flecks of charisma

dear part of me i long for

a small existence
laying within feet of my reach
i want it
so bad
i lay spread on the carpet
arms, reaching out
come, please
i can't hurt any longer
i cannot be different anymore
i need reassurance
please, become a part of me
it can be hard at first,
oh it will be hard
but when
just when
you feel you can mould into me
like a glummed mood on a cold winters day,
i can mould into this world
in which we inhabit
a sphere
of unacceptance
at least from my species
please,
you are so close
inch my way,
slowly
if you so desire
i simply cannot live with these burns on my skin
from this carpet
on which i lay
trying to reach you
and you only moving incrementally,
away from me
please, i beg
don't leave me behind
it's too hot
and frigid simultaneously
i only have so many layers of skin
weaker than everyone elses
who don't have to reach you
i need you
how will i live without you
please, just please
come to me
and i will be free