Watching as he smiles and looks at others
Feeling the weight crush my heart and soul
It's not the playful tease of sisters and brothers
My sanity no longer keeping its hold
Wanting curl up and hide in the cold corner
His tight embrace no longer keeping you warm
The puffs of smoke, ones from a stoner
All your emotions caught in the eye of the storm
Blowing out the nice smoke out from your lips
Feeling your problems blow away with the wind
The hold you have on the chair doesn't lose its grip
The gray air masking reality, behind the smoke it now hid
The eyes tired and sore, His laughs is all you hear.
Even with the drug, he's still your one ever lasting addiction
Closing your mouth when ever someone is near
Your love was nothing but a tale of fiction
Your alone in your own land of isolation
The drugs help the pain, the heart break, leaving them forgotten
But still you feel the same old frustration
leaving you nothing but a soul who's forgotten