- Jin
Days have passed...
Taehyung just kept locking himself on his room...
He will just go out to drink water, he didn't even go out for food, just for water or juice.
Just now, he went out of the room, taking his way to the kitchen.
"Hyung, why are you wearing a hoodie? Are you going outside? It's raining."
Jungkook saw him and asked.
Taehyung didn't answer, all of us watched him to get more water and put his hand inside his hoodie's pocket.
His eyes are still puffy...
He still cries every night.
Jist like the time when Jennie forgot everything...
"It was Jennie'a gift for him back when we are trainees. Taehyung want that hoodie so bad as he saw it on the mall but he saves money and didn't bought it. So, Jennie did bought it for him."
Jisoo suddenly informed.
"A...I.shouldn't have asked him."
As Jungkook realozed the thing...
Taehyung closed the door normally.
He was definitely not fine...
"Jennie...he needs you."
~
Another day have passed...
Inkigayo performances will be goinh through...both groups are attending.
~
- Jennie
I am here at Inkigayo back stage with my bestfriends. I am looking out of the curtin and watching the other girl group perform.
They are not going to perform but they are attending...I saw them walking going to their seats. But I merely saw him...it was dark.
As the other girl group perform...
We are the next one.
A bit of break and we are going to enter the stage.
As the lights are on for a while, I saw him...
Sitting beside Jin and a woman...
I squinted my eyes trying ti recognize the woman...
".....it was the woman from my memory that I still don't know..."
I am a bit of shocked but didn't bother to react.
I watched them...
They are talking and Taehyung was smiling while the woman was laughing and chuckling.
I felt a bit jealous but I let out a smile.
Just then, Jisoo was behind me, and spoke.
"Staring at them?"
She asked smirking.
"Don't worry. Taehyung won't fall for her."
She added.
"Wae? She's gorgeous."
I asked and commented.
Jisoo rolled her eyes in disbelief.
"She's Irene of Red Velvet. Taehyung's first girlfriend before you have found him."
Jisoo bitterly laughed as she answered.
I gave her a confused look.
"Taehyung really don't love her. It's just that everyone was insisting the both of them as a cute couple.so they end uo hdating, but as people found the both of you, things changed."
She explained briefly and I got it.
I turned to look at them again...
I glance and saw that Taehyung stopped talking with Irene and Irene was just talkimg with her members.
"Unnie. Have you asked Jin-oppa if Taehyung was wearing his ring?"
I suddenly asked while looking at Taehyung with worry.
Jisoo nodded and answered...
"He was. He didn't removed it. Jin took a photo.of Taehyung's hand while they are on their way going here."
She showed me the photo of Taehyung's hand with the ring.
I breathe relaxing myself.
It was a relief that he wasn't removing the ring.
"And now! Turn the stage on for Black Pink!"
The MC cheered and introduces us.
We entered the stage and as the music started...we performed...
I am avoiding myself to look at their direction...I don't this performance to get ruined...I don't want to cry here...so, I just did what we are told to do...
- Taehyung
She was dancing passionately...
The first lyrics hit me...
They are performing As If It's Your Last.
"Neo mwonde jakku saenggakna."
(How dare you stay in my thoughts)
She was thw one to sing that and it literally hits me.
"You're always in my thoughts. There's mo minute that I won't think of you. I want you to come back."
....
"One two three
Saeroun sijakiya
Jeoldae dwidolabojin anheul geonikka".
(One two three
It’s a new beginning
Because I won’t ever look back)
That part...
It's so harsh..
"It's...a new beginning...won't ever look back....
I have watched your videos performing As If It's Your Last, I also have watched several of times that MV but...now...that part just stabbed me through my heart...I wanted to....I wanted to..."
My eyes went teary and Jin saw it.
"If you want to talk to her, we are going to follow them on where they are going to take their dinner. Jisoo will inform me."
Jin whispered...
That was a relief...
A chance and a hope to hug her again...
To talk to her again...
I nodded smiling while preventing myself to cry.
Time passes...
The event was already done...
I saw Jin typing a message with his phone and I'm just waiting for his signal.
"They are at the near restaurant. Let's go."
He informed looking at the others and we all followed.
"I'm glad that I will see you again."
- Jennie
We are at the near restaurant, we are going to take our dinner here without our managers. It's often so we are free to do something.
We have ordered and as I landed the menu on the table, Lisa, Chaeyoung and Jisoo was smiling and starinh at me.
"Wae?"
I asked blankly.
The maknae lines shooked their heads while Jisoo answered...
"We are happy when you're happy."
Jisoo held my hand as she answered...
I was confused about that...
What are they talking about?
Until someone stands beside my seat...
I was expectingg that it was only just a person looking for something.
I turned my phone on and just stared at it.
The person standing beside me was gone after few moments...
Now, I don't feel awkward. I sighed and put my phone down at the table.
I saw Jisoo waving at someone behind me but I didn't bother to look back...I'm not in the mood to greet people...
As moments have passed...
We ate our dinner freely and fine.
It's really good to have a dinner with this pretty ladies infront of me. They are my best and true friends. They are even fightung for the cake they have ordered.
"Why don't you just order for the three of you?"
I asked as I chuckled seeing them fighting.
"I'm the one who ordered it, they told me not to prder since it doesn't look good but as they have smelled it, they want to steal it."
Lisa answered pouting cutely.
"Jinja, just let me one bite."
Jisoo groaned.
I chuckled on their cuteness.
Until...we are all done.
"Unnie, should we go to the garden at the back? I saw there's a garden."
Chaeyoung grabbed my forehand and pointed the way going to garden at the back of the restaurant.
"Kaja."
Lisa pulled us all and made our way to the garden.
It is so fascinating...
It has a fountain...
A shrubs of roses.
It is so beautiful, the moonlight is just so perfectly shinning through the water on the fountain and through the bloody red roses.
I froze im the beauty, and without noticing...I am now alone, my members just left me there.
But as I traveled my eyes to find them, I felt a hand touching mine.
Someone who's looking down at our hands...as I turned...I froze...
I felt shivers down in my spine and only the warmth of his hand is the only thing I can feel.
"T-Taehyung?"
I stammered and my tounge went frozen as well.
I could feel my breathe stopped for a second. My heatt skipped a bit for a second and my lips went dry...
"I miss you."
His cold and stable voice answered.
I stepped backwards...
I want to pull myself, I want to grab my arm and walk away...
"W-What are y-you doing here?"
I asked taking few steps backwards.
But as I almost grabbed my arm...
He pulled me into a hug.
"Everything was clear for me...but I can't stop asking why have you left."
He whispered.
I could feel the deepest breath on my chest.
My breathe started to feel heavy.
"T-Taehyung."
I tried to push him but he was too strong.
I can hear him sobbing silently.
"Taehyung, stop. Someone might see us."
I pushed him hard but he was the one to pull himself.
"Wae!?"
He yelled.
I got surprised by that...
"S-Someone might see us. I need to keep going, Taehyung."
I was about to step forward but he grabbed me by my waist and placed his warm lips into mine.
I placed my hands on his chest and pushed him.
I groaned a bit saying 'stop', but he didn't bother stopping.
I decided to punch him for him to feel pain so that he would break the kiss but he held my hand and gripped on it.
I feel weak...
My knees want to fail me...
My eyes are watery...
My breathe was really heavy...
My heart beat was low...
I have nothing to do but to feel his kiss...
This is what I wanted to feel everyday and night...I am longing for him...but if someone sees us...
He gently pulled from the kiss.
I almost fell from my knees as he loosen his gripped on my waist.
I shooked my head...
I'm dizzy...
I can't look straight at him, my eyes are heavy.
"Jennie."
He calles as I went loosing on my knees. He carried me to a near bench facing the fountain.
"Mianhe."
I apologized as I can't look at him.
I leaned my back to the bench and relaxed myself.
"Gwaenchanha?"
He asked with a tone of voice worrying.
"Mm."
I hummed in response of 'yes'.
He hold my hands and looked at me...
I can saw him clearly as my vision went to proper.
I sat straught and inhaled a heavy breath.
"Why are you here?"
I asked with a weak voice.
"I want to see you."
He answered without hesitation yet with worry in his eyes.
"Someone might see us. Go now."
I stood up as I answered.
"With you in that situation? You still feel weak?"
He frowned.
"I'm fine. I'll just find my members and go with them. We shall go now."
I offered but...
"I want to fight with you!..."
I froze in place.
He spoke behind me...
"I want to be with you! I want to fight for us...with you...us, together!"
His voice went serious, very serious.
I turned and faced him.
"We can't, Taehyung. I thought everything was clear for you? Then, you must understand that we can't!"
I yelled back.
"It's not that we can't! You're just insisting that we can't! You're protecting me that's why you have left me...you don't want me to suffer or get tortured...but you're already killing me slowly as you left me. I am devastated, I have read your letter and I just want to cut my veins so I could die. But I didn't, cause I believe that I can convince you to fight."
He answered withteary eyes.
"But I can't see you suffering for loving me!..."
He cutted me.
"But it's better to die with you by my side than dying to see that you're going to marry a man that isn't me!"
He yelled...
It was the most flattering yet hard thing I ever heard now.
"T-Taehyung! Do you think I want to see you die nor suffer beside me!? Can you hear yourself!? Will you let me cry every night knowing that you're literally gone and never gonna come back if that happens!? This way was better than us being aparted until eternity! At least, we know now that we are both fine and alive!"
I yelled with my eyes tearing.
I sobbed and he hugged me.
Warm hug....
"But please, let's try fighting for each other...we have supports."
He whispered with a husky voice.
"....mm."
I just hummed.
I just let him for seconds and after, I pushed him...
"Taehyung, we really need to go. Someone's following me and that's the eye of my parents."
I informed holding as my arms are on his shoulders.
"Just one more minute."
He requested.
He looked at me straight as he held my hand.
He took a look on it.
"You haven't removed the ring."
He smiled.
"Why would I remove it?"
I answered sarcastically.
"Me too, I haven't. I haven't thought of removing it even though days have passed. I'm glad to hug you right now, even for just a half of hour."
He smiled at me and placed my hand to his cheeks feeling my soft and warm touch.
After that, he kissed me softly longing for seconds...
As he pulled, he spoke...
"I wish to see you again, even though we need to hide."
He whispered and let me go.
He smiled at me as I stepped backwards...
It was devastating...but a relief, he was a bit fine now.
I turned around ro walk away seeing the man following me.
"Madam, where have you been?"
He asked worriedly.
"A-a...umm."
I can't answer.
"We left her. We are playinghide and seek, we just gone to play with her. Hahaha!"
Just in perfect time, my bestfriends came.
"Ahh, well, we need o go back to the mansion, madam."
He informed after showing respect to my bestfriends.
"Yeah...sure."
"We will see each other again."
※ END OF CHAPTER ※
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