"Harry?" I whispered to myself.
It's not that I wasn't happy to see him, hell, I was so damn happy to see him hear. It's just, with the way things have been lately, I didn't expect to see him here.
As I stood there, both of us looking at each other in the eyes, every thing came back. The first time we had met and the effect he had on me, our first friendship date on the beach and our ride on the roller coaster, then the party, where it all began.
The friendship, the emotions, the excitement, joy, happiness, love, and heartbreak. All of it was coming together, hitting me all at once. There was guilt washing over my body, telling me that i'm the reason we're the way we are.
Then, most of all, the feeling consuming every inch of my body. Love. I though of his smile, his laugh, and his horrible joke telling that I grew to love. I couldn't help myself from smiling, letting out a small laugh while a tear fell down my cheek.
He smiled back, placing his microphone on his stand. Julia walked up next to me, nudging my shoulder playfully, smiling. I turned back around to face every one, they all smiled at me, not being able to contain their happiness.
"This is my surprise?" I asked. My mother nodded at my question.
"You have another one. But that's for later, right now, you need to focus on this one." She smiled, turning me back around.
"Hello everybody." Harry said, waving at all the fans surrounding them. He was always a gentlemen, every where we went, he had to say hi and shake every one's hand. He was raised with manners, and I liked that about him.
"Um, so, we have a song to perform." He began. I could tell he was nervous, his leg was shaking a bit and so were his hands. He glanced over at Louis, who gave him a reassuring smile. "I wrote this song for someone special, she's in the audience right now."
He looked at me, a small grin on his face. I gave a small smile as well, and he continued to speak.
"You see. We fell for each other, when we weren't supposed to. But, like they say, opposites attract." He took a deep breath. "Paislee." He said, looking in my way once more, every one followed his gaze, all eyes on me. "I don't want to loose you, ever. You mean too much to me. Maybe this song will change your mind, or maybe it won't. But, I forgot to tell you somethings. My best friend once said the best cure is words, and i'm not good at expressing myself, so I wrote it down in a song."
Every one's eyes slowly made their way back up to the stage. I wiped away the few tears thats ran down my cheeks. He wrote me a song? I would have listened if he would have just called me? Or just talked to me to my face.
I watched him and the guys, as they got prepared to sing. Harry looked so nervous and so vulnerable. All I wanted to do was go up there, and give him a huge hug, tell him every thing is going to be okay.
Moments later, the music began to play. It was slow and relaxing, the sound of the guitar strings was like heaven, it all blended in perfectly. The first person to sing was Zayn:
Yeah... oh...
Can't believe you're packing your bagsTrying so hard not to cryHad the best time, and now it's the worst timeBut we have to say goodbye
The words rolling off of his tongue made me feel even worse, but I needed to hear him, I need to know how he felt. I couldn't help but let a few tears roll down my face. Harry was the next to sing, and I knew I was going to get even more emotional.
Don't promise that you're gonna write
Don't promise that you'll callJust promise that you won't forget we had it all
Ouch. His words stung, but it was the truth. I did promise I would write, call, and text, but I never did. I can only imagine what he must of thought. God, I feel like a monster. More tears were falling down my face.
'Cause you were mine for the summer
Now we know it's nearly over
Feels like snow in SeptemberBut I always will rememberYou were my summer loveYou always will be my summer love
Next to sing was Louis:
Wish that we could be alone now
We could find some place to hideMake the last time just like the first timePush a button and rewind
If I could, I would erase every thing I had done. I never would have broken up with Harry, and caused him so much pain. Next was Liam:
Don't say the word that's on your lips
Don't look at me that way
Just promise you'll remember when the sky is grey
Cause you were mine for the summer
Now we know it's nearly over
Feels like snow in September
But I always will remember
You were my summer love
You always will be my summer love
If I had to have a favorite part, it would be the chorus. I knew our love was rare, and it happened in the summer time. It's something I won't ever forget, or want to forget. Zayn was up to sing once again:
So please don't make this any harder
We can't take this any farther
And I know there's nothing that I want to change, to change
'Cause you were mine for the summer
Now we know it's nearly over
Feels like snow in September
But I always will remember
You were my summer love (summer love)
You always will be my summer love (summer love)
You always will be my summer love (yeah)
You always will be my summer love
And so, that was the ending of the song. I didn't know how many tears were falling down my face, until I wiped my face, and my hand was covered in water. I wiped my hands off on my pants, never looking down.
Harry made eye contact with me once again. He made his way down the stage, and the crowds eyes were on me. I didn't pay attention though, my only priority is Harry. I walked towards him slowly as well.
The closer we got, the faster my heart began to gain speed. I saw his features, the small noticeable bags under his eyes from lost sleep. His face just a tad bit puffy from crying. Within seconds, we were standing inches apart, meeting in the middle of everyone, a clear path leading to my family.
"So." Harry said, swallowing hard. "What did you think?" I laughed lightly, at his nervousness. I grabbed him, pulling him closer to me. I ran my hand through his curly hair, smiling at him as he placed his hands around my waist.
"I loved it Harry." I whispered. "Look." I took a deep breath. "I'm so sorry. I didn't know I had caused you so much pain, I hate that I did that to you. If it makes you feel any better, it wasn't very easy on me either."
"No." He said, shaking his head. "No, that doesn't make me feel any better. The only thing I want in life, is for you to be happy and to stay happy. Whether it's with me or not."
"Harry." I said, licking my lips. " I told you. You are my home. You're my world, and I want to be with you, every second of every day. You know me more than I know myself."
It was quiet for a moment, as we just stood there looking into each other's eyes. Seconds later, Harry spoke up.
"Paislee?" He said. I looked at him, letting him know to continue. "I love you."
I smiled, letting a small laugh escape my lips. I couldn't contain myself anymore. I quickly pressed my lips to his, sending shocks throughout my body. I missed this, I missed the my fingers would run through his hair, and the way he would grip my waist.
Every one around us was snapping pictures, taking videos, and 'awing' us. As we pulled away with smiles on our faces, our foreheads leaning against once another, I spoke.
"I love you too."
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A/N:
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