•Cancún, Mexico | June 14th, 2017 | 2:11pm•
"nah that was funny. but you remember the time we was making out in your room then your mom burst in. you were freaking out like 'mommy I'm sorry, it was just a one time thing' and she was like she didn't care and that she still loved you"
"yeah, I loved that woman. she was always understanding...for the most part" I added
I was currently in the bedroom watching some spongebob and catching up with Ayoub. We've been texting and facetiming for about a week now. I made sure to tell Damien about it before he finds outs somewhere else and starts assuming shit.
"damn" He sighed
"what?"
"you still got that cute smile of yours" He said while biting his lip, here this nigga go
"I know, that's why my boyfriend loves me"
"where he at anyways?" He asked rubbing his eyes
"they went out"
I wasn't really feeling like going touring today, there was no point if I couldn't do shit. Damien insisted on staying with me but I forced him to go, he didn't pay all this money to just sit here and do nothing, nope I'm not having it. For me I would rather stay in here in the ac and watch TV all day. Plus they left a long time ago, I think seven in the morning and now it's two, I probably would've been tired after the second hour from just sitting around.
"why you ain't go?"
"I'm just not in the mood to be out right now"
I semi-lied. I just haven't told him about me being in a wheelchair yet because I don't know how to explain to someone that my boyfriend's ex shot me in the lower back because they were "trying to save me". He will eventually find out though because he was planning to come to my graduation. It happened to be on his birthday so we'll be celebrating both after the ceremony.
"when's your graduation by the way, since you're coming to mine I might as well come to yours"
"nah that's okay" He chuckled
"seriously, when is it?" I asked
"see that's a funny story...I'm not graduating this month" He said
"what you mean you're not graduating this month, you're a senior and June is the last month of school in all New York schools so I don't understand"
"I failed a couple of classes so I gotta go to summer school to make up the credit, but I'll graduate in August for sure" He explained
"boy you better get your shit straight, you don't want to held back again."
"I will mother" He joked
"I'm gonna hold you to that" I said pointing my finger at him
"I will, I promise. ight well I gotta go pick up my lil bro from school so I'll catch you later ight?"
"okay, say hi to him for me"
"gotchu" He said before ending the FaceTime call
I put my phone to the side and began to pay attention to the TV. I was just laughing at the stupid shit spongebob was saying when my stomach started to growl. I rolled my eyes and pulled the wheelchair closer to the bed so I could get out. This time it was a little difficult because my hands were feeling a bit numb, apparently I pierced my skin when I had my nails dug into my hand last night. It was bleeding for a while.
I went over to the kitchen to heat up some leftovers from last night. Even though we're in Mexico and should be trying new foods I still made Damien make some lasagna last night. That shit is my favorite if you didn't know, especially the way Dame makes it.
As I was eating my food I heard noise coming from the hallway and soon my door opened.
"yo I swear we gotta come back to Mexico one day" Dom said as him Damien, Dillon and India came into the room
"ya'll back already? how was it?" I asked with a mouthful of cheese
They all looked at each other then shrugged like it was okay
"you guys don't have to lie, I chose not to go" I chuckled
"it was so much fun, we saw mad shit, I took pictures I'll send them to you. but we're going to the pool downstairs so go change into you bathing suit and let's go" India said coming and wrapping her arms around me while sitting on my lap
"I can't, my stitches are still fresh I can't get it wet. plus I'm not really in the swimming mood" I said
"so, you can still dip your feet in the water, lord knows I can't swim to save my life. I just need a good excuse to wear this sexy ass bathing suit" She said sticking her tongue out
"what's the point, I won't even be able to feel it" I said pointing to my legs
"you guys go get ready, I'll talk to him" Damien said
They each said bye then left to go get ready.
"why are you acting like this?" He asked once they were gone
"acting like what?"
"you don't want to do anything, you say you don't want to be a burden on us but you not being with us is being a burden. the whole time we were out today all we could do was think about how we left you here all by yourself. I understand yesterday you were stuck watching us climb the pyramid and you must've been bored out yo mind but what we did today did not require your legs at all. come on you can to have fun and relax, it's just the pool. so what if you can't get in it, you're not the only person who won't get in"
"fine" I sighed
"thank you" He said then walked away to the bedroom
I finished eating my food then went to wash the dishes. I really didn't feel like leaving the room but whatever I guess.
When I got back to the room I almost lost it. This nigga was wearing a red speedo. A fucking speedo.
"AYA! where you think you're going wearing that?" I asked looked directly at his crotch area
"to the pool, was that not mentioned or are you now losing memory too?" He asked with his hands on his hips
"you're not going with that on, not so everyone can be looking"
"let them look, I only got eyes for one person" He said with a smile
"aww, yeah that's not gonna work put on some damn shorts" I said with a fake smile
"too bad I didn't bring any and none of you little boys are my size" He said looking proud
"shut up and help me find my bathing suit" I said going over to my suitcase
"no need" He said before tossing me a similar speedo but in blue
"you're dumb if you think I'm putting this on" I said while holding it up
He just stood there and stared at me with a sinister smile.
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We finished getting ready and headed out to the pool. The others were too impatient to wait so they left us and told us to meet them down there. As we walked through the lobby I could feel everyone's eyes on us, well mainly Damien but he didn't give a fuck. He just rocked it with his shades and the model face.
As soon as the gang saw us they all started to burst out in laughter.
"fuck is ya'll wearing" Dom said taking a picture
Yup, he got me to wear the damn speedo and I'm definitely regretting it.
"aww you guys look so cute, sexy and cute" India cheered
Damien lifted me out of the chair and sat me right at the edge of the pool with my water dipping in it, then sat behind me so I wouldn't fall back. He was so close and these speedos were so thin that I could feel every detail of his dick pressed against my ass.
"you look mad edible right now" He said whispering in my ear while nibbling on it
I could feel his dick now hardening by the second and he wrapped his hands around me tightly so it was pressed deeper in between my cheeks.
"you better control yourself, the doctor said three months remember?" I said trying at act unaffected by this
"this is gonna be a painful ass three months" He groaned
"Oh my God!" India shrieked as she looked down to her phone
"what?" I asked
"Beyoncé gave birth" She said looking all excited like this news affected her life in some way
"nobody gives a fuck" Dom said before doing a cannonball into the pool
They began to argue over the subject of if this news was relevant or not. It was funny watching them bicker, Dom splashed water on her and then soon pulled her into the pool. People were just watching us like we were crazy but I like to call it having fun. Tyler and Sydney were all the way on the other side sitting by the pool and sharing some DNA, you know the usual. Dillon was helping Dom out as they tortured India in the pool.
"I'm glad you made me come" I said as I watched my friends have fun
"you're with me, I'm always gonna make you do shit you don't want to so get used to it" He joked
We were enjoying the moment in silence when I heard my phone start to ring. Damien reached over and grabbed it from the wheelchair handing it to me. It was Chris, what did he want?
"Hello?" I said as I picked up
"Adonis, how's everything? It's been a long time since you called your old man"
I'm still not calling him dad so I don't know why he's still trying.
"it's good, I've been busy that's why I haven't called" I lied
"oh that's okay. I was calling about your graduation, Athena and Veronica would like to come. and so would I, when is it?" He asked
Oh shit. I didn't want him to come because I hadn't told him about the wheelchair incident either, but I don't plan on him ever finding out.
"oh it's okay, you guys don't have to come all the way over here for a simple high school graduation. maybe when I graduate college" I said biting my bottom lip in hopes that he would agree
"nonsense. you've worker hard all your life to get to this moment, and we want to be there to enjoy it with you. we'll even go out for dinner afterwards if you'd like" He offered
I'm already having dinner afterwards, with my real family.
"I don't even think I'm gonna go to the ceremony, it's not that important to me. save your money and time"
"what's wrong? it seems like you don't want us to come for some reason" He asked concerned
I DON'T!!!
"no it's not that I don't want you guys to come, it's just that..." I couldn't think of a reason for them not to come which created an awkward silence
"it's just that you don't want us to come" He sighed "fine, it's your graduation so it's your choice. we won't come. Congratulations though..."
"thanks" I said merely a whisper
Now I felt bad but I know it's the only thing to do if I don't want him finding out, unless I can magically walk by Friday morning.
"I guess I'll talk to you soon, bye" He said before ending the call
"what was that about?" Damien asked as soon as I put the phone to the side
"Chris. He says that they wanna come to the graduation but I don't want him finding out about my legs so I told him not to. He sounded upset but I can't do anything about it" I explained
"fuck that nigga, now he wanna act like a dad when you have your daddy sitting right here"
"shut the fuck up" I chuckled
"can't believe my baby is about to be a high school graduate, now all we need is that eighteenth birthday then we finna get married" He said holding me tighter
"I don't even have a fit to wear" I complained
"don't worry I got that covered, Emerson gonna meet us there with the suit I had tailored for you"
"nigga I told you I didn't want you buying me an expensive suit that imma wear once" I groaned
"what point of I'm gonna make you do things you don't want to did you not understand? and wasn't you the one that was just complaining about not having anything to wear, be happy you not going in a t-shirt and shorts under your gown" He said
I sighed and just rested my head on his chest.
"I feel like parents watching their kids have fun on vacation" I said talking about the gang
"don't worry babe, in two years we'll be back with Lucas and Demetrius. Then two years after that Draya will be with us, then two years after that Dallas, and so on"
"who the fuck are these people you're naming?" I asked
"our kids silly" He said making my cheeks instantly burn
"what is with you and all these D names?" I asked ignoring the fact that he said our kids
"it's a family thing, we all have names that start with the letter D. When my mom met my dad's family had her change her name to Dominque so it could follow the tradition" He explained
"but Lucas doesn't have a name starting with D" I obviously stated
"that's 'cos I wasn't there when he was born so I couldn't have given him a D name. Plus my parents don't know about him so I don't have to, which I need to tell them soon before they find out. He'll just be unique I guess"
The thought of Damien and I having kids began to linger in my mind. I honestly don't want kids, but to him it seems like the most important things. I don't want to let him down though, but Lucas is enough for me and he's not even really my son.
We were at the pool for about two more hours then Francisco came and set up a grill. It was getting late and the pool's LED lights came on making everything look mad nice. I was beginning to not totally regret this trip. Maybe just maybe this trip won't be such a epic fail for me.
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