It's just like the old days again. A slight distraction and a slip through the shadows, an escape unforeseen. Part of me wonders what they were talking about. Did they forget about me too? Or did she realize that something was wrong by now?
Should I return?
Should I keep going and disappear, just like how I did from her memories?
No, I can't bear to do such a thing. Not again, not like last time.
But what will I do now, when I have no one to turn to that could possibly understand and no one who can reverse the course of time.
Even if Lena could ... No, I cannot involve her in my own selfish desires. It was not as if time worked so whimsically anyways.
Most of my body does not feel pain to much extent anymore, especially not the parts rebuilt with prosthetics and covered by cybernetic armor. Even my heart is covered by it.
But right now, I can clearly feel a pain that would make being stabbed feel more preferable.
If it meant I have to be stabbed in the chest a thousand times, I would gladly submit to it. If only it could change the tides of time.