Million Reasons

By Bullet-ProofLove

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Life had given Antonio Dawson a million reasons to walk away from love but Maggie O'Neill gave him a really g... More

Chapter One: Down The Rabbit Hole
Chapter Two: Dangerous
Chapter Three: Russian Roulette
Chapter Four: History
Chapter Five: Duty Bound
Chapter Six: Communication
Chapter Seven: This Is War
Chapter Eight: Still Breathing
Chapter Nine: Gasoline
Chapter Ten: Saint Bart
Chapter Eleven: Human
Chapter Twelve: Quid Pro Quo
Chapter Thirteen: Stand By You
Chapter Fourteen: See You Again
Chapter Fifteen: Reconnecting
Chapter Sixteen: Gabriel
Chapter Seventeen: Molly's
Chapter Eighteen: Text Talk
Chapter Nineteen: Chicken, Dynamite, Chainsaw
Chapter Twenty: The Family Man
Chapter Twenty One: Home
Chapter Twenty Two: No Regrets
Chapter Twenty Three: Prison Ball
Chapter Twenty Four: The Other Woman
Chapter Twenty Five: Mischief
Chapter Twenty Six: Hey Girl
Chapter Twenty Seven: Tequila Sunrise
Chapter Twenty Eight : Ain't It A Sin
Chapter Twenty Nine: Happy Ending
Chapter Thirty One: Blood Sport
Chapter Thirty Two: Next to Me
Chapter Thirty Three: Catch Up
Chapter Thirty Four: Understatement of the Year
Chapter Thirty Five: Assignment of the Year
Chapter Thirty Six: Magdalena
Chapter Thirty Seven: The Red Bridge
Chapter Thirty Eight: Got You
Chapter Thirty Nine: Never Have I
Chapter Forty: Talking On Phones
Chapter Forty One: Lionheart
Chapter Forty Two: Angel Down
Chapter Forty Three: Shouldn't Have Been Alone
Chapter Forty Four: Flares
Chapter Forty Five: St Jude
Chapter Forty Six: People Like Us
Chapter Forty Seven: Work, Work, Work
Chapter Forty Eight: Love You
Chapter Forty Nine: Sweet Silver Lining
Chapter Fifty: This Much is True
Chapter Fifty One: Truth Be Told
Chapter Fifty Two: A Little Devil Complex
Chapter Fifty Three: Light Up The Sky
Chapter Fifty Four: Date Night
Chapter Fifty Five: What Puts You On That Ledge
Chapter Fifty Six: Always
Chapter Fifty Seven: Duty Calls
Chapter Fifty Eight: Catch My Breath
Chapter Fifty Nine: Hot Chocolate
Chapter Sixty: Shirt On
Chapter Sixty One: Judgement Call
Chapter Sixty Two: What Do You Do
Chapter Sixty Three: Fight Song
Chapter Sixty Four: Duck and Run
Chapter Sixty Five: Through the Fire
Chapter Sixty Six: So Complicated
Chapter Sixty Seven: Family First
Chapter Sixty Eight: Burn It To The Ground
Chapter Sixty Nine: Warriors
Chapter Seventy: Coming Home
Chapter Seventy One: This Much Is True
Chapter Seventy Two: Alive
Chapter Seventy Three: Weekend Plans
Chapter Seventy Four: Road Trip
Chapter Seventy Five: Stargazer
Chapter Seventy Six: You Had Me At Hello
Chapter Seventy Seven: Background Check
Chapter Seventy Eight: Heart to Heart
Chapter Seventy Nine: A Father's Love

Chapter Thirty: Space Between

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By Bullet-ProofLove


Feel the void in our bed
The space between is deafening
Oh, we don't bend or break it
The space between is deafening

Sia – Space Between

The interior of the car was stifling, both Antonio and Jay had been sitting inside of it for over two hours now and the atmosphere was beyond tense. It wasn't him, he was happy with life, those waves of agitation were rolling off Antonio like a tsunami. For the umpteenth time Jay watched the other man glance at the screen on his phone before returning it to it's place on the dashboard and sighing heavily. He'd seen this behavior before, when Laura hadn't been playing ball before the divorce papers were signed. However he knew for a fact that things were running smoothly on that front. Laura had met Antonio at the station a few nights ago to drop the kids off and he had never seen his fellow detective smile as much as he had that night.

"Are you ok man?" Jay asked his friend, his elbow resting on the crux of the window frame as he reviewed Antonio who ran his fingers through his dark gelled hair in response to the question. "That's like the millionth time you've checked you've checked your phone since we got into this car."

Antonio's hands were resting on the steering wheel, Jay watched as he clenched it, his knuckles turning white as his grip tightened.

"Maggie is dodging my calls." Antonio admitted with an air of aggravation to his voice.

"What did you do?" Jay asked, twisting in his seat so he could face his partner.

Antonio removed his phone from the steering column before unlocking it and bringing up the message center. He took a few seconds to pull up one of the most recent messages to Maggie before handing the phone off to Jay. The other man jerked his head towards Antonio with an incredulous expression on his face.

"You were stepping out on her?" Jay questioned, his voice betraying his disbelief.

"Come on man." Antonio snapped, snatching his phone back away from Jay setting it back on the steering column. Jay rose his hands in mock surrender.

"So if you didn't send the text who did?" Jay questioned, his analytical mind puzzling over the pieces.

"I work security for a diamond broker, his wife did not take kindly to me turning her down. I left my phone at the bar, she must of typed this when I wasn't looking." Antonio told his friend, jamming both of his hands into his hair this time. "By the time I figure out what's going on Maggie is unresponsive. She's not taking my calls or returning my texts."

"It's pretty obviously it's not you though." Jay submitted before pointing accusingly at the phone. "Since when have you ever used the word amazing?"

"I'm guessing in Maggie's head it's not that simple." Antonio told his friend, that frustration whipping up inside of him at the current situation. "On the surface she's all gunpowder and lead but underneath she's still very vulnerable. All that stuff she dealt with being undercover doesn't just go away when you step out of that role, it sticks with you. It makes it hard to trust."

"Even you?" Jay pointed out. "The man who has basically been by her side the whole entire time."

Antonio shrugged his shoulders at Jay's implications. He had thought that Maggie and himself were more solid than this, that something so stupid wouldn't knock them for six. However life didn't always work that way, Maggie was still putting the pieces of herself back together, she was still readjusting. The ground wasn't steady for her yet, he knew she would still be waiting for the other shoe to drop and in her eyes it just had.

"Apparently even me." Antonio said, his fingers tapping out a familiar rhythm on the steering wheel again.

"But Antonio you were amazing..." Jay responded sporting a huge grin as Antonio turned to stare at him.

"You are such a dick." Antonio told him, that familiar smirk twitching at the corners of his mouth.

"Am I?" Jay inquired innocently before busying himself on his own phone tapping out a message before hitting send. "Or was I just amazing?"

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Antonio Dawson: Maggie, come on pick up the phone.

Antonio Dawson: Maggie, you know I would never betray you like that.

Antonio Dawson: Come on Maggie, we need to talk about this.

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Jay Halstead: Maggie, you've got to quit ignoring his calls. You know he didn't send that text.

Maggie O'Neill: It's none of your business Jay.

Jay Halstead: She speaks! I'm serious though, you know he didn't do this.

Maggie O'Neill: Leave. It. Alone.

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Hank Voight: Something going down between Antonio and Maggie? He's been acting like someone pissed in his cereal.

Alvin Olinsky: Don't know. I can find out.

Hank Voight: Leave it for now but if it gets any worse intervene.

Alvin Olinsky: I'll keep an eye on it.

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Kayla Sharpe: Have you spoken to him yet?

Maggie O'Neill: Nope.

Kayla Sharpe: Are you going to?

Maggie O'Neill: Kayla, I am working right now.

Kayla Sharpe: No you're not, I can see you sitting on that bench drinking coffee.

Maggie O'Neill: Are you stalking me?

Kayla Sharpe: Look up, next to the fountain.

Maggie O'Neill: You are so creepy! Stop hanging out of the Ambo window and staring at me.

Kayla Sharpe: Can't I be concerned about my friend?

Maggie O'Neill: OMG! Stop honking the horn!

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