- Christina's POV -
Things were going well with Jordan and I until we started to talk about our previous relationships. I felt like I couldn't breathe, I felt like my emotions were suffocating me. So I left and went straight up to my room where I sat on my bed and cried. Suddenly all of the memories from the past year flashed through my mind. I felt horrible. Before I knew it, I was curled up in a ball on my bed fast asleep.
The rest of the day I was locked in my room. There were times when Allison or Jordan would knock on my door and ask questions. I just ignored them, only groaning occasionally as a response to one of them asking if I'm still alive.
- Jordan's POV -
Allison and I have been trying to get Christina to come out of her room for almost a day. It's starting to worry us, she hasn't even eaten. Adam is now here worrying with us. He has now had a fair few attempts at trying to get her to respond to us but with no luck.
"Jordan, you were the last one with her. If you do know why she is acting like this, please tell us." Allison pleaded with me. I haven't told her up until now, I didn't want to be blamed for this but it is kind of my fault.
"I asked too many questions."
"About what?" Allison asked.
"The love of her life." I huffed.
"Oh god. We need to get her out of that room." Allison said.
"Why?" I asked.
"When you bring up one bad part in her life she usually ends up thinking of many. She can't be on her own right now, she'll hurt herself really bad." Allison said, now in a state of panic.
"You think I'd hurt myself?" A shaky voice asked from the stairs.
"Christina, what happened?" Allison asked, completely ignoring Christina's question.
"Nothing. I'm fine." Christina said, walking past everyone and into the kitchen. When she walked past me I couldn't help but stare at her. Something wasn't right, she seemed different but I couldn't tell what it was. But then it hit me, her eyes. Instead of their normal shade of a beautiful ocean blue, they were dull and grey. She looked almost lifeless. We all stood up and followed Christina into the kitchen.
"Have you been taking your medication?" Allison asked.
"Yeah I took a few today. To make up for the ones I've missed." Christina said.
"How many did you take?"
"Only 4."
"4?! Christina, that's too many! We need to get you to the hospital now!"
"No, I'm fine." Christina said, walking out of the kitchen. It was only seconds later that we heard a big thud. We ran out to find Christina collapsed on the floor at the bottom of the stairs.
"Christina! Oh my god! Some one call 911!" Allison shouted as she rushed to Christina's side.
- Christina's POV -
I woke up dazed and confused. I had no idea where I was or what the hell happened to me. I looked around the room and found him sitting by my bed, with tears in his eyes.
"Jorge?" I asked.
"Christina! You're awake!" He said, rushing to my side.
"What happened?"
"You overdosed on your medication and were brought here to the hospital."
"That explains why I'm here but why are you?"
"Allison told me so I rushed over here to be with you when you woke up. The truth is, I still love you Christina, I should of never let you walk out on us."
I was at a loss for words, I couldn't speak. There was silence for a while before he spoke, "I'm going to go get the doctor. I'll be back." He then kissed my cheek and left. After a few minutes a doctor came in and did some tests on me. After he left, Jorge came back in with Allison, Jordan and Adam. We all talked for a while but Jordan would never make eye contact with me. Did I do something wrong? Soon it was just me and Jorge left.
"How are you feeling?" He asked.
"I'm ok."
"Do you still love me Christina?" He asked.
"N-no. I was over you a long time ago."
"Is that why you left?"
"I left because I wanted you to be happy."
"I was happy with you."
"Do you think it was easy for me to say goodbye? I went through hell Jorge."
"Then why did you do it?"
"Because I love you! I love you so much... but I had to let you go, you are better off without me."
He walked closer to me until we were only centimetres apart, "They say if you love something let it go, if it comes back it's yours that's how you know, it's for keeps yeah it's for sure." He sang.
"Quoting my song, really?"
He then smiled as leaned in and kissed me.
- Jordan's POV -
Christina seems happy with Jorge. It's almost like she's a different person with him, a better person. This was my plan all along, I wanted her to be happy and I knew she couldn't be unless she had Jorge. So I called him and told him that she was still in love with him as much as he was with her. The perfect opportunity arose when she went to hospital, I told Jorge to go there and be by there for her when she wakes up. My plan worked, yet for my own selfish reasons I wish I hadn't done it. I love her and I want her to be with me but I also just want her to be happy.
****
Christina has invited me, Adam and Allison out, along with Jorge to say thank you to us. She took us to Disneyland, which is a pretty cool place to say thanks.
"So, what ride do you guys wanna go on now?" Christina asked.
"How about we sit down and get some lunch?" I suggested.
"Yeah, alright." She said.
We all walked around until we found a hot dog stand. Everyone bought one, except for Christina, who said she wasn't hungry. We sat down and ate but I almost felt like throwing up my hot dog, I was watching Christina and Jorge cuddling and flirting. I was straight up jealous of Jorge. He had the perfect girl.
"Wanna go for a walk?" Jorge asked Christina, sticking his hand out. She nodded as she took his hand and they started to walk away. Thank god that was over. I sat with Allison and Adam and waited until they came back. Once they did, we all walked around looking for rides to go on. Christina went on the Dumbo flying elephant ride like 5 times. We decided that we couldn't do all of Disneyland in one day so we booked two rooms at the hotel nearby. Of course it was Christina and Jorge in one room and Allison, Adam and I in the other. Christina offered to have the third person in her room but none of us wanted to be in there with her and Jorge. I don't think any of us could stand all their flirting much longer. It was getting unbearable. But being honest, if I was in Jorge's position I would be doing exactly the same thing.
- Christina's POV -
I woke up lying next to Jorge in bed. He was still sleeping so I decided to get up and make some coffee for when he woke up. I made my way to the kitchen and it wasn't long before Jorge was in there with me, hugging me from behind and kissing my neck.
"Jorge, stop." I giggled.
"Why?" He asked, still kissing me.
"Because..." I said, turning around and pushing him away, "...we actually have to do things today."
"Disneyland is a magical place, magical things can happen here." He smirked, as he grabbed me by the waist.
"Disneyland is also a PG place."
"That's not what you said last night." He winked. I rolled my eyes at him. A few minutes later there was a knock on the door. It was Allison and the boys, I invited them in and we all went to the kitchen.
"Sex hair... nice." Allison laughed. Everyone else laughed, except for Jordan who just rolled his eyes. He has been acting like a real dick lately and I have no idea why.
"So, what are we doing today?" Adam asked.
"I know what I wanted to do but Christina said no." Jorge said, smiling devilishly at me.
"Christina saying no to sex? Wow, you really have changed her." Adam laughed.
"What do you mean?" Jorge asked.
"Christina's been sleeping arou-" Jordan began before I cut him off.
"Shut it Jordan!" See what I mean about him being a dick?
"So you haven't told him what you've been doing?" Jordan asked.
"Told me what?" Jorge asked.
I ignored him as I shot back at Jordan, "You're such an asshole!"
"Alright guys, calm down. Let's just have some fun." Allison said.
"What's going on here?" Jorge asked.
"I'm a slut! Big fucking deal!" I said, storming off to the bedroom and slamming the door. I just sat on the bed staring at the floor. About five minutes later, Jordan came in and sat beside me.
"I'm sorry." He said.
"Why are you being such a dick to me all of a sudden?"
"I don't know, I guess I'm just jealous."
"Why?"
"Because I love you Christina."