Sorry for the lack of updates everyone who is reading as I post. Been really deep in my depression I think due to Chester Bennington dying, Linkin park is a band I constantly listened to and it breaks my heart to see him go.
I also recently came out to my mum as non binary/demi boy and I'm so lucky to have a supporting parent in my life. Recently we've been discussion all my options for being happier with me and feeling more like my gender which I'm going to talk to my therapist about when I see them. This also prevented my from writing because of my dysphoria and fear of coming out.
I also just made a list of names I want to change to, rather than Caitlin (yea thats me name) I love: Jack, Alex, Jesse, Jamison, Dakota!
Anyways, I'm trying to get the next part (it's smuty as) maybe this week!