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*potential triggering*
I am so so sorry that I haven't been posting I wanted to let you know why. Firstly I want you to know that since starting to write fan fiction my life has changed for the better I started feeling good about myself and joyful that people actually liked what I was writing and I even stopped self harming because I was feeling better and it felt so good to know that... but as you can see that's in the past tense, I'm not saying that I don't enjoy writing anymore because I do it's one of my passions and I'm not saying that I don't appreciate y'all who actually read comment and write on my posts, it's just I don't really know. At the minute I'm trying to fight one of my demons that is making me feel like shit but at the minute it's because of and unknown cause and I don't know how to stop it... so I'm just trying to survive it without physical harm to my body, I don't mind going through emotional pain because that pretty much describes my life.
I am trying to help myself and I'm also trying to write but at the minute my brain doesn't want to be in that place for a long period of time so I can't concentrate very hard... thank you for sticking with me though and commenting and voting because it really does mean a lot to me, I love reading your comments and talking to y'all even for just a short period of time so please keep doing that and as soon as I have gotten a bit better or at least can concentrate for a longer period of time I will post... just for the time being I don't think that's going to happen very soon, so I'm sorry for all of you who wanted a new story in this,
I wanted you to know it took me 5 days to write this whole speech...
Sorry again will try post soon xxx💚xxx