- Jennie's
A photo of me...
"So, he likes me?"
It was my photo when I was in the stage of MMA, performing 'Playing With Fire'.
Then in curiousity, since I daw his wallpaper...
I opened the gallery.
He have several of selfies.
But then....
An album shooked me even more.....
'My Jendeukie'
It was full of my pictures.
There are some pictures where me and Taehyung are together...
"I don't remember having these pictures with him? How could?"
I got anxious and my mind wants an answer.
Then I just scrolled the photos, these are many.
There are some photos that I literally don't remember having. There's even a video...
I played it...
"Jendeukie, being with you is enough. But it is such a pleasure to be your boyfriend. I have told you many things about me, I admit that I have many weaknesses but as long as I know you're there, I know I can pass all through things. Saranghaeo, Jendeukie. I don't need to ask you the common question, I'll ask you a unique question. Do I satisfy you being your boyfriend? Am I capable of being your boyfriend?"
Taehyung is kneeling infront of me in the video.
"Of course, Taetae."
Then...I said a yes happily and hugged him............
I turned his phone off.
"What I know was that I have an amnesia through a car accident...how come that...how come...how does it happen? I don't remember everything. I need to recall everything. Everything here is being...too....complicated..."
I froze thinking of what I saw...
I was frozen for several seconds and few minutes...
"How things happen? I need to remember it now."
I walked every corner of our room trying to recognize everything.
"Is he my boyfriend? Why can't I temember it when I needed to!?"
I runned fingers to my hair.
"Is the girl who got kidnapped...is it me?"
I followed an another question...
"Mom and Dad told me that I have a car accident...but then how could Taehyung's story was different if I was his girlfriend?"
Everything felt so wrong.
"And why doesn't Jisoo-unnie, Chaeyoung and Lisa told me that I have a boyfriend? Or why didn't just told me that it is me, the girl who Taehyung's loved the most."
I want to shout and ask everyone but I was too confuse to do that.
"Then, if everything mom and dad told me was wrong...did they just lied?"
Then, I went accusing things to people...
"Did they kied? Are all of those what they have said to me after the incident was all a lie?"
I sat on my bed still holding my head and running my fingers through my hair.
"Why would they told me lies?"
I started tearing up lightly.
I am too confused. I am too....
While my tears are slowly escaping, Taehyung got off the bathroom. He's wearing only a bathrobe, but despit that, I stared at him cluelessly.
I am trying to recognize him through every corners and sides, shapes and shades he have.
"W-Wae?"
He stammered.
I answered him with a teary serious look.
Then he tilted his head to his bed then he saw his phone there...I left it in the wrong place.
He rushed towards his phone and checked the lists of previous apps used.
He saw that gallery was been opened for seven minutes ago.
"D-Do you..."
He's going to asked...
But before he could finish it...
I started crying silently...
Sitting on the corner of my bed...
Then he crouched infront of me and held my hand.
"Shh, shhh."
He wiped my tears and hugged me.
"A-Am I...Am I the girl you're telling?"
I sobbed but managed to asked.
He nodded and wiped my tears.
"You don't have to believe on what you saw."
He held my hand again.
"Why do you even want me to forget about it? You...y-you just told us t-that you wished that her...memories would be back."
Another, I'm still sobbing but I wanted answers.
"For you to stop crying. I also said that I don't want her to cry again."
He smiled as he cupped my face.
I stares at him narrowing my eyebrows.
"You should forget it. Just think of all of that as an edited pictures and videos."
He's cupping my face and smiling at me...telling me to forget what I saw amd pretend to think...why is he like this?
"Don't y-you want me to remeber it all?"
I'm almost done crying...
I felt comfortable when he's cupping my face.
"I want to. I want you to remember but if it means that you're going to get hurt, then you shouldn't get reminded of it and just forget it."
He kneeled infront me to reach my level.
"Wae? I'm just going to remember it. Why am I going to get hurt!?"
I stood up and yelled.
"I have done something, I already shared it. It's the painful reason that's why you're having an amnesia."
He stood up as well and faced me.
"Just...just don't cry."
He wiped my tears ehich are falling again and he cupped my face.
But I am too worried...
Also knowing that he suffered for years...
I hugged him and cried.
I hugged him tightly...
I heard him chuckled.
And he hugged me also.
"If you wanted me to remember it, you shouldn't give up and tell me to forget it. You should do something that will remind me of everything."
I punched his back lightly and scolding him a bit.
"You're suffering for years as well, then now that I wanted to remember all and saw evidences, you're telling me to pretend that it was only edited pictures and videos."
I scolded him more while hugging him.
He wasn't answering but I know he's listening.
I felt his hand on my back...he was clenching his fist.
"Jeongmal mianhe."
He whispered.
"It was my fault."
He added.
"Mianhe, Jendeukie."
He then his hugged tighten even more.
Then we both cried...
The time we both stopped in aobbing, I whispered.
Then he pulled his hug.
He cupped my face, wiped my tears,
And speak...
"I really miss that...that past. But there's a reason for everything. You don't need to remember things now. What you want will came, don't force it."
He composed himself, removed his hands on my face. He steped backward and stood staright.
"Wae?"
I asked.
"Just don't rush remembering things. It waa onky tempory loss of..."
I cutted him.
"Wae!? Why don't want me to remember at least a part of us?"
My tone got furious and he looked at me worriedly.
My head starting aching the time I he steped backwards. I cried too much a d thinked too much this night.
He stared at me with worry for seconds and sighed. He inhaled heavily...
Then he started walking towards me slowly...his face got serious and blanked... he looked at me with a blank reaction.
"Taehyung, wae!?"
I repeated my question earlier making him stop from walking. I got nervous on what he's doing right now.
He continued walking unto me and made me took steps backwards...
"T-Taehyung..."
My tone got shivery.
Until I reached the wall...he stopped walking when he reached the closer distant.
He leaned closer to my face.
I looked into his eyes, his eyes are looking at my lips...then I felt a cold breeze near the window...the window was open...
I looked at the open window and licked my lips...
"Taehyung."
I called and he answered...
"I'm not sure if you'll remember things...but just incase, I know you're familiar with this."
He started leaning even closer until our noses toched, then he speak...
"It was my fault...and I really miss, you My Jendeukie."
He whisphered before leaning until....
Our lips touched.
His lips are pressing mine softly and gently.
It was warm. Everything felt warm.
I may not remember everything about us...but as he locked his lips unto mine...it felt so comfortable and more than just right.
- Taehyung's
I have locked my lips unto her.
I brushed gently.
I really miss her.
And I am hoping that what I have done tonight for her will be enough...
- Jennie's
As he pulled off.
My went to feel pain.
There some memories that trying to flash...
* Memories flashed *
"Saranghaeyo, My Jendeukie."
Blurry man smiled at me.
But I know surely that it was Taehyung.
"How will you made me believe that one hundred percent?"
I sarcastically asked.
"You'll know it."
He smirked and perk a sweet kiss on my lips.
Then after a short flashed memory, I almost fell but Taehyung supported me and held my waist.
"Gwaenchanha?"
He immediately asked.
"D-Do you want to...mianhe, I shouldn't have done thay."
Then he apologized...
"Ani, ani. Gwaenchanha. It was just a short memory."
I explained as I smiled at him.
Then he looked at me straight.
He caressed my cheeks and smiled.
"I hope that memory was about us, happy together."
He spoke.
"Honestly, it's you being rude. You even kissed me that time after I asked you on how you'll prove you really love me."
I creased my forehead and looked at him.
He chuckled and snatched a kiss on my lips.
I cluelessly looked at him.
"Is that how rude am I?"
He smirked.
I just laughed on it.
"I...honestly don't see anything wrong about this, Taehyung-a. And I'll be able to remember everything so there's no any conflict, anyway, right?"
I opinionated...
"....you'll really call me Taehyung whenwver the situation is serious, with or without amnesia."
He hugged me befote I could answer...
"There's...no any conlict...that's right, Jennie."
Then I pulled off from his tight hug.
"Can we sleep?"
I requested.
"But we haven't eaten our dinner yet."
He answered still with his hands on my waist.
"No one's calling us. Besides, you just kissed me. Isn't that enough?"
I teased and that made him blush.
"Aish, jinja. You should take..."
Before he could continue, I removed his hands on my waist and jumped into my bed....
Then he sat beside me.
"Ani, lie down."
I commanded.
"Waeyo?"
He reacted.
"Because I say so?"
Sarcastically, I answered.
Then he lied down facing me.
I smiled at him and higged him.
Then he putted my head on his arms.
"This is the way we are used to be in the past."
He whipered.
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- Jisoo's
A
ll.of us are just infront of their door, we are trying to overhear their conversation and we all know...
"They are in the fine situation now."
Jin whipered and leaned his back on the wall.
"Jennie-unnie will.remember everything, anyway."
Lisa bowed as she thinks of what she said.
"We don't need to bother them now. Maybe, let's give them time to each other. They both have suffered..."
Chaeyoung added.
"They should be missing each other."
Jimin followed.
"They missed on each others love."
Jungkook added as well.
"....But we should keep all of these as a secret. What's inside our dorm, will be always inside. Nothing should go out."
I commanded leaning my back on the wall beside Jin.
Then they all nodded in agreement.
- Taehyung's
"I deeply wish that nothing and no one would let us apart. I don't want to lose you again...I really loved you more than myself. I only found completion when I'm with you."
I placed a kiss on her forehead as she closed her eyes...
And in no time...
We both fell asleep....