When I was younger I saw
My daddy cry
And curse at the wind.
He broke his own heart and I watched
As he tried to reassemble it.
And my mama swore
She would never let herself forget.
-Paramore
ENJOY!
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I process what he says.
"What?"
"Yeah it will be fun and you know I wouldn't have to miss you as much" he smiles softly rubbing my arms.
I giggle sadly but nod.
This was good for me.
I needed this.
"Ok I'll move in with you" I smile.
He grins and kisses me.
"Ok. so can we pack later?" he asks going over to his bag after he pulls away.
He pulls out a shirt and some fresh jeans slipping the clothing on and then his jacket some socks and his shoes.
"I'm taking you to the studio with me because I want you to meet very special people in my life" he smiles
"Well other than you"
I blush a little and nod.
"Ok let me get ready"
I go over to my dresser while he sits on my bed texting someone.
I pull out some new panties and a bra then some skinny jeans.
I shut the drawer and walk over to Pete kissing him passionately unexpectedly.
He hesitated for about 2 seconds before he kissed me back.
I pulled away and smiled at him running my fingers through his hair once.
"What was that for?" he smiles.
I shrug.
"For being amazing" I giggle.
It's like when he was around, all my anger, sadness, hurt, and rage went away.
"Awe you're adorable" he smiles kissing my nose.
I smile And stand up straight making my way into the bathroom.
I get in there and shut the door.
I take off the shorts and panties first then replace them with clean panties and skinny jeans.
I button and zip the jeans up and smile.
I don't know why but it made me happy.
I take off Pete's shirt that I had on and then set it on the counter next to me.
I then unhook my bra and take it off throwing it down next to my little pile of dirty clothes. I put the clean bra on and slip Pete's shirt back on.
I take my hair out of the ponytail and brush it out.
I leave it down cause I looked really pretty today.
I grab my makeup bag and redo all my makeup making it look a lot better.
I put some deodorant and perfume on.
I check one last time and smile walking out of the bathroom going back over to my dresser and grabbing some socks then my black vans.
I sit on the bed neck to Pete who is staring at me smirking.
Then I slip on my socks and shoes.
I look at Pete and smile.
"What?"
"I just love you in my clothes... you should do it more often."
I laugh and kiss him.
"Ready then?" he asks standing up pulling up his jeans.
I nod and stand up following him out of my bedroom.
He grabs my hand and interlocks our fingers together.
I smile biting my lip.
He laughs and kisses me.
"If you keep doing that I'm gonna go mad" he whispers our foreheads pressed together.
I giggle kissing him again.
"Ok" is all I say.
He smirks and kisses me one more time.
I pull away and start leading him downstairs.
Both of my parents our drinking their coffee when they look at me and glare.
But you know what?
I don't really care.
Because if they really dud love me they would accept me and love me despite who I love or what my style is.
I look at them Pete and I still holding hands.
"You guys... I love you I really do. but you guys have had a chance to have a good relationship with me, so now it's his turn" I say nodding.
I turn around without looking at them and walk towards the door with Pete.
Without anyone saying another word I leave with Pete.
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