Dear Diary, March 29, 2014
Lacey gave me this journal, saying it could "help me to write a few things out." So here I am, writing to an imaginary therapist.
How do you feel?
I feel... I feel a lot of things. I feel guilty for making that Ashton kid cry, I feel guilty for breaking up with Aleisha, I feel guilty for asking how I knew Ashton.
I wish I remembered what happened.
Why was I even in an accident? Calum said Ashton should tell me, but I think that is a crock of shit to be brutally honest. Ashton can't even look me in the eyes to talk to me. What did I do to him?
Were we happy? As a couple? I want to know. I want someone to give me answers, not someone saying that someone else should. When I want an answer I need it. I don't need to wait a week.
I wanna know what happened. For the last year. I wanna know why I fell in love with Ashton, if it even was love.
I want to talk to Ashton. Privately.
-Luke
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Short chapter, but Luke got a journal so pay attention! Hope you enjoy it!
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-Katie♡