**Yuu POV**
It's been two days since Eric died but it seems like the tragedy happened yesterday. I can't forget that day...
Lenka looked calm but I can see he's suffering. Same with Kouta, since all he did was fight Eric... it happened so suddenly...
But Tsubaki said we should get over with it because it may lead us to death. We tried to, but you can't do it successfully in one day.
The third day after the day he died, I was sitting on a bench at the corner of the Rookie section, I was drinking a soda from the vending machine trying to get over with it. Soma suddenly passed by, he sighed and asked why I was here. I told him I'm trying to relax. Trying to move on, we somehow got friends with each other or well I might just only be the one who thinks like that, I don't know but Soma was still that blunt to me must be because of the other God eaters who think he's a shinigami. Jeez darn I just thought that others might blame him... and me. Because Soma was you know, someone who was hated by almost everybody. I don't really know why but I heard from Lindow that Soma was suffering that he thought he killed his own mother. His teammates in the past died and he was blamed for that because he was around them.. actually I think they're a fool to blame Soma.
Back to reality...
Soma: You should forget about it, or you'll die like Eric.
Yuu: Thanks for having a care about me but you know it's hard... I'm trying my darnest
Soma: *sigh* This is the real world, God Eaters dying are normal. I bet it's your first time wasn't it? If so you won't last long and I don't care if you die so slip off that thought
Yuu: What do you mean by that?
Soma: Jeez darn it *frown*
Yuu: ... *lowers head* He died because I'm weak... but if his death weakens me more I'll die too and his death will be in vain... Thank you Soma!
Soma: No need to thank me, *folds arms* you pathetic brat
He left after saying that. I decided I should visit Lenka who was in his room. I called from outside after a while he opened his sliding door.
Lenka: Yuu...
Yuu: What's wrong?
Lenka: I just realised it recently, but... all I do was training right?
Yuu: Yes?
Lenka: B-But it was all for nothing! I can't even save Eric... I'm so pathetic- I'm damn pathetic!! I kept training but hell nothing has changed! Nothing did it do to me...
Yuu: If you keep thinking like that you'll die...
Lenka: No... it was my fault because I'm weak... my training was all for nothing...
Yuu: It wasn't ... you're not weak the Vajra was just strong.
Lenka: That makes me a weakling... but I should fight... I should avenge Eric.
Yuu: Lenka... let's do that..
Lindow and Sakuya came in to Lenka's room too
Lindow: you guys.. what's up?
Sakuya: *hits Lindow with her elbow* Lindow!
Lindow: *scratches head* Oh yeah... right. You shouldn't push yourself too much and you should also fight don't be sad. I'm sure Eric don't want sympathy.
Suddenly Kouta appeared, smiling as if nothing happened
Kouta: *grin* Alrighty! We're awesome guys, don't let that fool take over us!
Lenka: *smile* Yeah!
Yuu: Well I guess you're not wrong in that , we're awesome!
Kouta: *frown* You two should do 1000 push-ups a day! That way your defense will rose up!
Lenka: He suddenly changed moods...
Yuu: This sucks... well Kouta I know he won't be down since he was sugarcoated
Sakuya: Alisa was worried about you, Kannagi-kun
Yuu: Oh... where's she?
Kouta: *winks* Woah woah Yuu suddenly looks for Alisa? Heart ^-^♡
Yuu: Shut your trap you monkey
Lenka: So what now?
Lindow: *wraps arm 'round me* don't push yourselves
Yuu: *chuckles*
I left them there, I tried to look for Alisa and I saw her with Kanon. She smiled when she saw me I tried to give her a wave
Yuu: Sorry for making you worry
Alisa: I understand...hey do you want cookies?
Kanon: *winks* Alisa I told you, okay.
Alisa: *nod*
Yuu: Hm? What's that?
Alisa: *cold sweat* no-nothing!...
Kanon: *smiles* Okay I gotta go...
Kanon left us with a huge smile. Girls are scary...
Alisa: So are you a little okay?
Yuu: Yeah maybe... I actually forgot about it when I do missions but always come into my mind after a while... And thus our comrade's support are letting us get over with it
Meanwhile, our termiphones rang. I booted it up and received a message
Sender: Lenka Utsugi
Subject:
Message: Hey our leader asked us all to converge. Go to his room in the veteran section, room #347 we're waiting.
Yuu: What for... hey Alisa did you received a message from Lenka, too?
Alisa: yes. Come on let's go too.
So we go to Lindow's room in the veteran section, room #347 it's in the end of the hall...
We knocked and called outside, Kouta opened the sliding door and jumped in crazily.
Alisa: How idiot.
Kouta: Hm?! You know if you're not a girl I'd beaten you up a long time ago! And if only you wasn't beautiful...
Alisa: Think you can beat me?
Alisa kicked Kouta, he fell down and she pinned him. With a tight serious headlock...stretching his back and legs, ouch.
Kouta: H-Heeeeey! Get off of me!
Alisa: *tightens* I thought you said you can beat me?
Sakuya: These two...
Kouta: aaaack! don't make me hurt you-
Alisa: *tightens more* Shut it!
Kouta: *blush* hey your... get off me!!
Alisa: *embarrassed* W-What?! (Gets off)
Kouta: *laughs* Waaaahahhaa fooled you!
Alisa kicked him down again but didn't pin him this time.
Kouta: *laughs & blush* I can see your white panty on this position ...
Alisa: WHAAT YOU PERVERT!
Kouta: You're the one who-
Alisa punched him continuosly, Kouta's face was full of swell this time and all bloody now hahahaha.
Lindow: It's fun watching this guys
Soma: Why did you summon us, if it's worthless like this? I'm leaving.
Lindow: No don't go, Actually I want to talk about Eric's death.
Lenka: E-Eric?
Lindow: Because until now it seems to affect you still. I just want to help you guys to overcome it
Soma: *frowns* Tch. I'm leaving.
Soma had left, slamming shut the sliding door. Why is he like that
Alisa: Well it's not bothering me anymore...
Sakuya: Eric might be cocky and naughty but you know he was still a comrade, it's hard to forget... sorry I'm not feeling well.
Lindow: Hmm... Sakuya, you can take the day off
Sakuya: That way I might forget how painful it was.
Lindow: Don't forget my beer!
Sakuya: Jeez what a drunkard.
Sakuya left with a chuckle and smile on her face, leaving us five. Lindow, Me, Lenka, Alisa and Kouta.
Lindow: So it's only Lenka, Kouta and Yuu?
Lenka: Well Eric's a good friend to me, but I'm not that dramatic. I might grieve too much but I'm not like Kouta
Kouta: That's insulting. I'm not that sympathetic. *pout* I didn't even cried
Alisa: Liar
Kouta: Why won't you even support me at the tiniest bit?!
Yuu: If you think too much you'll be dramatic. Eric was kind yeah but I got over with it just now.:/
Lindow: Then I guess there's no problem anymore. As your leader I just want my comrades to be okay and not affected since you'll die.
Kouta: Maybe Tsubaki scared you? By the way thanks leader ^-^
Lindow: Haha. Well actually yes
Alisa: *giggles* that's advisor Tsubaki.
Yuu: You really act like a child *chuckles*
Alisa: *blush* So what?!
Kouta: Is that what they call Lover's Quarrel?
Yuu: Shut up were not lovers were just friends you always think flirty things.
Kouta: Ouch. Alisa will cry later I just know.
Alisa hit him in the head.
Kouta: Ow! What's that for? I'm going to report you...
Alisa: (grabs his collar) Just try.
Kouta: Sometimes she's tomboyish so beware Yuu, you might even want to go wrestling with her *smiles*
Alisa: *shouts* Aaaah! I've enough of you!!
Lenka: You three love messing place. You even mess here... Lindow can't even speak
Lindow: Well because they're having a fun time so I thought it would be bad to bother...
Kouta: haha. Alisa, you know martial arts right?
Alisa: Want me to demonstrate to you?
Kouta: N-No thanks... 😓
Yuu: Kouta's so naughty... hahaha...
Lindow: I guess all of you really are fine now.
After that we left Leader's room and go to our own rooms, happily. Eric might be happy now, too... but he might be full of regrets when he died. There's no God in this world , so I don't think he's in heaven nor hell because heaven doesn't exist and this is hell where we are.
He might be in Nothingness...
In return for saving our lives, I'll kill Aragami that I could while I'm still living... if I can, I'll kill that Vajra too... but if under circumstances...
I don't know how I'll react.
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Hey there Shinigami reader!😀, how are your vacation? Me? I'm having fun! You know what, (advertisement) DIGIMON:RE:DIGITIZE was a good game in the PSP >>>I finished it already in 8 days!<<<(was that actually too long? Or was it too fast?😆), there's also a God Eater game titled "God Eater resurrection" or what, in the PS4 I want to have but you know I can't buy that platform. Haha so I'm settling with my PSP! Hey soorry but I'm got many questions
You, do you know what happens when you cleared it ( Gods Eater Burst ) I'm just curious. I can't reach it maybe I only reached 80+ or 90+ story mission in that game but not cleared it all.
Actually there's more (sorry) do you know Harvest Moon: Hero of Leaf valley? It's just that even though you'll get lazy of that game (because it just repeats) it was still good. I reached only year 4, where I have to save upto 100,000G, (as requested by the father of the protagonist) but I can't catch the silver fish that's the only event I'm missing. Can you help me? 😬😑
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