school is out for christmas break.
i haven't seen you since before thanksgiving.
i don't feel good all the time.
like this permanent nauseous feeling in my gut.
i texted you a merry christmas.
you texted back a simple "merry christmas" in return.
you've never done that before,
but at least you replied,
which is something you haven't done in a while.
usually we spend the holidays at each other's family's,
and we exchange gifts.
i got you something,
but i don't think you got me anything.
i'll mail it to you, i guess.
christmas doesn't feel like christmas for me without you.
sasha invited me to her christmas party, though.
i guess i'll go.
if only to stop thinking about you.