Dear diary....
i actually dunno what to say if im honest....im still hurt yeahh ofcorse feelings dont just disapear after a week but im feling alot better though i still do cry looking back on how i felt then but ay thats life people change, and move one...
Today i may of had a wickle cry but that was all nothing major id rather be his friend instead of nothing at all.... he text me this morning which made me smile :) it did..... i think when he does text i think ill always smile i have realised diary, that i cant cry forever.. but sometimes its best to keep these things secret diary....
I'm ok now i dont think i can cry for him anymore, i think my time has come where ive realised, that i connot reverse time, i cannot get him back soo why cry?? i dont know it is hard yeah it is but i am not alone :) i have my friends :) and family soo i will make it through this..
and i will find someone too make me feel special again, like what they say there are plenty more fish in the sea but who will be my nemo or dorie well i guess as time passes we dunno i shall hit you back diary with more news but for now....
that is all i have untill the next event.....
Thankyou for saving my life
x x x Lauren x x x