Everytime I see you I get reminded of the old,
The memories flashing back of the heart you stole
At that moment I couldn't be more sure,
That I didn't want you for the mind you tore
You made me breathless everytime I caught sight,
You'd make me feel worthless, for you I would fight
I would stand in the mirror and take a glance,
And dream of a fairytale, a ballroom dance
I thought you'd be the one to love me for me,
But boy was I wrong, why couldn't I see
That you were nothing but a distraction from the old,
Only later will I realize when the memory unfolds
Everytime I see you I lose all hope,
I know you're not my support rope
I can't hold on to that feeling you gave me,
Because I knew that was imaginary
So now I'll try, I'll try, I'll try,
To move on and live my own life
I'll forget about you and that childish grin,
That smile that made my whole world spin
I'll forget the way you look at me,
I'll close my eyes and truly be free
I'll never think twice about my feelings for you,
Because like I said before it was nothing true
I thought you possibly might like me for me,
But boy I'm trying to finally break free.
~Via