finn,
after our argument we only see each other at award shows and stuff like that. we haven't really talked.
i still talk to jaeden,wyatt,sophia,chosen,and jeremy. but not you. they started to ask why i didn't talk to you. i just told them we weren't as close anymore.
they didn't believe that.
but i convinced them. i guess they will never find out the truth because you'll never come out.
i know you're not straight finn. you are really fucking gay. but i can't make you come out.
i also can't make you come out of my mind. i know this sounds weird but i'm always thinking about you.
i bet you don't even fucking care about me.
i cant fully hate you. i don't know why. there's a part of me that still loves and i don't understand why. you fucking broke me.
it's like there's something about you that stayed with me. and whatever you left i want you to take it and leave. i want to forget you finn wolfhard.
with all my hate,
jack