I walk alone
Walking is better
It give you a chance to process things
I light a cigarette
As my thoughts trailed to him
Today he wore a blue flower crown
That complimented
His beautiful
Blue eyes
I also noticed he had a nose ring (a/n I know he doesn't but just go along with it)
I admired how small he was
Just so petite
I sigh
Lighting a cigarette
With tears coming down my face
But they could not match what I felt inside
So I smoked
Hoping the toxins would kill me soon