The boys haven't talked to Louis or I at all the day after the prank, besides Niall that is. Niall asked if he could have a bag of chips. I nodded and no one uttered another word later.
I didn't sleep at all last night either. I now sit on the chair in the kitchen and dining room with my head on the table. Another sleepless night. Louis has been forgiven, but I haven't. I can't close my eyes. I think I feel guilty... but I only did it because I just wanted to fit in.
I guess I'm not going to fit in then. I will be forgotten when they leave. I will be left behind in self-pity and depression of knowing I could be having fun with five boy's that are like my family. I am never going to forget them when they leave.
In two days, they'll be gone. Fore ever. Out of my life. I haven't slept last night either... did I mention that before? I just sat up editing the two prank video's I had made. I will watch it when they are gone. I will remember them. I will not forget. I swear on my life, I will remember.
I sighed and breathed in and rolled my head to the side and looked at the kitchen bench. I caught sight of someone coming in but I just pretended I didn't know they were here. I looked blankly at bench as the person went to the fridge and open it, not even noticing I'm here... or pretending not to notice.
The fridge door closed and they stopped. Obviously seeing me. Good for them, actually acknowledging my existence "Anna?" his Irish voice whispered through the silient house.
'Niall, hey my good fellow. How's a fellow Leprechaun going?' I wanted to say but I just didn't reply.
"Anna?" he walked over to me and touched my shoulder. I sat up slowly and looked at him tiredly "Hi Niall" I whispered. He frowned and looked me up and down.
"Why are you not sleeping?" I shrugged.
"Not tired"
"No, you'r tired. I see the bags under you'r eyes. Why are you not sleeping?"
I looked at the ground "I can't sleep" we lapsed into silence.
I inspected the surprisingly spotless tile on the ground. He sighed and wrapped his hands around me "W-what are you doing?" I stammered. Wow, smooth. Sound any less confident and you could be Bella from Twilight.
"Shh, I'll carry you to your room" I shook my head.
"N-no, I can't sleep" I stammered once more. But he swooped me up and carried me bridal style to my room. I just didn't move. His arms are actually comfy... awkward turtle.
He placed me down in my bed and looked at me. I looked blankly at the roof, I felt his stare bore into my eyes. He sighed and walked out of the room. I kept looking at the roof until I felt someone walk into the room.
I looked and saw Niall in long pajama pants and a bare chest... what is with British people and their abs?! He closed the door and got into my bed "What are you doing?" I whispered.
"I'm sleeping with my friend because she couldn't sleep and I wanted to help her fall asleep" he whispered. I got up and pushed him to the wall.
He shot me a questioninly look "I'll push you out other wise" I said and collasped back to my bed, looking at the roof. Niall wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into his embrace. I looked at his face... which was quite close. Our noses just touching as he looked down at me with his amazingly shocking bright blue eyes... wow.
He looked at me, he didn't blink but then he pushed my head into his chest. I didn't try to pull away because of my sleep deprivation state and the non-existing energy I had... and because I didn't want to? No! Bad Annabelle!
Then he did something completely unsuspecteningly. He started singing softly.
"You're insecure
Don't know what for
You're turning heads when you walk through the door
Don't need make up
To cover up
Being the way that you are is enough
Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you"
His breath tickled my neck while he sang.
"Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it isn't hard to tell
You don't know
Oh Oh
You don't know you're beautiful
If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
That what makes you beautiful"
My eyes started to drop while I fought with them to stay awake and listening to him sing.
"So c-come on
You got it wrong
To prove I'm right I put it in a song
I don't know why
You're being shy
And turn away when I look into your eyes
Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you"
I smiled to myself mentally but I started to have a war with my eye lids as they became extremely heavier than before.
"Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it isn't hard to tell
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
That's what makes you beautiful"
I don't want to fall asleep. I relaxed in his arms as I started to slowly give in.
"Nana Nana Nana Nana
Nana Nana Nana Nana
Nana Nana Nana Nana
Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it isn't hard to tell
You don't know
Oh Oh
You don't know you're beautiful"
I burrowed my head into his chest, listening to the steady beating of his heart as sleep started to become un-deniable.
"Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it isn't hard to tell
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
Oh Oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
That's what makes you beautiful"
I frowned as he stopped singing. I heard him chuckle and he started singing again.
"Circles, we’re going in circles
Dizzy’s all it makes us
We know where it takes us
We've been before
Closer, maybe looking closer
There's more to discover
Find out what went wrong without blaming each other
Think that we got more time
When we’re falling behind
Gotta make up our minds"
My eyes fell, I couldn't fight it anymore.
And that's how I fell asleep.
In the arms of Niall Horan. World-wide Irish heart throb in only pants, singing me to sleep while hugging me. I felt calm and peaceful. But one thought flashed in my mind for all his fan girls...
Be jelly girlies.
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I woke up from my peaceful sleep to see Niall's arms wrapped around me. He looked so adorable! Wait! Back up firetruck, did I just call my best mate adorable? No, I didn't, did I? I shook my head and slipped out of his arms. I'm going to make him a present!
I went into the kitchen and put six slices of bread in... what? I'm hungry. I poured some orange juice in two cups and put Vegemite... and jam on the toast. Stupid Vegemite hater. I then washed some fruit and cut them all. I put it all on a tray and was about to head back to my room when I heard hushed whispering.
Being the Curious Cat I am, I decided I will investiagate. Using my ninja powers... yes I got ninja powers, what of it? I stealthy moved along the wall and listened the guy's conversation. I hope curiosity doesn't kill the cat though...
"Don't you think we have gone to far this time?"
"I kind of like her, as a friend of course" are they talking about me?
"Guys, we all know why we are doing this" Harry sounded annoyed.
'Yes's' and 'yeahs' followed his statement.
"We needed a place to stay, then we'll leave. Nothing more, nothing else" my heart shattered. They only wanted to play with me is that is? I stepped out into plain view and they all looked at me in shock "So was this all a game?" I whispered heart-broken.
"Wha-no!" they all said in unsion.
"Am I some type of play thing to you's? Find a girl, kidnap her. Make her feel like she has a family for once then walk away. Leaving the girl alone? How many of them were here before me?!" I screamed the last part. Tears streamed down my face as I looked at all of their guilty faces. Something in me snapped.
"I should have known. Why would you want to be friends with me? Why? I'm just a normal girl from Australia. Her parent's abandoned her. The whole school bullies her. She has tried to commit suicide before. She is the loner. The UN-wanted. NO ONE WANTS HER. NO ONE CARES FOR HER. NO ONE LIKES HER. NO ONE ASKS FOR HER NUMBER. SURE, GO ON. SHOUT SOME INSULTS IN MY FACE! HURT ME! ABUSE ME! JUST LEAVE! You obviously have no feeling's, that much I had right. You are all self-centred barsteds. And you all are going to hell!" I screamed.
I ran from the room. I can't take in the sight of them "No!"
"Annabelle!"
"Stop!"
"That's Not-!" but their voices was cut of by me slamming and leaning on my bed room door. I slid down it and started sobbing in sorrow.
I'm so stupid! I can't believed I fell for their lies. I can't believe myself.... why couldn't I trust anyone? What is wrong with people always hurting me?!
"Annabelle? Oh my gosh! Annabelle! Are you okay?" the sweet melodic voice of the Irish man in my bed snapped out of his sleepy state.
He ran over to me and hugged me "Were you on it to?" I sobbed and pushed him away.
He looked hurt and confused "What?"
"WERE YOU IN ON IT TO?!" I screamed at him. My eyes were pouring a waterfall down my face. I have never cried like this.
"What are you talking about?" he whispered and looked at me.
"I'm talking about you using me! All of you! Niall, just... just get out" I whimpered the last part.
"W-what?" he stuttered, looking at me in a hurtful expression.
"LEAVE!" I screamed and he walked out. I went to the door, he stood their looking at me in a begging expression.
"Please... Annabelle"
"Your breakfast, 'I' had made for you before I found you out, is on the bench. It was meant to be a thank you for last night, but you can screw yourself!" I closed the door angrily in his face. I slid down the door. I rolled into a ball.
I hate my life.
Why 'Always' me?
I sobbed into my arms and lay in front of my door, no one came to knock. No one tried to say sorry. No one tried to help me, to see if I'm alright.
I was just a pawn in their stupid game.
Note to self, don't let 'ANYONE' in. Don't trust my heart to anyone. Don't give them my trust. Do not make the same mistakes again...
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Author's Note:
Hello everyone!
I hope you are enjoying this book... Fan Fiction!
I have gotten loads of votes, comments, fans, and people adding to their libraries! Why thank you kind people of WATTPAD! :D
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~Caitlin (Claire_201)