Yo it's evewritesxx you probably don't know me cause I'm hella irrelevant but ima be starting off this book
which I don't know why cause this idea was completely goofgirlfanfics
here we go enjoy emotional pain and torture xoxo
Sunday, August 10
10:09 pm
current mood: missing bubba
Hey diary it's me Hayley
it's been 22 months since Caleb...yeah
I miss him, he was my big brother.
he was the one I looked up to.
the one I bothered when I was bored.
the one who no matter how annoyed he was with me he would still take time to play dolls with me.
he gave me a reason to stay homeschool .
Caleb was the one to play with me when everyone ran to annie at the meet and greats.
he was the best big brother I've ever had
And I hate when people say I was only 7 I don't understand anything about grief
7 years is enough to love someone
7 years is enough that even if I couldn't speak I could observe
7 years is enough years to build a bond with someone
7 years is enough to get over grief
but sadly for me it's going to take a lot long then 7 years to get over Caleb
Annie, she's in another state
Paige she moved in, she took Caleb's room
His room now smells like lavender, roses and girl
no trace of Caleb and his awful after baseball smell mixed in with Axe which is something I never thought I've wished to smell
I miss my big brother
love you bubba <3
im crying.
keep reading for more Hayley chapters
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