Hello, sorry for no chapter yesterday, laptop froze again, i know its a bastard.
The photo I've linked, its what i would kind of compare Afrodities face too, defiantly the expression. Okay so here's a new chapter, i may have made Jack sound like a crazy abusive stalker in this one, but enjoy.
P.s sorry i miss out capital letters, i just cant be bothered with them.
The lecture lasted another hour. I hated it. All of it, i hated feeling his warmth radiating off him on my shoulder, i hated his perfect face in the corner of my vision, i hated the sadness in his eyes. I didn't believe in it. I kept my word for the whole hour, i didn't so much as think of acknowledging him. I could see that i was hurting him, i could see him trying to catch my gaze, i could hear him opening and closing his mouth. But what ever, he hurt me, he wasn't worth it. He said it himself, it wasn't right. When sir finally told us we could leave, i basically ran, trying to avoid him on my way out as much as i could.
-Remember the 15 page paper is due in on Thursday next week. Jack, Afroditie, could you stay behind for a second.
Oh great, i could not be happier. God i hated this woman, man, whatever my professor was, i hated it. But what i hated more than him, was the fact that i had to spend even more time in the presence of the person, i hate most. I know, its sort of crazy how from loving someone, so quickly i started hating him. But i let him in, i never let anyone in, and he hurt me, he proved every reason i had for hating people, he was just another duchebag.
-Afroditie, i know we've had this talk so many times before, but you never take it in, you cant be late, i know how much you want a good future in psychology, but if you cant be bothered to show up on time, then who do you think will be bothered, to give you a job in the future. Okay so remember, attendance, is sometimes more important than grades. That goes for both of you, i know jack its only your first day, but youre future depends on this as well. If youre late again, I'm dropping your grade, okay, now go before youre late to your next lesson.
finally, i hated this, i power walked out of the classroom, i could hear his loud footsteps trying to catch up to me, i only went faster. He grabbed my arm, i yanked it out of ghis grip, i most defiantly did not want to be touched by him.
-Fuck off.
I said over my shoulder, he continued walking. What an annoying fuck.
-Wait just hear me out, im sorry i hurt you, okay, i did-
Ugh. How pathetic, first he turns m down, now hes apologising like a sick puppy. He was weak, that annoyed me. I faced him.
-Just stick your stupid apologies, i genuinely don't care, and no you didn't hurt me, you surprised me, i thought you were different, but you didn't hurt me, it takes so much more to hurt me, you jack ass. Now if you don't mind i have a future to try and achieve, you can just fuck off, and show another girl your shinny motorbike.
I turned around on my heel, and stormed off towards my classroom, i could feel him watching me, as i was about to turn the corner, i heard a loud bang. He must have punched a wall or locker. Soon after i hear him make a painful sound, probably aimed at his fist. Good, he deserved that.
I walked into my business classroom, 10 minutes late.
-Sorry, miss i got kept behind.
Miss Shvarts was used to me being late, we were past the whole "how dare you be late to my lesson, blah blah blah." . I walked up to my desk and collapsed on my seat next to Haley.
-He was on the blob again?
-Yeah, god that was awful lesson.
-I can see that from our face, want to talk about it?
-No.
This was another reason why i loved Haley, she dint push me to tell her. She knew that i dint like talking about my feelings, and she was cool with that. We spent he rest of the lesson in silence. By the end i have pushed most of the thoughts of Jack from my mind. We walked out of business together, heading for our lockers, yeah i know our college was a lot like high school, and then we headed to the lunch hall, we talked about the random shit, girls say when they need to make conversation. We were in the middle of talking about which gig or festival we should get tickets for, when i felt something bump my arm. It was jack, he did it on purpose, he was trying to get my attention, i could tell from the sad look in his eyes, pleading for me to talk to him. So i did, but not in the way he wanted me to,
-Watch it, fuckrtard.
That hurt him, once again, good. He looked back one more time, mouthing the word pleas in my direction, but i pretended like i dint see it, he kept on walking towards the exit.
-Oh my, you know the dude who just pushed you, ive heard sooo much about him, hes a total bad ass, he already got in a fight with Levi today, everyone has been telling me how hot he was, and i dont blame them, he is sex on legs. I heard he dose psychology, did you speak to him? Hes hot isnt he?
-No, i didnt talk to him. He not really my type, i heard hes quite the dickhead.
-Well, what do you expect, the hot ones are always dicks.
Levi was one of the coolest guys in the college, he was in his second year, he dint let people mess with him, i liked that about him, he was tough. I liked him, he wasn't to in love with people too, he was the only person except from Haley i could call a friend. In fact he was in my next lesson, that's how we met, we were told to sit together, and we stared talking.
We got our food and went to sit at our usual table, we settled for going to see Marnia and the diamond's, and then a random festival if wee get enough money.
-Did John tell you hes starting next week?
-Yeah i cant wait. Im kind f hoping were going to hookup in the sports cupboard, or the art cupboard , or both.
She grinned at the thought, i just laughed, i was happy for her, she found love.We spent the rest of lunch talking about how inappropriate it would be to do it in all the cupboards. She hugged me goodbye when the bell rang o indicate that lunch was over.
-'Kay i got to go, just remember to tell me if you see that guy again, who ever he is.
-Well im sure that wont be happening.
I hugged her one more time, and went of to my next class, late as usual. Some grabbed me by my forearm. Oh, not this again, doesn't the boy ever give up.
-Pleas, just wait.
I was tired of this, he was like an annoying child, asking for candy, when you repeatedly told him there was none left.
-Fine, you've got 2 minutes.
-Come with me, we could go to the lake, or somewhere else, ill explain everything, why im here, how we met, what happened, please, just give ,me some of your time, and then, when you do hear me out, ill leave you alone.
-Im not going anywhere with you, i can figure out that you're here, because you either stalk me, or you just moved like you said. Im not ditching my lessens, ive done enough of that in high school, i need my grades Jack, more than i need to spent time in your presence.
He let out a long sight, he was so handsome, it feels nice, that out off all the girls who went here, im the one who got to spend a night in his apartment. For a second i thought of changing my mind, i missed him in someways, i missed the feeling of being cared for, he stepped up closer, our faces were inches apart, he put his hands on my waist and kissed me, he pushed me against the nearest wall and started kissing my neck, it felt good, but i wasn't allowing myself to trust him again.
-Jack stop, get off me, stop it!
He didn't, he just kept on kissing my, he nibbled on my earlobe, kissed my collarbone, it was like he never heard me make a sound.
-She said get of, mate.
Jack raised his head blocking my view of the stranger who was defending me, i saw a pale hand on jacks shoulder.
-Get your hand of me.
-Isn't that what, our lovely afroditie said, but yet you still kept going, why should i listen if you cant.
It was Levi, i could tell by his deep strong voice, more hoarse than jacks. Thank god he happened to be late.
-I said get off me.
-I said no. Not until you let her go.
He stepped away, i grabbed my bag from the floor where i found i had dropped it and stood away from the two men.
-Now, i let her go, so get your filthy hand off me.
-There, now dont abuse anymore girls in hallways, next time i might not be as cool.
-This isnt abuse you imbecile, you know nothing.
I saw Levis hand curl into a fist, he was losing his temper.
-Want to say that again?
I got in between the two guys before they killed each other, i put my hands on Levis chest, and looked up into his bright blue eyes.
-Hes not worth it okay, let the douche be.
-His fingers straightened, and he let out a long breath, he was still shaking.
-Fine, but only because you asked nicely, good bye Jack-ass, hope i don't see you again.
-Thanks.
I said and squeezed Levis hand. We were walking towards our next class. I turned around to take one lat look at Jack. He was looking at mine and Levis hand. He was still squeezing it, trying to get his anger out. Jack looked like he has been stabbed repeatedly in the heart, i felt bad, but then again, we werent together, i had the right to touch who i wanted.
Levi was tall, with bright blue pricing eye, and dark hair, that was just the right cut for showing off his handsome features, he had a straight nose, a strong defined jaw line, and height cheekbones. He was hot, and this is coming from a socially awkward, depressed teenager who hated the whole world.
Mr Balder was used to both of us being late, like most of my teachers, we took our seats at the table at the back, a couple of heads turned when people noticed Levi clutching onto my hand, people stared because, not only was Levi, coll, handsome, though and nice (to most people) he was also popular, like the king of the school, slash every girl wants t bang him popular, and here he was holding the hand of a socially awkward, weirdo who never spoke to anyone. What ever, they will get over it.
-Thanks for stopping me back there, when i saw him alover you, i just wanted to kill him, nobody should treat you that way, if you didnt stop me, i would probally get myself expelled.
-Thanks for caring.
I always had the hots for Levi, but what dose an awkward freak have to offer to Mr popular. But as hot as he was, he would never compared to jack, and i absolutely hated it.