He comes closer to me and hugs me. I hug back and start crying even more. This time I don't stop.
I officially don't have any words left to say.
I stop crying and pull away wiping my eyes.
"Don't you have a show." I ask
"Oh no I do"
"Well I would go. So bye" I say
I walk away and go outside for the tickets. I let everyone in and then they start the show. I don't watch it and then they go to the meet and greet
I watch over it and once it's over I put everything away. I can't stop thinking about everything that's happened while doing this.
Then I go to the car. When I get in the car I am told we are not going to stay in a hotel this time and we will drive directly to the venue.
The venue is 12 hours away so it will be a long one.
I take a nap and when I wake up it's 6 hours in. I offer to drive and my dad says yes. I start driving and then they boys want to switch seats.
I pull over not saying anything. They switch seats and Corbyn comes up front. I don't talk to him for a little.
But then I realized that I shouldn't be mean to the others when I'm only mad at two of them. Zach and Corbyn are the only ones who haven't done anything bad this trip.
Corbyn tries to talk to me.
"Hi" He says
"Hi" I respond
"So um the sky is really blue tonight" He says trying to make conversation
"Yup very blue" I respond
"Wow look at the moon very nice and crescent." He says
He makes me laugh
"Ha Yup crescent"
He's the only one who is actually funny.
"Well the real reason I'm up here is-"he starts to say but I cut him off
"The real reason your here is to try and talk to me about what happened earlier right. And they chose you cause they knew I have nothing against you." I say
"Not completely true. The only true part is that I'm here to talk to you about what happened. The others don't even know why I'm here" he says
"Well what happened is I told Jonah how I was feeling and he didn't listen. Then Daniel came up to me not listening. Then I yelled at him and started crying. So today's been eventful." I explain
"Okay so what I'm basically hearing is that you hate us because we don't listen" he says
"Wow someone actually has common sense. But no it's more than that. I could care less if you guys listen to anything I say. I just wish that when I'm saying something important about how I feel you listen and understand." I say
"Well I will take a note of that and do that more often"
I laugh again.
"Well for now I am sleeping cause I'm tired but if you have any feelings just wake me up." He says falling asleep