A small little British bean named Tom Stanley Holland was born twenty one years ago today June 1st 1996 I know you won't see this but I still just want to say you mean the world to me I'm glad your getting so big but I hope you have a special place in your heart for people who were here before Spider-Man you have become your childhood dream and Harrison was right beside you through it all, I hope you know we love you the fans and I love you so much. I hope you have wonderful day and don't get to drunk sense it's legal for you to drink in the US and stay safe.❤️
Thank you guys so much for 200 reads I hope you guys like my book and I promise Harrison will be back😏😉
Harry's POV
I woke up at seven and I wrote a note for Daisy before I left.
Daisy I'll be out all day we will be at the football field (soccer) in the park if you want to join me or just spend the day with Tom and them before they leave next Tuesday they got longer time to stay I'll be back around supper time.
After that I quietly walked out of the room I saw Sam and Paddy were already to go.
"God damn what were you doing?" Sam said
"I just woke up go wait in the car I'll be out in 5 minutes." I said
I got ready an took them to the field I was filming I got a text from Tom around 10
Tom🕷
Get back to the house now!
Me
Why?
Tom🕷
Daisy's having a panic attack and is saying she needs you.
Me
I'll be right there.
"Sam I need to leave I'll be back as soon as I can, stay here with Paddy." I yelled
"What's going on?" Sam asked
"It's Daisy." I said
"Are you sure you're coming back?" He asked
"Yes if not we can do this tomorrow and I'll have Tom pick you up." I said walking to the car
"Okay just text me if your not coming back." Sam ran back to Paddy
"Okay." I yelled
I sped home hoping I didn't get caught luckily I didn't. I ran inside and Harrison was downstairs.
"Is she still upstairs?" I asked
"Yea Tom's in there with her." He said and I ran upstairs and saw her in a curled up in a ball crying on the bed.
"Hey princess I'm here no one is going to hurt you." I said walking slowly towards her
"Harry- I need- you." she cried
"Tom you can go." I said as he got up and left
"Harry it wa-s Anthony and Harri-son I don't kn-ow why Har-rison keeps show-ing up in my night-mares but he is and he tried to- they both tired to-" She cried
"Shh Princess it's okay Harrison isn't going to do anything calm down I'm here." I touched her hair
"I know but it all felt so real and when Harrison tried calming me down and it only made things worse I just needed to see you I'm sorry for ruining your day with your brothers." She cried
"Babe your didn't ruin anything." I played with her hair
"Yes I did." She cried
"No you didn't I promise you Paddy and Sam wanted to come help but I told them no." I sighed
"Um they kinda touch me and I was trying to call- for you but you weren't there, why weren't you there." She spoke
"Hey shh I'm here now okay it was just a dream I'll be there if it happens again I'm sorry I wasn't here but listen to me love, Harrison is downstairs and I'm right here if he ever tried to touch you I would kill him." I said heartbroken
"I know but when you woke up and you weren't besides me and Harrison was here I thought it was real I had a panic attack I just needed you." She said
"I'm sorry." I said
"Stop saying sorry there isn't anything you should be sorry for I'm the fucked up one who deserves it." She said
"You don't deserve any of this."
"Thanks for calming me down." She hugged me
"No problem I came as soon as I could I should of been here." I said
"Harry don't blame yourself." She smiled
I kissed her.
"I'm sorry." I smiled
"It's fine." She laughed
"Okay so I can ether film all day with Sam and Paddy or I can stay here with you." I said
"I can go with you to film with Sam and Paddy." She smiled
"Okay that works too hurry up and get dress and do your makeup or whatever." I smiled
"Okay just give me ten minutes." She hugged me
"I'll be downstairs." I walked downstairs to see Harrison and Tom talking
"How long was she like that before I came?" I asked
"I woke up and heard her crying so I tried calming her down which made it worse so I got Tom and then he texted you." Harrison said
"She said she had a dream about you and Anthony and you guys tried to do stuff like touch her." I said
"Oh god now in causing her nightmares great." Harrison said
"But she did say she doesn't know why you keep showing up she isn't mad or upset at you, you just seem to be hunting her in her nightmare." I said getting a cup of coffee
"That's weird." He said
"Yea you're telling me." I said
"So what are you doing?" Tom asked
"Well I'm drinking this coffee then Daisy and I are going to park to finish filming stuff with Sam and Paddy." I said
"Do you mind if we tag along?" Tom said
"No, but where is everyone else?" I asked looking around
"They are going sight seeing." Harrison said
"Oh okay yea I don't mind." I said taking a sip of my coffee
"What is this thing even for?" Tom asked
"I don't know it's for school Paddy said." I shrugged
"Isn't school out?" Harrison asked
"Holy shit you're right." I laughed
"You're such a dumbass and this is why people call you the stupid twin." Tom laughed
"At least I don't look 12." I said
"Seriously is that all you can say." He said
"No but I don't need to roast you, your fans do it for you mr quackson." I laughed
"I don't say quackson like what the hell." He laughed
"And you don't go roasting the hufflepuffs with out them roasting you for that." Harrison laughed
"You know what shut up." He said walking out of the room.
"At least we can say croissant." He yelled before he walked outside.
"He is gone." I laughed
"So is this the first time she has had a nightmare with you?" He asked
"No she had one the night she came here but that was it." I said
"How did you calm her down then." He asked
"She just asked me to stay and not to leave her alone and that's what I did, Tom told me not to leave her alone when she was upset so that's what I did." I said
"Oh I'm glad she has you to look after her but if you do hurt-" He said
"Yea yea you will kill me I know." I cut him off
"How long did she say it was going to take?" He asked
"About 10 minutes why?" I asked
"It's been 20 minutes." He said and I ran upstairs to her bathroom.
"Hey princess is everything okay?" I asked
"Um Harry I kinda lied about where they all were I kept one." She whispered
"Please don't tell me you did it again." I said as I leaned against the door
"I'm sorry I'm a disappointment."she cried
"No you're not Daisy just please let me in." I said calmly
"Okay are you the only one out there?" She asked
"No, Harrison is out here." I said looking at him
"Can only you come in here?" She mumbled
"Yea just unlocked the door princess." I said
"Okay." I heard her get up and unlocked the door.
"Harrison can you go get the bandages?" I said before closing the door
"Yea." He ran downstairs
"Daisy can I have it?" I asked cleaning her cuts
"Yea it's right there." She said pointing on top of the counter
"Is that the last one?" I asked
"Yea" she said
"You know if I find out you're are lying to me I'm going to be upset and not mad I'm just going to be really upset." I said
"There is another one in my sock drawer and that's it, I promise." She said
"Okay." I smiled
"Have I ever told you I love your smile." She said blushing.
"No but have I ever told you, you are perfect no matter what anyone else says and if I ever get mad at you I doubt I will but I'm just saying that stuff to try and get you hurt so I'm lying to you." I said
"You're apologizing for something that might not ever happen?" She asked
"Yea why would I try to get you upset and then not apologize to you?" I asked
"I don't know no one has ever done that to me." She smiled
"Well I guess there is a first for everything." I smiled
"Yea I guess so." She smiled
I cleaned her up and we went to the car we didn't tell tom why it to us so long. They went to their treehouse and I just continued filming.
Daisy's POV
So we decided to go to the treehouse.
"Guys I have random question."
"When don't you." Tom smiled
"Have you guys ever wonder why there is a treehouse in the middle of the park?" I asked
"Um no but when you actually mentioned it why are we just asking this question after so many years?" Harrison asked
"It's because we are all slow." I laughed
"True." Tom laughed
We all climbed up the treehouse and the lights were still.
"I'm taking these lights." I said grabbing them
"Why?" Harrison asked
"Because I can take a lot of cool ass shots on my camera with them." I smiled
"You and Harry are so made for each other." Tom laughed
"Aw thanks." I smiled while taking down the lights.
"Here let me help you." He said
"Okay." I smiled
We took down all the lights and just sat there all day talking.
"I really miss this." I laughed
"So do I wish we had more time to come home." Tom smiled
"So do I, I miss you guys." I said
"We miss you to." Harrison smiled
"Harry should be coming out to New York soon." Tom said
"Really why?" I asked
"I haven't told him yet but it would be cool for him, you're coming when he comes out right?" Tom asked
"Yes definitely just another reason to see you assholes." I laughed
"Yea we are the assholes?" Tom laughed
"Yes you are the assholes." I smiled
We talked until we heard Harry say they were done so we got down from the treehouse.
"Those lights are going to be so cool to take pictures with." Harry said grabbing them
"I know that's why I grabbed them." I smiled
We drove home and we all ate pizza and it was about 7 o'clock when we all decided to watch a scary movie.
"What movie?" I asked flipping through the scary movies
"The Sinister seems good." Jacob said
"Okay I guess we can watch that." I said hitting play.
So half way through the movie I was so scared, so Paddy had a bright idea to come up behind me with a monkey mask on and scare the living shit out of me.
"Paddy what the hell." Harry hit him as I hid in his chest
"Paddy you are so lucky your only 12 because I would beat your ass." I said
"It's funny." He laughed
"No it's not." I yelled
"Yes it is." Harrison laughed
"You know what Haz." I punch him
"Damn woman calm down it was a joke." He laughed
"Next time I'll kick you in your balls." I said as I snuggled against Harry
"It was kinda funny." Harry said
"You know what just for that you're sleeping in your room tonight." I said sitting up and continued watching the movie
"Guys shut up." Tom said
We finished the movie and everyone left, and Tom went up to his room.
"Goodnight Harry." I said walking up the stairs
"You were actually serious about me sleeping in my own room?" He asked
"Yes now goodnight." I said
"Love you." He said
"Love you too." I closed my door
About 5 minutes after I closed my door Tom texted me.
Spidey-Holland🤘🏼❤️
You actually kicked Harry out your room?😂
Me
Yes this teaches him to not fuck with me.😂
Spidey-Holland🤘🏼❤️
What are you going to do if you have nightmare?
Me
I don't know I didn't think of that.😂
Spidey-Holland🤘🏼❤️
Well you should go get him.
Me
Fine, can you record something for me.
Spidey-Holland🤘🏼❤️
Okay
I grabbed Paddy's mask and put it on and Tom and I snuck into Harry's room and he was on his phone. I crawled over to his bed and yelled boo.
"What the hell" He yelled
"Sorry, but that was revenge." I laughed
"That's it." He jumped out of bed at picked me up
"Harry put me down!" I laughed
"No this is what you get." He laughed
"What are you going to do?" I asked
"This." He put me outside and locked me outside
"Harry let me back in." I banged on the glass door
"Not yet." He laughed and walked away
"Tom let me in please." I begged
"Tom if you open that door I'm letting Cosmo outside." I hear Harry yell
"Sorry I can't." He shrugged
"Can I at least have a blanket?" I asked sitter next to the door.
"Here." he threw it out a window
"Thanks asshole." I laughed
"Hey you love this asshole though." He said
"Um probably not after this." I laughed
"Yea love you too." He laughed and shut the window.
Me
How long do I have to be out here?
Harry🙈😊💞
For about a hour.😶
Me
You totally are not sleeping in my room when I come back in now.🙄
Harry🙈😊💞
You shouldn't of scared me.
Me
You shouldn't have laughed at me, you know what I'm going to Harrison's see you in the morning.
Harry🙈😊💞
Okay love you💖
Me
Yep
Harry🙈😊💞
You are mad at me
Me
Yep
Harry🙈😊💞
Just don't do anything stupid and we will sort this out tomorrow❤️
Me
Okay
Harry🙈😊💞
Goodnight❤️
Me
Yep
I walked to Harrison's house since it was a couple houses down. I knocked on the door and he answered
"Daisy why are you here?" He asked looking around
"Harry and I are in a little fight and I don't want be there." I stated looking at my feet
"Did he touch you?" He asked
"No he wouldn't do that he isn't like that." I said
"Okay come in." He said
"I'll sleep on the couch go in my room." He said closing the door behind me.
"Thanks." I smiled and walked up stairs
"I'll check up on you later." He smiled
"Thanks." I closed his door I looked at my phone clock and it said 10:28 .
Spide-Holland🤘🏼❤️
Where are you?
Me
Harrison's
Spidey-Holland🤘🏼❤️
Don't do anything stupid please Harry is in your room i don't think he is going to sleep until you come back here.
Me
I guess he isn't going to sleep tonight.
Spidey-Holland🤘🏼❤️
Daisy you are going to settle this tomorrow Harrison and I are taking everyone to sight seeing they want us to join, so you need to stay home with him and figure this out.
Me
Okay, goodnight love you.❤️
Spidey-Holland🤘🏼❤️
Goodnight and love you too.
I shut off my phone and went to bed I found my bear I left Harrison when I left on his bed, which almost made me cry. I just grabbed the bear and snuggled with it.
"I was just about to grab that." Harrison laughed
"Wow your 20 years old and still need a teddy bear." I laughed handing it to him
"I don't need it I just like using it because someone who I care about gave it to me." He smiled
"Well the person who gave it to you probably cares about you too." I laughed
"I hope so, but goodnight." He smiled and left
"Goodnight Harrison." I rolled over and feel asleep.
"Daisy wake up, Tom told me to take you to his house with me." Harrison said
"Okay just give me like 5 minutes since I didn't bring anything." I mumbled
"Okay but in 5 minutes I'll carry down the stairs and drop you on the floor." He laughed
"Very funny." I mumbled
"Okay just for that." He picked me up
"Ow Harrison my ribs." I yelled
"Oh sorry." He put me down
"It's fine just be careful." I said rubbing my side
"Okay." He scratched the back of his neck
"We can go now sense I am up." I grabbed my blanket and walked downstairs.
"Here let me take your blanket." He said
"No I got it I fake." smiled and walked out the door.
"Daisy don't be mad it was an accident." He said
"I know but still the first time wasn't an accident." I mumbled
"Daisy look at me." He said
"No." I looked at my feet and he grabbed my face
"Harrison let go of me." I cried
"Daisy I love you I can't let go of you." He kissed me
"Harrison stop." I tried pulling away
"Daisy?" Harry asked
"I said stop Harrison." I yelled pushing him away
"Daisy look at me." Harry grabbed my hand.
"No let go of me please." I cried he let go of me and I ran inside and started crying.
"Daisy what's wrong?" Paddy asked
"Nothing." I said wiping the tears off my face
"It has to be something your crying." He said
"Paddy I'm fine just go get Harry for me." I said
"I can't he is to busy beating up Harrison." He said
"What?" I ran back outside
"Harry stop!" I screamed
"No he touched you." He yelled
"Harry stop please." I touched his back
"Babe he touched you and it's my fucking fault." He yelled
"No it's not let's just go inside." I said grabbing his hand
We walked inside and walked up to my room. I just laid down on my bed and cried.
"Princess please don't cry." Harry picked me up
"But if it wasn't for me Harrison and you would still be friends, I wouldn't be making your guys life a living hell I just want to end it all." I cried holding onto him
"Princess don't say that." He held me tighter
"Harry I can't do this anymore I'm tired." I cried
"I know but just let me love you when your heart is tired..." He said
"If your ghost pulls you up high and it feels like you've lost who you are...." I cried
"I read your song book I'm sorry." He said
"It's fine I needed to here that." I smiled weakly
"Harry I need to talk to you for a second." Tom knocked on the door.
"Okay hold on." He laid me down on my bed
"It's okay go you took them all away I can't do it." I touched his arm
"Okay just give me two minutes." He smiled
"Okay, and Harry just letting you know don't believe what you hear about me I love you and only you." I kissed him
"I love you too." He kissed me back
He walked out the door and I went into the bathroom and locked the door. I grabbed one razor and cut up each of my arms in one cut and I heard Tom and Harry calling my name I'm hoping they are too late. By the time they got into the bathroom everything went black.
Hope you guys enjoyed the chapter❤️