It's been a few nights from the whole Brice incident and I've been doing pretty good I've been posting some videos on YouTube. I bought a camera with the money Leila sent me and I've been borrowing Adym and Soywers studio lights. I sit on the couch asking for Adym to bring me a water and he brought me a water as I'm watching my favorite show on Netflix "Grey's Anatomy". Adym has been really flirty lately and I can't say I hate it but it's been on my mind lately though. When Soywer gets home I pull him into a room and tell him I need to talk to him about Adym. We sit down on my bed and I tell him that I like Adym and ask him what I could do to make him want me and I tell him that he's been flirty with me. Soywer looks at me with a disappointed look and says "well he's flirty with everyone and to be honest he's a total fuck boy so I wouldn't try with him", I just look at the ground and say "oh ok I had no idea", he looks at me and says "it's ok you'll get over him, every girl does". After Soywer leaves I decide to take a nap bc I'm really tired from who knows what and just sleep. After I woke I realize I'm not hungry when Soywer says dinner is ready, I tell him I'm not hungry and go back to sleep.
Adym wake me up at around 11:00 and asks if I wanna go get some Starbucks and some Mc. Donald's and obviously I'm like duh yeah. So I get dressed and put my hair in a messy bun and we head out to the car. There is a faint song playing and I realize it's "Bodak Yellow" and turn it up really loud and start rapping to it and he starts rapping too and then I see some of my fans in the car next to us at the stoplight and I roll down the widow and crank it louder and they got me and Adym on video rapping Bodak Yellow. We pull up to Starbucks and start ordering our drinks. The lady at the window was super cute (no homo). And Adym started flirting with her the entire time and I was over here being a jealous ass bitch. She looked like this
Then Adym gave her his number and I was pissed so I get on my phone the rest of the drive home. When we get home I get an email. I look at it and it says
Milana Paige,
We are aware that you have become very well known on YouNow, Instagram and so on and we are also aware that you are friends with Adym Yorba and Soywer Yorba and they are also very well known on the internet so I would like for you to join us this year for DigiTour! If you are interest call this number ***-***-**** and tell us when your best day to fly out is and if your not interested please write us back saying so, thank you and have a wonderful day!
Sincerely,
DigiTour
Holy shit that just happened. I run out of my room and find Adym and Soywer and show them the email and they are just as happy as I am. I call the number and tell them that we are very interested and can fly out to New Jersey in tomorrow around noon. They are sending us passports for tomorrow and they will arrive late tonight. We all start packing and when I'm done it's around 3:00 and it's a Friday so I'm gonna go take a walk around for a while I have about 3,000 dollars left so I decide to treat myself for an early birthday and get some new clothes
then after shopping I decide to go get my nails done
When I'm done I start walking back to the apartment im almost there when I take out my phone and I drop it. There is a Verizon right here so I might as well get a new phone. I walk in and I ask what colors they have for the I phone 7 and they say "red, navy blue, silver, gold, rose gold, and matte black" so I go with the matte black, I pay and leave. When I get back from shopping I start packing it's around 5:30 pm and I pack these
(Just a couple ideas) and I pack like almost my whole wardrobe then I pack all my bathroom things and all my makeup and perfumes etc. I ask the boys if they are ready for tomorrow and they both say yeah so I go to my room and stare at the ceiling. I start to fall asleep when I heard the door open and shut I didn't think much of it until I looked at the time and it was already 11:33 so I got up from my bed and as soon as a walked out of my room I kinda quietly yelled Adym's name and no reply. I yelled his name again, still, no reply. I shouldn't do this but I'm going to, I was getting scared so I like jogged/ran to Adym's room and I walked in on him and his "fuck friend" having sex and I quickly turned around and cried. I still don't know why I was crying but Ik I was crying to the point where I sound like I'm having a panick attack .. oh wait I was. I knew he could tell I was crying bc damn my crying is loud when I cry to hard. So I just walk back to my room and just cry, before I knew it I was asleep.. still thinking about what happened.. and still wondering why I fell for Adym Alyxander Yorba....