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Chapter 5
Niall’s POV
We were in the van on our way back home after having the meeting with management. I found myself sleeping on the ride back and all I could think about was what the women told me and Harry. I was finally with him after two years of hiding my feelings for him and now we can’t even be together. We were in the public eye quite a lot so we could be caught at any moment of any day. But it isn’t fair, I want to be with Harry, if he’s away from me for even a second I feel empty inside. What were we going to do?
I felt the van come to a stop. There was a weight around my shoulder and hand on my head, running its fingers through my hair. I suddenly heard Harry’s voice in a soft whisper and felt his warm breath hit my ear, “Niall we’re home, it’s time to get up.”I blinked my eyes open and noticed I’ve fallen asleep on Harry’s shoulder. I looked up to see his emerald eyes gazing down at me and I couldn’t help but smile. He started to lean down and gave a sweet and passionate kiss. Once we pulled apart he opened the door and got out. He held up one of his hands out towards me and I took it, intertwining our fingers. We started walking toward his flat and he suddenly let go, I started to pout and my hand felt cold. Then I remembered that we couldn’t risk being seen.
I followed Harry to his flat, knowing once we’re inside we can be together with the privacy of no one seeing us. I made my way inside, followed by Harry shutting the door. I sat down on the sofa, tilted my head back, lifted my hands to my face and let out groan in frustration. Harry came and sat next to me and I could feel him staring at me. He placed his hand on my knee trying to sooth me. I picked my head up so now I was looking at him.
“Niall, I know it’s going to be hard but we’ll find a way to make it work. And it’s not gonna be like this forever, once they figure out some things we will be able to be seen together.” Harry was trying to reassure me and gave a sympathetic smile.
“I know but who knows how long that’ll take. I want to seen with you now, be able to take you out on dates and hold hands in public and kiss you, not caring who sees.” My voice sounding a little louder than I wanted and I could feel my eyes starting to well up. Harry notices it and wrapped his arms around me bringing me to his chest. I wrapped my arms around his waist as a few tears started to roll down my cheek.
“Trust me, I want the same thing. But for now we’ll have to stay like this and that’s enough for me.” Harry’s voice was low, placing a kiss on top of my head, I wrap my arms tighter around his waist.
“You’re right, being with you is all that matters.” I closed my eyes, inhaling the sweet smell of him and drifting off.
*the next day*
We were to have an interview at the local radio station today. Once we got there we sat in chairs facing a camera and there was another seat for the radio host. We all sat down with Liam closest to the host, then Zayn, me, Louis, and Harry at the end. For a few minutes she went through some of the typical questions.
“So boys, it’s great to be back home isn’t it? After a few months in America promoting your album and doing sold out concerts. How was it over there? Did you have a great time?” Cassandra, the host, asked us with a huge white smile.
“Yeah, it was great, a really great experience but we’re all just happy to be back home and relax a little.” Zayn speaking into the microphone.
“Well that’s nice to hear. Okay, we have to ask for all your fans, who’s single and who’s taken?” She asked with a cheeky grin waiting for us to answer.
“Well I’m taken.” Liam answered first and she awing at his response.
“I’m single” Zayn said next. So I guess were going down the line. My turn then, “I’m single also.”Me and Harry still weren’t able to come at which made me sad.
“I’m taken” Louis said with a wide smile on his face.
Then it was Harry’s turn, I looked at him already knowing what he’s going to say. “Ehm, I’m single.” My heart ached a little hearing him say that.
The host gasped, “What?! You’re so charming though, how can you still be single?”
“Well, I do have my eye on someone.” Harry smiled and I felt my cheeks heat up.
“Oooo. Okay, well thank you boys for coming today and best of luck to you in the future. One Direction everybody.” She was smiling towards the camera and we all waved bye to it.
*few hours later*
We all decided to blow off some steam and headed to a local club. There were so many people but since we were home there wasn’t that many coming up to us so that was good. Loud music was playing and we all made our way through the crowd of dancing people to get to the bar. Zayn ordered us all some beers, well except for Liam of course. We were having a great time, just chatting and drinking.
Harry’s POV
A couple of hours and few drinks later I found myself taking to Liam in a corner of the club keeping a distance from all the dancing people. I felt someone arms wrap around my waist and the person gave me a peak on the cheek.
“Hey babe.” He whispered in my ear with his Irish accent. I turned around to see Niall. He leaned in to say something again so I would be able to hear over the roaring of the music, his breath hitting my cheek as he said, “You look so hot tonight.” I couldn’t help but smile and laugh because he was obliviously drunk. I leaned into his ear, and chuckled out, “Thanks, but you look hotter.” I pulled back, he cupped my face, pulling me closer and crashed our lips together. His soft lips mixed with the taste of alcohol started to fill my mouth. When we pulled apart, breathing deeply, I looked around to see if anyone saw. Knowing no one did. I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him in for another deep kiss, he moved his hands up and down my back. I moved my hands to his hair, feeling his soft blonde locks then tugging on them slightly. When we finally broke apart for air, we rested our foreheads on each other just smiling and staring to each other’s eyes.
Niall had to go to the restroom so I headed to the bar to order us another round. On my way a girl stopped me in my tracks, “You’re Harry Styles, right?!” She had long blonde hair, light brown eyes, red lips and wore a very reviling outfit. “Uh, yeah.” I tried to walk around her but she got a hold of my arm. “Would you like dance with me?” she pulled my close to her, trying to look at me seductively but I just stepped back and said no thanks. I started to walk again but she got my arm once again acting needy when she said, “Come on, you know you want to.” She wrapped her arms around my neck. “I said no, so please let go, now.” I started to move her arms from neck but she got hold of my face and crashed her lips onto mine, she tasted of alcohol and cigarettes. My eyes were wide with shock and I pushed her off of me. She only smiled. I turned to see a sad and shock Niall staring at us. I could see he had tears streaming down his face. I started to walk towards him but he turned and ran away. I started to run after him, following him until we reach a hallway in the back of the club. He was still running as I yelled, “Wait, Niall! Stop! Nothing happened, please stop!”
I could see stairs coming up that would lead to outside the club. “Niall! Stop!” I was becoming out of breath when he finally stopped and turned around. His eyes were red from the crying he was doing and his cheeks were pink and flustered from what I can see, standing a few feet away from him. “Niall, nothing happened. She forced that kiss on me, it meant nothing.” I tried to explain.
When I would step forward he we would only step back, keeping enough distance from us. “Niall, please, I only care for you. Please listen.“ I started to take more steps towards but he only kept stepping back.
“NO! You don’t care! I hate you, I hate you!” he yelled still taking steps back and when he said that it broke my heart.
“Niall, please don’t say that! I do care!” I started yelling back, hoping he’ll stop.
“No you don’t!” I could see he was getting closer to the stairs but I don’t think he realized that. And in a blink of an eye he took one more step and fell. I ran with complete horror filling me as I heard him hit the ground. I saw him laying at the bottom the stairs not moving. I ran down the stairs skipping a couple to get to him faster.
I was in utter shock, I kneeled down quickly.”Niall. Niall, Niall!” The tears came out fast blurring my version. I held his heard in my arm, feeling a warm sticky liquid. I looked down to see it was his blood. “No Niall, you can’t do this to me! NO! You can’t leave me!” I reached into pocket as fast as can and dialed for an ambulance. “Hurry! My boyfriend fell from stairs and he’s bleeding and not waking up!” “Okay, sir, where are you?” “At a club on North Elm Street!” Once they told me they were on their way, I hung up looking down at him, his blonde hair, pink cheeks, and seeing his eyes closed knowing his blue eyes hoping I’ll be able to see them again. “Niall, please wake up, please.” I started to rock back and forward, “Please, I’m sorry, I’m sorry.” I bent my head down so now I was crying in his chest. “I don’t want to lose you.”