W A R N I N G 18 +
I have never written this long of a smut before. Enjoy if you wish to, if you don't want to read through it, skip to the end for some fluff.
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Hoseok sat on his bed. Distressed, and slightly anxious, the man had found out a loud to further confuse his mind this night.
It had been a week and a half from Kennah's death. Having stopped by at his funeral in the beginning of the week, Hoseok had held you as your cried and mourned with the hurt mother of the boy. Hoseok wanted to cry but couldn't. All he kept doing was looking at the cascate. He thrived for answers, and it didn't help that the girl he had caught bleeding with Kennah on the hotel's staircase wasn't present.
What he did find out however, was that the girl was Kennah's girlfriend, and she had also been missing ever since the fall occurred. That's what worried him, her family, and Kennah's mother. Whatever happened ontop of that roof resulted in her disappearing along with the army of people who had chased the boy and the USB.
The USB...Hoseok had talked about it to the police, had talked about it to Kennah's mother, but evidence with the body showed that Kennah held no such thing on him as he fell. That, that was the bit that made Hoseok alarmed the most.
The second half of the week was more about Hoseok keeping his thoughts to himself. The last he wanted was anyone to call him crazy, or distress the hurting mother more with his theories. He listened to what your mourning self wanted and that was for him to let it go. So he tried. Hoseok tried to picture the image of the boy dead and sprawled before him out of his mind, as he focused on you, Yeri, and the drama with the fans.
The second half of the week was on reuniting and connecting with the band members, trying to read Namjoon who was weirdly uncomfortable, and dealing with management and fans. The fans were mostly sidetracked over the situation with Kennah, and many laid off knowing Hoseok knew the boy. Sure, there was still some backlash over the pictures, but most of the uproar was no longer present. Many read his posts and words on the situation, and they believed him.
Hoseok felt bad for lying about your relationship towards him, but it was a decision you both made. That's how it should've been in the first place, and he agreed to it. Both of you decided to remain Yeri and your connections to him a secret.
Here he was now, on his bed, still anxious for no reason for this moment. He jumped a little once he felt a cold hand move over into his shirt. Glancing over at you who sat next to him, he hadn't even noticed your arrival from the shower as your damp hair moved to rest on his dress shirt. Feeling your fingertips twirl over his skin by his neck, he sighed before looking over at you.
He glanced at the white nightie you wore. Swallowing hard and not really confused over why his stomach was suddenly filled with butterflies, it was a satin material, high on your thighs it stopped as your breasts plumped naturally, hidden modestly. But the hardness of your nipple from the cold was slowly starting to overturn and allow all to see.
He felt his chin being held as you giggled and met his eyes. "Eyes up here," you teased.
Hoseok licked at his lips, moving in for a kiss but you stopped him. You always stopped him ever since the night he was with you for the first time in years. His jaw clenched as you did, his eyes soft however as he pulled away and stood.
Your brows furrowed slightly at his agitation. "You alright?" you asked softly, taking hold of his hand before you as he stood and had his head tilted to the ceiling.
"N-Ne," he said, nodding his head, "Just been thinking about a lot, and you...you're just here all sexy and I-"
Your eyes narrowed, small grin on your face. Seeing as he snorted over at his own words, he apologized before rubbing at his face.
"I feel like I'm going insane."
"How so?" you whispered, taking your other hand over the one you already held. Rubbing his skin, you wished for him to talk to you. "Tell me what's on your mind."
"Well first off," he said lightly, staring over at your hands on his, "I don't like the fact that you have to leave by the end of this month."
You nodded, hearing the man out. Your tickets were booked and your arrival for your distant home was awaiting. Knowing it must be hard for the man to cope with, it had to happen. You had a life there, Yeri had a life there. He had friends, you had friends. It was only healthy to go back, especially since the buzz around here and the both of them was too much at the moment...things needed to die down.
"You can always visit," you gently tried, seeing as he tried to escape from your hands, "We'll always be waiting. And Yeri can also come down here to stay with you at points if you'd allow it."
You smiled.
Hoseok smiled a tiny bit himself with a nod. Moving to go onto his knees, the man whined like a child before shaking his head and letting his forehead move to rest on your chest. "I know it asks for a lot but Yeri here, I want the both of you here."
You giggled, moving to grab at his cheeks now and have him face you.
"Don't be selfish."
He sighed. "You have a job and life of your own, I understand," he whispered before going for a kiss again. You blocked it, and he deadpanned.
Moving closer, he grabbed your wrist, yanking your hand that pushed at his lips away. Your smile fell as he tried to kiss you again, but you sunk your head to your chest as you awkwardly laughed. He blinked over to your eyes, highly confused.
"We've been in each other's arms since," he breathlessly added, "all see us to being back together in the ways we act around each other and yet, I'm confused on where exactly we stand. What're we doing?"
You looked up at the man slowly. Gathering your thoughts, you smiled lightly. "You've been doing everything I've wanted, but better. That's scary."
"How?" he asked softly, seeing how hard it was for you to surprisingly look over at him now.
"All these years I was in denial of you ever changing, or wanting me, and-" you pursed your lips when his expression went deadly soft, his hands moving to the side of your thighs, "...I didn't think to ever see the day where I'd have to reevaluate my feelings for you, so yes. It's been scary because you've been doing everything I dreamed for you to do...you're perfect with Yeri, and you treat me so well and I-"
Hoseok finally kissed you. Catching your insecure and vulnerable form off guard, you kissed the man back.
Feeling his body reacting to yours in want, you felt him move away from on the ground, hovering over you as he wished for you to lay onto his bed. You didn't, and he sighed at your lips before leaning away, back onto his feet in front of you.
"I want to leave here on good terms with you, not on confusing ones," you said softly, hugging your chest in attempts to hide awkwardly before you flushed and moved to walk to his closet. "Which is why we can't do this again," you softly let out, blushing as you looked for his sweater to peel over.
Hoseok couldn't help but watch you move around in the room. Eyes roaming, he watched you awkwardly trying to cover yourself as you searched for a sweater. His eyes drifted over your bare shoulders, breasts, and your ass over the fabric that stick to your wet skin.
"Have you talked to Jay Park?" he bluntly asked, knowing how the man still felt an attraction towards you.
You flushed. "No," you whispered, heart raging, "I need to speak with him."
"...and say what exactly?" Hoseok cooed, trying to get it out of you.
"That what I have with him won't work out," you cutely sang out, nervous as you looked past a lot of his clothing. And yet, you struggled to find a simple sweater.
"And why is that?" Hoseok tried, debating whether he should step towards you.
Your cheeks burned. "My conversations with him are none of your business," you popped, trying to focus on the bags materials but failing when catching Hoseok checking you out. You simply felt yourself burning in all ways now.
"How far did you get with him?" Hoseok said softly, his curiousity filling in. Sure, it was a natural way to feel considering the woman you loved caring for another man as well. But there was something else attached to such a feeling, a want, a want for you to see him that way instead of Jay and that was what slightly irritated Hoseok the most.
"...don't get mad."
"Why would I be mad?" Hoseok mumbled, standing from his spot as he slowly started to unbutton his shirt. Glancing your way as he did, the your neck sucked in before you looked away from his bare torso. He kept the shirt on; the buttons undone.
"Because it's natural for you to feel mad...and when you do it's scary," you said softly, swallowing.
He waited for you to talk.
"We got close to being intimate. I guess he still wants to get to some level with me," you finished, awkward for having this conversation with the man you had been so comfortably close to the past few weeks.
Hoseok's voice was soft as he undid his pants.
"Did you," the man licked his bottom lip before biting over at it, "Did you still want him in that way?"
You shook your head, glancing over your shoulder to catch Hoseok him pull at the zipper, you panicked, breath hitching as you instantly asked him, "W-What're you doing?"
"About to sleep," he popped out, shrugging as he couldn't help but smirk a little over you blushing. "...looks like there won't be any sex tonight, so might as well sleep, right?"
Your brows furrowed at that. You turned the moment he dropped his pants were loosened.
Hoseok grinned at that, moving towards your turned form failing around for something, he moved behind you. Letting himself taunt you by standing right behind you. Glancing down at your backside before him, he swallowed a little before moving to bend over and grab at a comfortable pair of grey sweats. Putting them on behind you, he sensed how you were frozen.
Hoseok grinned at you cutely trying to act as if you were absolutely in your own space. It was slightly amusing at this point, less awkward for him as he simply enjoyed your reactions to him and his body. He knew you wanted this just as much as him, and yet, you were stubborn to admit it.
It was intriguing.
"Move please."
"I'm not holding you back to move yourself," he popped by your ear, purposely going in to whisper by your wet strands of hair, "go for it."
You could hear the amusement in his voice now. He was having fun seeing you flustered and that simply made you embarrassed. Swallowing hard, you whispered out a 'fine' before moving the opposite direction so you could storm away from him and towards the bed. As you did, he had a smug grin on his face and blocked your way immediately. Trying not to bump into his chest, you stared away from his collarbones and up at his eyes.
"This isn't funny."
"It kind of is," Hoseok said, chuckling over your cheeks so red.
"Of course you'd find amusement in my misery," you mumbled, moving around him only to have your breath hitch when he gently pulled you back in front of him. You took in a shaky breath, innocent eyes meeting his playful ones.
"A little melo-dramatic don't you think?" he asked, amused before moving closer. You moved back.
"How does finding your blushing and natural attraction to me equal to enjoying your misery?"
"I'm not blushing."
"Yeah, and I'm not wanting you underneath me right now," he sarcastically remarked, rolling his eyes.
You swallowed. Breathing in and out, you moved your hands away from your chest. Hair gathered away as well, it fell straight and wet down your back. You watched as Hoseok's smile fell a little at your stance. He glanced down at your chest and caught sight of your breasts begging their way out of the nightie, nipples hard and so close to grazing his bare chest.
Glancing back at your eyes, Hoseok's brows furrowed at the look in your eyes. Form shocked when you unexpectedly moved forward and sealed her lips with his slightly parted ones, he registered the idea that you were willingly kissing him. All things exploded within him, his heart fluttering the moment he felt your awoken chest graze to push against his skin. Eager, something ticked within Hoseok as he instantly moved to grip at your hips, tilting his head and walking straight into you.
You breathily took in quick air as he did, stumbling back and almost falling as one of your hands went back to the open closet behind you. Knees buckling, you felt the wetness between your legs started to enact at the way the man hungrily kissed down so suddenly.
"I-" he engulfed your mouth with his, you struggled, "I love you." Cutely whining and moving away from him, you watched as he was out of breath, trying to catch it all as you moved away from him and towards the bed instantly.
Cheeks redder than ever, you were slightly shocked over what you did and said.
You swallowed hard, taste of you in his mouth causing his glands to almost water. Eyes shutting, they were bright red and body hot. He tried to maintain his want in that moment. The fact that you mumbled such a confession made his heart race. He already knew it, but hearing it, finally hearing it was something he had dreamed of.
Fixing at the pillow, you watched as Hoseok unexpectedly walked out of the room. Slowly moving towards the door, you took your time, highly worried for that sudden reaction to your confession.
Hoseok moved out to the hallway and towards some of the members who were huddled listening to their remixed work in progress. Catching their attentions, Hoseok stopped, still bare-chested and seeing the boys instantly glance towards him. They were shocked, some even slightly worried. Yoongi was the one to notice the reddening of the Hoseok because of him being the closest.
"I-I suggest you leave, get some food elsewhere without me for tonight," Hoseok blurted, his upper lip twitching over him highly aroused and not able to think in that moment.
Jin busted out laughing at Hoseok's conflicted form who was obviously aroused from what was shown past his sweats. Grinning, Namjoon caught on as he nodded before staring back forward.
"Sure," the leader started, "We'll leave before hearing something we don't wanna hear."
Hoseok was rubbing at his neck, almost jumping in the chilling cold from this room as he tried not to think about what his other mind seemed to be focused on. Trying to snap out of it, he couldn't focus, he couldn't hear any of the members and their amused voices.
He watched them get up, one by one as the Jungkook and Taehyung were alerted slowly over what was happening. Jungkook almost flushing, Taehyung simply grinned as both were practically carried away by the others that went to the door.
"Be safe about it," Namjoon joked, slapping at Hoseok's shoulder, nudging over in the direction of his room.
Hoseok nodded a million times to no one as he quickly turned back and jogged towards Namjoon's room. Taking hold of a condom by the side of Namjoon's bed, the eager man went back to his room. Quickly opening at the door, he heard you gasp.
You were just about to turn at the knob and make your way out but he came in, meeting your sweet gaze quick. He didn't hold back as he instantly crashed his lips to yours. You stumbled back, eyes staring into his in confusion but he simply mumbled 'I love you too' before stumbling and kissing you deeply again.
You hesitantly brought your hands to his shoulders, lost in the daze of trying not to quiver in want and desire against the man that was harshly and hungrily eating away your mouth. Feeling him grab your hand roughly, breaths hitched when he dragged you to the bed.
Tossing you hastily onto it, your chest heaved for air, back hitting the mattress. Hair a flying mess, you tried to sit up but Hoseok hovered about you, his hands gripped hard at your thighs as he pushed you back to the center of his bed. Head lamely on both pillows, you sunk into the cushions, trying to keep up with his eager lips and tongue; shivering in pleasure with every movement he made.
Feeling his hips grind between your legs, you felt your knees tremble and try to close in shyly from the fact that you held no underwear below your nightie. Having your spread legs clasp around his hips that were already between you, your lips moved away from his, mouth gaped while feeling his hardened mass raging through his sweats.
You grew warm and aroused yourself, staring up at Hoseok who stared directly down at you. Swallowing hard when his fingers pressed into your thigh, you squirmed a little at his roughness, mouth open and eyes shutting. Hoseok allowed his fingers to intrude and probe the warmth clouding over for him between your quivering thighs. Letting out a content sigh as he dug and hooked, your body shook at him not being slow. The curves of his fingers as they moved in and out of you made you want to scream out a whimper but you didn't.
Biting down at your lip, you sunk into the pillows again, lips trembling and wide open as he exhaled above you.
You couldn't breath.
Eyes squinting, you took in a breath of desperation when he stopped and took his fingers out from inside your wet mess. The muscles in your neck reflected when he softly kissed you, his wet fingers lining your bottom lip that easily allowed itself to be tugged. Fingers wet, Hoseok traced them on your bottom lip slowly, causing your eyes to flutter open and darken with want as well. Staring at him as you used your tongue over the wet messy trail he maneuvered over your mouth, he watched your every move. You watched him swear hoarsely the moment you allowed your lips to suck onto his finger. The man lost it at that action.
Pulling out his finger from your mouth and started to shove his tongue in her mouth all over, you whimpered when he roughly smacked away in pleasuring your clit. Quivering, you felt your insides fluttering beyond belief over you tasting yourself alone got him so animalistic. He wasn't the typical angel when handling you while aroused at first, and that alone made you want him in this state quicker.
This want was visible to both of them as he searched in your mouth, both hungrily making out as he continued to make your inner thighs grow wetter and dirtier with time. Legs a trembling mess, repeatedly squirming and shifting underneath him, you didn't mind at all, the feeling bursting within her eagerness as well.
Feeling his hands move away from rummaging your warm wetness, you knew the sheets were starting to get soaked beneath you. His fingers swimming in how badly your body craved him, and his attention was explicit in every way.
Hoseok moved your nightie up from blocking his views between your legs. You didn't stop him either as you hastily brought his form to be exposed by roughly managing his sweats and boxers down. Protruding out his ready form, you moved your swollen lips away from his and eyed him ready for you completely.
Swallowing hard once getting a good look, you arched her gaze back up to meet his dazed one. Staring at him for a while, you kissed him, more sweetly and gentle he pecked your lips before moving and aligning himself. His wet fingers played with his dry ones as he ripped open the condom. Struggling with it at first, you waited, watching him with a heavying chest. Seeing him roll the protection on, you smiled when he kissed you, holding at your hips, and thrusting his whole self into you without a care in the world.
The bed squeaked from the sudden push of his knees, pelvis clanking your skin. You couldn't breathe again. Your body moved into the sheets as you tugged at his hair. Mouth gaping open and trying to find air, you finally let out a quiet moan when he got in a few good pumps. It felt uncomfortable and new at first. Having the rubber being the only thing blocking Hoseok from claiming you all the way, but you were glad it was there. It was relieving as you let the waves of his hips produce repeated whimpers and moans out of you.
Lips trembling and body a mess, you finally let your emotions run wild. He noticed you accepting his presence by the way you whispered your love for him again. "I love you," you softly whimpered by his ear, tugging at the ends of his hair as you said it.
Hoseok picked up speed, wanting to feel your walls cave around his throbbing form deeper and deeper within you.
The fact that you couldn't stop whispering your love for him made him want to explode into the condom already, but his shaky breaths held together as he tried to last longer. He wanted this moment to last longer.
All kinds of high and pleasure, the man growled, swearing loudly and started to tremble himself. Burying his face into your neck, Hoseok's whole body arched as he pounded into you hard and fast.
The bed was a creaking mess, your breasts whipping in all directions from the harsh thrusting being done to your welcoming womanhood. Taking all of his length in, your toes curled, eyes rolled back, and your middle watered out juices for him to continue, continue, and take you all.
Watching as Hoseok straightened his back, held the head-board and made the wood below them crash into the walls, he was loud and couldn't control it.
Your mouth was permanently unable to close with the shaking and whining, clinging onto the man that made all parts of you dance with bounces before him. Your head his neck, your fingers clutched on seats, you wanted to tear them as you slammed your back into the mattress and squirmed in all directions.
He growled at you neck, licking his way up to sloopily kiss your jaw before roughly handiling your hips. Moving to turn you over, you helped him move you as you laid your shoulder blades over to his chest, knees digging deep, legs spread, and head arched back the minute he wrapped his fingers through your wet locks. Hands moving to grab hold of the head-board yourself now, you almost fell forward as he slapped your skin with his.
Trying to keep your eyes open and face the wall, you couldn't. You moved back onto him at the same points he pounded forward, and both of you were grunting from the pleasure.
"Hoseok!" you loudly whined.
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"Hoseok," you softly purred, sweating and body numb as he held you for a second round of loving.
2 hours.
Now, no longer fucking for the sake of getting the sexual frustrations out of one's systems. This was different. The two of you were slowly and longingly consuming one another.
Hoseok's back muscles flexed as he softly moved his hand up your arm that hugged his shoulder. Moving it gently over to the pillow next to your hair that was starting to dry up, Hoseok let his fingers move through yours, feeling you clutch onto his hand while the other cupped his cheek lightly. You kissed him ever-so-sweetly.
Moving gently inside you now, Hoseok was barely breathing right, against your lips that constantly arched up and puckered cutely to kiss him. He didn't kiss you back when your bottom lip curled over his, your mouth opening while you whimpered his name softly again. It was so soft. It caused Hoseok's eyes to soften as he slowed down even more and just watched you enjoy yourself.
You arched your head up to meet his forehead. Leaning against it, there was a soft smile on your face as you moved your hand away from his clammy one. Branching it onto his shoulders, you hugged him, bringing him down to you as you sweetly clasped your lips with his all over again. Hoseok smiled against her lips. Feeling you lightly bite down at his lower lip, he watched in awe, unable to fully close his eyes as you softly kissed at his chin and along his jaw.
Shifting positions with a turn, Hoseok's eyes softened at you giggle for the first time during this night. On top of him, he grinned at you fixing your hair that was a flying disaster from the sudden turn. Leaning up to kiss you, your breath hitched adorably from him catching your mouth into a heated session again.
He was absolutely naked and glistening with sweat while underneath you.
You very very slowly moved on top of him. Staring over at Hoseok, you felt his hand go around her your top as he was sitting with you around his lap. You hesitated when his hands went to the bottoms of your wrinkled up nightie. Feeling him lightly kiss your neck as he slid it up on your form. You shook her head, shy and slightly insecure as you pulled it back down.
Hoseok's brows furrowed a little at that as he looked away from your neck and at you riding him.
Even the first time you had refused to take your top off, and he hadn't pressured you until it eventually slipped off during the night. So, Hoseok wasn't going to pressure you now either...
"I-I—"
Hoseok smiled a little, nodding before letting your nightie go and arching his head to shut you up. Bringing one of his hands to cup your neck, his fingers tangled in your tangled hair. Softly, quietly, and gently making out for a while, Hoseok's breath hitched as you moved above him really really slowly. The way he felt, the sensations you probably felt were out of this world. You fit perfectly with him, and he with you—make each other feel on cloud 9.
"You're still so hard," you whispered out, eyes soft and slightly nervous when looking at Hoseok underneath you. You giggled slightly, pushing your hips down to heightened limits, your rhythm changed its course slowly. "My legs are starting to cramp up, finish already."
"No," he mumbled, kissing below your ear. "I'm trying to mentally prepare myself for the whole night."
You were amused. Sitting on him for a moment as a slight muscle cramped up by your inner thigh, you watched him, mumbling for why you stopped when he stared at you confused. His hands massaged the skin by your thighs as you waited for the pain to diminish before starting all over again. Slow, and spread around him, you rode.
Hoseok watched as the strap of your nightie fell off your shoulder, double glancing at it, he noticed your breasts again. Seeing how you pushed your arms together in attempts to not have it fall off, he kissed your collarbone while moving your hair so he could fully kiss and mark your skin. Messy, Hoseok used his tongue to lick over the fabric just above your breasts that were shown.
Moving to hold your hips as he softly helped you otate while sitting on him, he heard your breath increase and chest bounce for breath as he let his tongue lick, bite, and tease all along the parts of your breast that were visible past the failing satin material. Daringly taking hold of the strap and pulling it down further, his tongue and eyes set on your arriola that was now visible. One entire breast moving out from underneath the cloth, Hoseok's breath hitched above your nipple as you swayed gently on his erect form.
Licking upwards and flicking your nipple with his the tip of his tongue, you gasped at the action. He glanced up at you when you stopped swaying and nervously looked down at him. He caught your eyes as he circled his tongue around your breast again before flicking it once again. Your breath got caught in your throat again.
Moving his eyes away from you, he helped you find rhythm again before moving to fully engulf your breast aggressively into his mouth. Head arching back at that, your hands went to his hair as you whispered his name. That made him grin against your hardness, flicking twice more and have you shiver and almost flip back off his erection.
"I thought I'd prefer you screaming my name," Hoseok said gently, trying to bring back the dirty talk from the time earlier- where you faced the wall, he pulled your hair, and had you from the back. Moving his forehead up to lean against yours now. "But I prefer the whispers better."
"Hoseok," you whispered purposely, smiling as you said it. He grinned at your lips as you pecked them.
"Hm, that better be the only name you moan from now on," he mumbled before biting your lip.
You slowed down on him. Chest heaving, you asked for him to look at you the minute he lazily rested his head at your chest. Cupping his cheeks, he nodded for you to speak. You did, but with a slow acceleration as your hips as you sped up.
"We've got to talk about our stage in this, and whatever we are..." your breath hitched loud as you felt his hands move over to squeeze at your ass over your nightie. Holding onto it, he squeezed hard, causing you to whine and sink your forehead on his. Eyes squinting shut, you whimpered as he clasped his hands over you ass and helped you speed up.
"We'll talk about it," Hoseok said hoarsely, moving up to gently kiss you as he reddened your buttcheeks from the slaps and squeezes, "Just not now."
You whined against his lips, jolting each time his hand bounced off you. Nodding hastily, you grabbed full attention on roughly kissing him again. Hoseok grinned against your lips, moving his hands off your ass and over to roam and massage up and down your thighs as you waved your form in circles on his form fast.
"...for right now, just be in the moment with me," he whispered sweetly.
You nodded, hiccuping a breath. His breath hitched as well as he swore. Face buried in your chest, one of your breasts still out, red, and perky from him smothering it with his mouth, while the other remained hidden.
You clung onto him, using his erection to hit all sides of your walls within you. A low and curled moan escaped the back of your throat as you arched your head back and worked fast. The condom fumbled a few times, not successful like the first run as it slipped off Hoseok weirdly.
Neither of you grew to fix it as you knew you'd be protected either way. You didn't wish to tell him this, but you had been consuming birth control for the past week and a half. Ever since the first time anything occurred, you knew this would happen again. You wanted this to happen again. Blushing at your own thoughts, you whispered a quick 'condom' to have him fix it.
Hoseok mumbled 'pills' back before irresponsibly flicking the dirtied rubber away and focusing on how your ride made him feel.
You rolled your eyes at that action. Thankfully, you had grown smarter. "If we're going to stay doing this," you mumbled, grabbing his chin forcefully and having his grunting form stare over at you, "I need you to be tested for anything before you come visit Yeri and I. Tonight's an exception but I-" your voice wavered, enjoying yourself a little to much, you whimpered before continued, "But the next time I can't sleep with you until I'm sure you weren't lying about you not having anything."
"You don't trust my word?" he breathlessly asked, slightly amused.
You whimpered a moment as you hastily shook your head. He nodded, laughing as he watched you trying so hard not to shake. He figured you would need time when it came to trusting him and his word.
"I'll have reports for you the next time we see each other," he mumbled.
"G-G-" you couldn't finish your approval as you whined, nails digging into his shoulder, you felt him growl by your shoulder as his head ducked and he ejaculated deep, deep inside you. Whimpering, your body shook near the end of his release. Letting out a breath when he did, you heard him wince the more you clawed at his back.
Chests heaving, you found his tired eyes. Staring for what felt like the longest time, you eventually found yourself to move off him. Everything about your legs was numb. Unable to feel yourself thoroughly, you tried not to focus on that as you fixed your top and sat onto your backside. Watching him catch his breath, his head plopped onto the bed.
Tired eyes glancing over at you, Hoseok took in a long breath when realizing how he genuinely lasted longer than he'd ever hoped.
Looking at the blanket that was over his naked form, your chest tiredly heaved in when feeling his hand move to your fingers. Meeting his eyes, you glanced down at his fingers that played with yours, tangling with your soft ones and the sheets. Heart racing at all that had happened, to just his expression now and the sight of his fingers with yours, you felt your eyes water a little.
The overwhelm-ness starting to catch up to you now.
Laying down, you blinked back the tears as she snuggled closer to the man. Making sure to keep distance, it didn't help when he moved his head to the side to face you. Searching your gaze, he neared your mouth. Very very slowly, he arched his head over on the pillow so he could gently kiss your laying figure. Eyes fluttering closed, you waited for the kiss and when it happened, you sunk in the warmth of his touch.
Fingers of your free hand tapping over his mouth once pulling away, you flushed when he chuckled sleepily and moved to her exhausted body; making sure to kiss you deeply one last time before allowing you to catch some sleep.
Arched over, you didn't know where to place your hands when he rolled over and kissed you one last time. Ears massaged into the cushion of the pillow below you, he moved away and pecked both your cheeks before looking at your softened eyes.
"I was stupid for ever hurting you," he said softly, in awe of this moment. This moment he dreamed of most of his life.
"Just know that yeah? Know that I feel terrible and would anything to take it all back."
"I know already," you softly whispered, staring at his blinking eyelashes. "...and I know you're sorry."
"What else do you know?" he groogily let out, clearly tired but wanting so badly to talk to you.
You tried not to smile. Finger tips moving over the mass of skin you had slightly indented from your nails that you forced into his skin. Softly feeling the marks you gave him, you whispered back, "What else is there?"
He grinned, kissing your forehead. "Don't play tricks with me," he mumbled playfully at your skin before leaning to nuzzle his nose with yours.
You pursed your lips.
He unpursed them by pulling gently at your skin to look him in the eyes.
"What else do you know?" he asked lowly.
"That you love me," you whispered, seeing the want in his eyes. He yearned for this, all of this and all of you, and it was heart racing to see that so visibly.
He nodded.
You gave him what he wanted. What made him happy, the same way he so easily made you happy. You said what he wanted to hear...
"...and I love you more than I'm willing to share out loud," you let out softly, hands moving away from his shoulders and back as you moved his sweaty-hair away from his forehead. Freeing the glistening bangs, you leaned up to adorably peck his forehead now.
He gleamed. Animalistic Hoseok disapperaed in an instant as he happily clasped his lips with yours.
"Thank you," he said through his kisses, causing you to laugh and squrim for him to let you go.
Groaning playfully in his arms as you turned around to sleep, he snuggled close to you, kissing the back of your shoulder, neck, and then head before laughing himself at what you said next.
"You've thrown me around all night," you mumbled, moving to cuddle real close to his warm body as the little spoon. "Might as well cuddle me and let me sleep in peace."
He hummed, pecking your cheek. You let him as you sunk back in his touch and allowed for his arm to drape over and hug your body securely against his. All you felt was warm now. Warm and safe. Sighing, you smiled when he started to whisper kind things in your ear.
"Any more demands my queen?" he murmured, sinking into the pillow himself. He tried not to spit and choke on your hair that was in his face however, moving it so he could cuddle you in peace.
"No peasant, your services in pleasuring me were quite fondly accepted. Thank you," you laughed loudly when he warned you with an 'ay!' and went to playfully bite at your neck. Squirming, you apologized before cutely wiggling your bottom half against his like a bird trying to curl up from rain in it's nest.
"Be nice to me," he grumbled and you chuckled.
"I was nice to you this entire time. I did all the work," you reminded as he held you.
"For the first half yes," he piped, sighing, "but for the second time- shit, wait, I gotta get the pills-"
"I'm on birth control," you lamely let out.
There was sudden silence. It took you a moment to panic over your confession as your eyes widened.
You could tell he was smiling from the way he spoke, "You were expecting this happening one of these nights before you left, weren't you?"
"Yes," you lied, amused with yourself, "but from Jay or B-Free. They were getting pretty close to me ever since the shoot and I figured I might as well be prepared for the end of this week since I'll be meeting them one last time."
Hearing his ego and smile break made you want to laugh, all while also having you feel slightly bad. Rubbing at his hand that was by your stomach, you held and squeezed it before chuckling. "I'm kidding."
"You're kidding about the sex, but not about meeting them" he hummed before kissing your shoulder again, "...if any of them touch you whenever you see them I-"
"You'll what?" you piped, looking over your shoulder to see him arch over.
"I won't be able to control my anger."
Your eyes narrowed at him. "Well you better, for the sake of keeping up with maturity and having me believe that you're sane and in control."
He smiled nervously and your eyes squinted further.
"Be smart. We don't need more scandals surrounding your group or you singled out. Everything you do needs to be catered to in the right way," you scolded sleepily.
"Right."
"When am I not?" you propped out, moving his hand off your stomach before you moved it so you can snuggle against it on your pillow.
"...just take care of yourself around them."
"Don't worry about my work," you whispered, squeezing his hand in yours again, "It's just paperwork at this point. No more kissing hot rappers."
"Ay.." he warned again, and you bit your inner cheeks from smiling. You could practically smell the jealousy raging off the man.
Turning around completely, you struggled to meet his eyes as you tried not to kick at blankets when moving in his arms. He softly hugged you to him as you managed to fix yourself. Nose tapping his, you hugged him back, giggling tiredly.
"The only hot rapper I'll be kissing before I leave is you," you whispered and Hoseok grinned like a child.
"I thought idol rappers don't count," he reminded, knowing how you felt about that scene and situation.
"I'm normally never really wrong, but I guess I was about that fact," you sighed, staring at the man so hot and true before you, "You're talented. Don't let anyone- not even me - tell you any different."
Hoseok nodded before letting his hand move into your nightie. Rolling the fabric up your body, he felt at your stretchmarks by your stomach and you shifted shy from his touch. "...the same goes for anyone telling you you're not beautiful," he whispered before tugging the fabric higher up. You were blushing as you tried to resist but he cooed reassuringly at you as he helped take it off completely. Trying to cover yourself, he shook his head, hugging you naked to him. "You're the mother of my child," he whispered, finishing his point, "whatever marks your skin because of it shouldn't be hidden but appreciated. You're insanely sexy."
You smiled warmly at that.
He watched you grow comfortable in his arms before sinking your head to his chest to sleep.
The fact that this tiring night would entail both of you to have the greatest sleep of your lives, everything about these few hours, this moment right here...everything was worth it.
You let your stressed mind fully rest, and you knew his anxious mind was at ease as well.
You slowly blinked yourself into a deep slumber.
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Hoseok slowly blinked himself from a deep slumber.
Watching your form sleeping and snuggled so adorably and peacefully into the pillow underneath your cheek, your hair was a mess as it hit your face. He moved your hair before letting his fingers dance over in little twinkles over the tips of your nose, your cheekbones, and your brow bones. He smiled to himself while watching you grow an itch on your nose from all his touching. Allowing his fingers to let go of your hand he surprisingly held the entire night, Hoseok moved to free your face from the shade of your hair some more; he also stopped with agitated your peacefully sleeping state. Now full view of your, nose, and no longer having you crinkling in discomfort, he watched you start to loudly snore again.
He grinned hugely at you snore. It was so ugly, your mouth almost open and drooling. Yet, he couldn't seem to stare away. You were exhausted from the previous night and all he could do was admire for a while.
"Anything needed this morning, baby?" he asked softly, staring at you practically dead asleep. You snorted a little when you forgot to breathe in your sleep and he took that as an answer to the question he didn't expect you to be awaken to.
Trying to make rule out of the situation from last night, Hoseok blinked away, forcing his eyes away from you as he moved to sit up. Moving tiredly off the bed, he felt refreshed and weirdly joyful as he searched for his pants. Tossing them to be washed, he pulled on a new set of joggers. Getting them on, Hoseok messily moved his hand through his bed hair before stretching next to the bed. Muscles aching in the best way, he glanced over at you when you snorted loudly and found himself double glance when spotting that you had woken yourself up from the loud sound of your snore.
Trying not to laugh, the humour died down the minute you cutely laid sleepy to the pillow and simply watched him with butterfly-like eyelashes.
Hoseok nodded over at you, awkwardly smiling before staring down at his bare torso. Glancing back at you, he watched you adorably look away from his muscular body before staring back; you couldn't help yourself and that amused him.
You knew he caught you staring but for some reason you were too tired to pretend you weren't admiring the same body you felt up all last night.
Grinning, Hoseok's brows furrowed a little over at you blinking tiredly. Her hand clutched the pillow as you rested your cheek more onto it. You were still sleepy and that made the insides of Hoseok wanting to curl off a steep hill. You looked insanely cute.
"You're still tired, find more rest," he said lowly.
You nodded, pursing your lips while struggling in speaking what was wanted to be spoken.
"Lay with me for a bit?" you asked softly, nose crinkling when his eyes shot over. You watched as he groaned, wanting to do just that but he rubbed at his side, hating the fact that he had to refuse your offer.
"I practically kicked the boys out last night," Hoseok tried, not knowing why he was growing flustered, "I should see if they're even here."
You became awkward at the mention of boys being stormed out and Hoseok noticed. Seeing as you nodded slowly, Hoseok softly smiled. Pursing his lips as he did so, he cleared his throat when you smiled back sweetly.
Standing there for a while just watching you, you smiled a little larger as he gawked, largely smiling back the minute you acknowledged him.
Disrupting his awed smile, you reminded, "You were goin—"
"Right," he quickly popped as he moved and forced himself to snap away.
"Wait wait," you whined, pouting as he got to the door.
"What?" Hoseok asked softly, confused.
"Where's my morning kiss?" you tested, eyes shut as you almost demanded it.
His brows furrowed, but his expression ringed amusement. "That's a thing now?"
You sighed, snuggled and not moving from the warmth of his blanket.
"Yes."
"...and why do I have to walk all the way back over? I'm already by the door," he playfully challenged.
You shifted your head in a way to illustrated that you didn't care. Seeing his eyes, you grinned.
"That's what your queen would like, now come here at once peasant."
Hoseok laughed. Jogging over to the side of the bed, he leaned over. Licking his lips before softly placing them onto your parted ones, he greeted you with a genlte and warming one before straightening up.
You were smiling lightly at how nice the kiss felt, eyes shut.
"How was that your highness?"
"I'd like a little more of it," you cutely chimed, hugging the pillow to your cheek and giggling against his lips when he smirked and leaned over to peck your lips again.
He tried to slip in his tongue but you blocked it as you fluffed your cheeks and did the same thing you do to baby's stomachs but right on his mouth instead. Having your spit fly onto his face, he moved away in slight disgust and you grinned triumpthly before waving him away.
"I'm done with you," you mumbled, shutting your eyes to sleep, "you may disappear from the queen's vision."
Hoseok rolled his eyes. Wiping at his mouth, he managed to steal one last normal kiss from you before sweetly butterfly kissing the top of your jaw. Moving to walk in the direction of the door, he made sure to close it behind him as he walked half-naked through the hallway.
Noticing that most the the doors were open, Hoseok didn't question much as he was relieved the hear voices hollering the the kitchen. There was so much laughter for so early in the morning. Confused, the man rubbed at his eyes and skin as he made his way towards the noise.
"Ahh, well if it isn't the daddy awoken," Jimin sang out, seeing all seven sets of eyes that were in the kitchen freeze to look over at Hoseok.
"Hey," Hoseok tiredly let out, glancing at all of the amused faces. Before he could acknowledge all, his brows jumped when seeing a set of playful eyes that he normally didn't wake up to in the mornings. Suddenly awkward in his own skin, and knowing that all the boys were searching his body for marks, Hoseok wanted to curl up.
His neck had a few bruising hickeys, while his shoulders and back were scratched up from your nails. And all the boys saw, some in awe, and some already laughing. He noticed that Namjoon was trying so hard to hold back on the high-fiving already.
Hoseok smiled painfully at the one man. Ignoring everyone else, he stared directly at the ex of the woman he had just royally fucked all of last night.
"H-Hi Kevin," Hoseok gulped, "What are...what are you doing here?"
Kevin grinned, looking past his coffee mug that he sipped from. He sipped for a long while, eyeing Hoseok's sweating exterior down.