Well, I won't go down with this ship
I wont put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and alway will be
-Dido
ENJOY!
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"I want him so bad!" i wail out hugging my pillow still crying my eyes out.
Brent rubs my back trying to calm me.
"Honey, he doesn't deserve you. You deserve someone so much better" Brent says.
How could he deal with my stupid dramatic ass. Oh yeah he loves me.
"I don't deserve anyone! Nobody is ever gonna love me!" I sob.
"Hero." Brent says holding back a laugh.
"Brent this isn't funny!!!" I cry harder.
"Ok stop this get up" he says standing up.
I look up at him calming down sniffling.
"Why?" I ask stand slowly.
"Come on we are going out but first go brush" he says.
I groan and stomp away like a child then down the hall to the bathroom turning on the light.
I grab a toothbrush that I don't care who it belongs to and start brushing my teeth.
When I'm done I spit, rinse, and leave.
I don't bother to even look at my reflection I knew I looked how I feel.
Like shit.
I walk slowly down the hall way back onto the living room.
Brent looks up from texting.
"You're not gonna change?"
"No lets go wherever the hell you wanna fucking take me" I say fully sadly and mad.
I look down at what I was wearing.
Sweatpants with a tank top.
My hair was in a very messy bun and I probably cried all my makeup off.
"Fine miss sassy pants" Brent says grabbing his keys and walking to the front door.
I follow behind picking up my shoes on the way.
---
"No" I say.
He nods.
"Yes, please just give him five minutes!" Brent says.
We were parked in front Pete's house sitting in the car.
"Brent no I don't wanna see him right now"
"You were saying a half hour ago you wanted him so bad so go and get him!" Brent yells.
I scream and get out starting to run.
But I should have known.
Brent is 10x faster than me.
He catches me instantly around the waist picking me up and carrying me towards the house.
I kick and punch and scream but he won't budge.,
I was seriously acting. Like a 5 year old but I don't care.
Suddenly we are on the front porch and he knocks.
I give up going limp in his arms.
The door opens revealing a really pretty brunette with soft brown eyes and pretty skinny but had curves.
I instantly tense.
"Pete door!" she yells.
It's her.
I clench my jaw my hands turning to fists.
"Let them in!" I hear him yell.
She opens the door and Brent carries me in.
I'm still way tense.
He carries me up the stairs from the door that leads into the living room.
Brent sets me down and there across the room sits a tired, worn, sad Pete that wore pajama pants and a muscle tank with food stains all over. He had scruff which I'm not gonna lie was fucking hot as hell, and a guitar by his side.
His brown eyes looked into mine, neither of us said a word.
"I wrote a song for you" he says picking up the guitar.
(A/N: This song is by Florence + The Machines)
"Hero, you're my music and your like a song...."
"Your songs remind me of swimming,
Which I forgot when I started to sink
Dragged further away from the shore,
And deeper into the drink
Sat on the bottom of the ocean,
A stern and stubborn rock
'Cause your songs remind me of swimming,
But somehow I forgot
I was sinking, and now I'm sunk
I was drinking, and now I'm drunk
Your songs remind me of swimming,
But somehow I forgot
I tried to remember the chorus,
I can't remember the verse
'Cause that song that sent me swimming,
Is now the life jacket that burst
Rotting like a wreck on the ocean floor,
Sinking like a siren that can't swim anymore
'Cause our songs remind me of swimming,
But I can't swim anymore
Pull me out the water, cold and blue,
I open my eyes and I see that it's you,
So I dive straight back in the ocean
So I dive straight back in the ocean
Take a deep breath, suck the water in my chest
Take a deep breath, suck the water in my chest
Cross my fingers and hope for the best
Then all of a sudden, I heard a note,
It started in my chest and ended in my throat
Then I realized, then I realized, then I realized
I was swimming,
Yes, I was swimming
And now I'm swimming,
Yes, I am swimming
Your songs remind me of swimming
Which I forgot when I started to sink
Your songs remind me of swimming,
Which I forgot when I started to sink
Oh, your songs remind me of swimming,
Which I forgot when I started
Your songs remind me of swimming,
Which I forgot when I started to sink"
Pete finishes and puts his guitar down and looks down at him feet.
I smile happy tears forming in my eyes.
I can't be mad anymore.
"Babe" I smile and walk over to him lifting his chin up kissing him softly running my fingers through his messy hair.
He smiles.
"I'm so sorry about everything" I say kissing him again then sitting on his lap.
He wraps his arm around me and kisses my head rocking me a little.
"It's ok I'm really sorry too, for laughing and stuff" he says.
I shrug.
"Oh and the girl who answered the door and the phone, she's my sister" he chuckles.
I face palm,
"Oh my god I'm so sorry' I say to both of them.
Leslie waves of f my apology going into the kitchen with bring leaving Pete and I alone.
"Can I just hold you forever?". He whispers looking down and kissing me.
I smirk and then giggle.
He laughs a little.
"Are you ticklish?"
I nod.
"Good to know"
I giggle and snuggle into his chest wrapping my arms around his waist rubbing his back.
"I missed you" he says.
"I missed you most" I say giggling.
He shakes his head chuckling and rocking me.
Mr. Pete Wentz
You ruined my social life.
But you didn't ruin the my world.
You are my world.
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