Okay, so I decided to do this for every member based on their books, and since this is Taehyung's, well, you probably already get where I'm going at!
I'll start this with a poem for you, I made for your birthday! (2018)
You say you're not cute,
Will you explain my love to you?
There's no hesitation, you're more than perfection
For once, my heart will speak the truth
Your square laugh,
It makes me smile
Your voice is so beautiful,
I'd never lie
Your delicate fingers,
I'd appreciate
My love for you lingers,
I'd always wait
The emotion in your eyes,
It makes my heart flutter,
Your heart's never mine,
But I'd never love another
Your adorable cheeks,
The feeling comes around,
And when you speak,
It makes my heart skip a beat
The way you dance,
The jealousy,
How could you still do this to me
The way you sing,
The melody
My love for you is eternity
Your lips,
I'd look at, and I'd purse mine
Your hands
I'd want to intertwine
With my own, and when you smile,
Makes me forget about your style—
There's nothing else that suits you more
Not even gucci, or beauty galore
Imagine if there's a you and me s
There'll be more things that's bound to be
Your nose,
Is what they recognise
Your eyelids
They would emphasise
But beyond your looks,
I love you more,
There's so much things,
I'd always adore
Your love,
I'd always want to feel,
From afar,
It won't be so real
Your innocence,
And duality,
And so much things;
Not all could see
Your thoughtfulness,
The way you think,
Your looks and attitude,
Not so in sync
But it makes you so special,
In a world of nights
Especially in mines;
You're my brightest light
Your hard work,
Your great passion,
A man for words,
An inspiration
There's many more years
Ahead of you
As you continue to love,
May you love the world too
The things I'll do
As long as it's for you
The world's about a billion years old
But mine's only twenty-two.
To the one that made me feel loved even through screen,
To the one who likes wearing gucci,
To the one that has an amazing smile,
To the one that has worked hard to get this far,
To the one who confuses everyone by being so flexible when it comes to performing,
To the one that captured my heart,
The one that made it beat,
The one that made me raise my standards hella high,
The one that I wouldn't laze out staring at,
To the one I love with all my heart,
To Taehyung:
I know it's tiring to be an idol.
You never expected to become one, in the first place. You were once a farmer, and the future ahead of you was pretty unpredictable, wasn't it?
You are so blessed. I am so blessed. We are so blessed.
You're blessed because I know that you have helped your family rise from poverty and your parents and family and relatives are all so proud of you. You worked hard to get this far. You've been given 6 other boys and bighit staff and ARMY to be there for you, always.
We ARMYs are so blessed to meet amazing boys that surely changed our lives. Each and every one of you is special, but today, Taehyung, we're going to be talking about you.
If only I get to say this to you, and not write it down in my laptop at 1AM.
But with my whole heart,
I love you.
I love you so much.
You worked hard for the group, and you always get the harsh and rough lines in singing, and I appreciate you so so much for that. You are loved, and appreciated, and wanted. We support you, don't force your voice, alright?
Before I got into this fandom, I always thought that it was corny whenever fangirls say, "whenever I see our boys, it makes me feel so much better", but it's true.
As someone who is apathetic and close-minded, I'm never the type to break down much and or talk to other people about my feelings. I didn't like crying. I hated self-pity and feeling weak.
And whenever there are times I feel down, I just look you up, and you would give us your heartwarming, beautiful, smile - my heavy feelings would slowly fade away, and before I even know it, I would be smiling with you.
I love you.
I may never even meet you, I may never be able to hold your hand, I may never even be a meter away from you at most.
But I love you.
Not anyone can make me smile just by looking at their photos and watching videos of them. Not anyone can make me smile whenever they post on social media, or when they go live.
Yet you can.
The way you make me feel, you're different.
I may never been with you since the beginning, when you were a trainee, but I will continue to support you and the boys throughout your career:
I'll support you when you finally ask a girl out. When you finally get married; have your own family. I may never even be as updated or tuned to you guys anymore, but all of you will always have a special place in my heart.
Especially you.
I love you.
I just do.
The way you make my heart beat faster.. the way you make me smile.. the way you make me feel so loved, how could I not? I know you'll never break my heart.
I mean,
'Claire and Taehyung' is never going to happen, and only in my wildest dreams will it be.
But I don't care. I love you.
And if you're happy,
I am too.
If I could only write a book on how much I love you and the boys, I would, but I'll cut this short for now.
Take care of yourself and the boys, always. Be safe and stay healthy. Don't overwork yourself, rest if you need to.
And if you're tired and down, and feeling the exact same feeling I do-
Just go open your social media,
And just like you do with me and everyone else,
We'll make you smile.
Because we love you,
I love you,
Taehyung.