I sit alone
With my headphones in
It seems to be the only thing keeping me sane
I'm quite sad
At the moment
So I pick a playlist with sad songs
I smile when I hear Ed Sheerans voice
His lyrics linger in my mind
As I'm about to light my cigarette
Someone taps my shoulder
Its HIM
My mind goes blank
He smiles
Oh god I could never get enough of his smile
"Why?" He asks softly pointing to my cigarette
"Because I've lost something" I say
"What have you lost?" He asks,
He's so curious
"My innocence this time" I say lighting my cigarette
"Maybe its lingering on my pillow" I say to myself but loud enough for him to hear me
He stays silent
Asking no more questions
Leaving us in silence
Thats okay
But everything
Is
Just
So
Silent.
YOU ARE READING
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FanfictionWhere Geoff smokes to much and Awsten is just too innocent to date anyone like Geoff.