Sad and Heartbreaking
Warning!Warning!Warning!Warning!This Chapter Will Contain A Talk About Self Harm And Some Trigger Warnings But If You Are Triggered But Any Of This Please Do Not Read Any Of This And Just Skipped All Of This But Please Please Please The Author Note At The Very End It Will Have A Very Meaningful Note At The End But This Is The End Of This Warning!
Dear Song Min-ho,
I don't know when you will get this letter but I hope you will get it soon since I already left Korea but it is okay I guess. I think you wanna know why I left you behind and I am truly sorry that I left you like this without even telling you in person let alone not even saying goodbye to you face to face yeah you can say I am a coward and yes I am a coward for doing this shit. So I left Korea because of all the hate, death threats from your fans the INNER CIRCLE fandom, depression, and my suicidal thoughts. I know I always told you that I am perfectly fine and happy but that was all a lie. I wasn't happy and it wasn't because of you cause you was the only person in my life that kept me going and just kept me happy and positive ever since my mom and brothers died in the fatal car accident I have never been the same happy Y/N that I was in the past I just came more suicidal I just been self harming. I cut myself on my arms , wrist, thighs and legs just to let the pain go away seeing all the scars on me just make me feel how disgusting, ugly, worthless, and pathetic I am your fans were so fucking right about me you should have not been with me let alone stayed with me in this relationship. Mino I know that you have never like me let alone love me. You know that in your heart that I was just an a sorry ass excuse of a girlfriend to you I know that nobody will never love me I don't fucking deserve love I just deserve to die. Mino you is one in a million, you is such a fucking diamond to me. You is so courageous, brave, wonderful, lovely, and just all around yourself. Everyone love you, your friends love you, your family love you, your fans love you and I do love you but if you really love something/someone you must let it go but if it comes back to you then it was meant to be so Song Min-ho I love you but imma have to let you go I want you to find someone that will love you, make you so happy, positive, someone who is so beautiful, someone that the fans will love forever and ever. Well I guess this is the end of this letter. So goodbye Song Min-ho I will love you forever &always
With Love,
Y/F/N Y/L/N ❤❤❤❤
Author Note: I just want to tell yall this is all fake none of this shit is true okay this is a fanfiction so fake but I want to tell yall that each and everyone of yall are so fucking beautiful inside and out. Don't let anybody tell yall something otherwise. I want yall to remember and tell yourself everyday in the mirror that fuck all of the haters and the negativity, I am beautiful and I love myself for who I am, I am a king/queen, and I will always keep being positive and smile everyday just to keep myself happy. I love each and everyone of yall so please if yall ever feel unhappy, depress just anything I want yall to come and talk to me I just wanna see yall happy and positive. so I love yall my lil angelssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss so byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee P.S. Would Yall Want A Part 2 To This Like Maybe He Would Find You And Try To Get Back Together With You Or Yall Just Moved On With Yall Life.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!