought out this hand sanitizer that supposed to moisturize your skin,
"Yeah I know"
He said calmly realizing it
"Yeah I've been using it though"
Which is true but I only said that to continue the conversation
*he laughs*
"Really?"
He said with a smile
"Yeah but I'll bring it tomorrow"
We're still clapping our hands together
"Ok"
He nods
Everything he said seem perfect
His voice was like music to my ears
His smile was heart warming, his touch was Breath taking, his warmth was comforting
I don't have to hug him just to feel all theses incredible feelings it was just a simple small and simple touch that drove these feelings into me
I realized the butterflies are growing each day
And I hate it cause I'm falling for someone that I don't want to fall for
He's a really good kid he's respectful to my parents he talks to them
I love that of him but I just keep denying this feeling and I think it's cause I'm scared to fall for someone again uhhhhhhh please someone help me😫