"Kiss me like you wanna be loved,
wanna be loved,
wanna be loved.
This feels like falling in love,
falling in love,
falling in love." Kiss Me - Ed Sheeran
Dear Luke, April 22, 2014
I'm about to tell you. Why you crashed, why I'm sad, and why I can't wear short sleeves half the time. I want to tell you I love you. More than anything in the world. If you can't accept this... You can't leave me again, Luke.
Wish me luck.
-Ashton
"Luke, I have to tell you something." Ashton said, looking at the front door. Anything to look away from those curious blue eyes that seemed to captivate the older boy.
"Sure, what is it?" Luke paused his video game and faced Ashton. He wanted Ashton to look at him, but he was trained on the white door.
"The other day, you asked me why you were in an accident. Do you still want to know?" Ashton secretly hoped that he didn't care. He just wanted Luke to hold him.
"Of course."
Ashton finally found Luke's deep blue eyes and wished he could just get lost in them and swim away in the blue. "I told you it was because of me."
"Is it not?" Luke asked.
"No, it is. It's my fault. But I think I should show you why, instead of explaining." Luke nodded and watched Ashton pull up the sleeves on his grey sweatshirt. His curiosity grew with each bracelet being slipped off, but his heart sunk further and further. He knew what was happening and he couldn't accept it.
All of the bracelets were gone now and Luke felt like his stomach hit the floor. Why would Ashton ever do that? He couldn't wrap his head around the idea that someone as beautiful as him would ever do that. But this still didn't explain why he was an accident.
Ashton couldn't stop the tears that slipped down his cheeks. Luke hasn't said a word since he took off his bracelets. He just held his right wrist, staring. It made Ashton uncomfortable, but Luke needed to see this. "Do you hate me?" Ashton croaked.
Luke shook his head in disbelief and dropped Ashton's wrist. He touched Ashton's cheeks and wiped away the tears. "I could never hate you Ashton. No matter what you did."
Ashton savored the feeling of Luke's touch and wanted to melt away. "I'm sorry, Luke."
Luke lifted Ashton and sat him on his lap. He wrapped his arms around him and kissed his cheek. "You don't need to be sorry." Luke peppered Ashton's face with kisses - his nose, his cheeks, his forehead, and finally his lips. They tasted salty with tears.
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Something had been ignited within Luke. He thought it felt like cold fire. He was curious and something about the way their lips moving together had him practically hysterical.
"L-Luke?..."
Ashton broke the kiss, partly because he was out of breath, partly out of shock.
"Shh, Ash,"Luke soothed, rubbing his cheekbone gingerly.
He leaned in again, connecting their lips in a heavy kiss, everything Luke had been feeling being expressed though his intense lip lock with Ashton.
He needed Ashton to know that he was there and someone obviously thought he was far too perfect to mutilate himself like that.
Ashton, more grateful than anything for Luke's touch, put his arms around his neck and pulled himself closer to Luke.
Not after too long, Luke took his lips away from Ashton's and began to sprinkle sweet kisses along the tender skin of his neck.
"I- I- Luke...."
"I know, babe," he spoke against Ashton's neck and smirking when he felt the goosebumps rise on his skin.
At some point, Luke had pushed Ashton down on the couch, and straddled his waist. He'd grown eager, the unexplainable craving for more contact gnawing at him. So he tore off Ashton's hoodie, only to be disappointed with another article of clothing.
"Why the fuck are you wearing so much clothes?" Luke murmured, nibbling on his ear, enjoying the soft, breathy moans escaping Ashton's lips. He started moving his hips around, having his pants get tighter and tighter at the feeling of Ashton's quickly growing hard on beneath him.
Of course poor Ashton was swirling around in a deadly sea storm of emotions. He'd been longing and craving Luke's mere presence for too long. And now he's grinding on him as if the accident never happened. As if he never forgot everything they shared.
"Flawless. Beautiful. Perfect. Adorable. Precious," with each word, Luke kissed a different spot on Ashton's now bare chest.
Ashton would have been worrying heavily and pushing himself further into the depths of darkness if Luke hadn't ripped both their pants off. Which left only
two pairs of boxers between their repeatedly colliding members.
"Luke..." Ashton whined, biting his lip.
"Shh.." He hummed again, tracing the deep ridge down the centre of his toned abdomen down to his crotch. Luke palmed him and Ashton instantaneously hissed with pleasure that was nearly painful.
"What do you want, Ashton," Luke purred against Ashton's v-line, lazily leaving sporadic licks & kissed along it.
"S-...-" he cut himself off with a yelps moan, looking down at Luke, who had the waistband of his boxers between his teeth. Ashton stared down at his huge blue orbs that were his absolute weakness, mouth hanging open.
Luke eventually broke eye contact to pull the flimsy material completely off Ashton.
His raging erection sprung free and Luke, consumed in curiosity & anticipation, quickly took hold of it. Ashton jolted up, clenching his jaw at the new contact.
Luke had honestly no idea what to do next, he didn't remember ever being in such a position. So he just figured to do what he would like to be done to himself and started stroking slowly.
"F-fast....er..." Ashton whispered.
A smirk tugged at the corners of Luke's lips, watching this God of a boy fall into a moany, sweaty mess at the tips of his fingers.
"S-so.... good.... Fuck," Ash muttered as Luke quickened the pumping.
"Luke.... I'm-"
"Not until I say," Luke hissed in Ashton's ears, only making him want to come even sooner.
Wanting to get an even stronger reaction out of Ashton, Luke began sucking the tip. To which Ashton moaned loudly.
Not after long, Ashton began thrusting up into his mouth, insidiously in need of more contact. Luke hummed around his aching member, pushing Ashton almost over the edge right there.
He removed his mouth and moved himself further on top of Ashton to line his hard up with his entrance. "Y-you do-don't ha-have.... to.... Lukey....."
"I want to," with that he thrusted into Ashton, groaning at the new & elating feeling around his member. This was volumes better than what Luke had experienced with girls, and why he was in love with Ashton was quickly being brought into the light.
"S-so good....." Luke pants, still messily pumping Ashton.
The older lad was seeing stars at this point; moaning, panting, and swearing obscenities as if it were his job. He was close, and Luke knew it too.
"L-Luke I-" Ashton failed to complete his statement as he'd just came in Luke's hand. And shortly after, Luke climaxed in him.
They lie on the sofa, chest to chest, listening to each other's breathing.
"I...." Luke began, trying to find some sort of explanation for the whole thing, but could think of nothing but an impulsive decision. He'd only wanted to show Ashton somehow that he thought he was too precious to destroy himself.
"Luke... It's okay," Ashton soothed, cuddling into his chest,"Just go to sleep." Those were the last words Ashton spoke before drifting into a deep sleep.
"I love you Ashton." Luke whispered before kissing the older boy's sweaty cheek.
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Okay I didn't write the smut bc awko but @quantum-fags did and she did an absolutely stunning job so you should follow her or check out one of her stories because they are great(:
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-Katie♡