I wish I were stronger,
That I could hold it in a little longer,
But it's breaking me in half,
You are.
You are it that is tearing me apart,
Slowly forming cracks in my heart.
You drown your worries in that poisonous liquid,
That makes your mind numb.
At least to you,
Because you don't see what I go through.
Your shadow staggers and screams,
At me
When I've done no wrong.
You take your pain out on a innocent soul,a broken soul.
My heart yells for me to stay,
For when the morning comes your mind is blank,
The only memory is the smell on your breath.
Am I supposed to thank you?
For this damage?
For this hurt?
I guess I should.
Because I will never be like you, leaveing others behind,
Spreading anger and sorrow.
But I forgive you,
No matter how many times I'm broken,
Or hurt,
I will always smile.
And say please,don't do it again.
Please.