• Saturday | June 17th, 2017 | 12:27am •
I woke up to the feeling of me being in someone's arms. I opened my eyes to see Dillon as he carried me up the stairs.
"hey" He whispered once he noticed that I had opened my eyes
I was too tired to talk so I just gave him a slight smile.
He carried me all the way up to my room and helped me into bed. The minute my body hit the soft mattress I was already falling back asleep.
"goodnight" He said before leaving the room
"goodniii" I barely got out, my eyes were struggling to stay open
I was on the brink of sleep, feeling my body finally relax when I heard some noises coming from outside my bedroom. I heard things falling and then the floor shook a little as if someone fell.
"Adoni-!" I heard Dillon yell right before I heard one noise that was way too familiar to me
*BANG*
My body shot up as soon as I heard that sound vibrate through the air. I tried to get up when I realized that my wheelchair was still downstairs.
"Dillon!" I called waiting for a response
Instead I heard the doorknob start to twist. My heart began to beat faster as the door opened. For some reason I knew it wasn't going to be Dillon, or Damien, or Dom to walk in. and I was right. as soon as I seen who was behind the door my throat became dry and my eyes were wide open
"Casey?"
"miss me?" He asked with a sinister smile
"h-how?" I asked not believing my eyes, he died, he's supposed to be dead but instead there was a huge eye patch where his left eye was
"I'm not that easy to get rid off" He chuckled as he walked towards the bed
I looked over to the nightstand to grab my phone but it wasn't there. The only choices I had were to either get out if bed and crawl which wouldn't help or stay in bed.
"don't worry, I'm not here to kill you. yet" He said sitting on the edge of the bed
"then why are you here?" I asked
"how are your legs, when should you be up and walking again?" He asked
"why the fuck do you care, you're the one who did this?"
"actually no you did this to yourself. and I do care, didn't the nurse I sent give you the treatment?"
"that was you?" I should've known
"that dose was supposed to help give you back feeling in your legs, you haven't experienced any twitches or anything like that?" He asked like he genuinely cared
So that's what I felt earlier when my toe curled, or is he just lying?
"fuck you know about medicine and treatments?" I asked while rolling my eyes
"Damien never told you? I'm quite the chemist, I would've gone places if it weren't for him. I probably could've cured cancer" He sighed
"what do you want, to ruin my life, to save me, to kill me?"
"I tried to save you but look where that got me" He said pointing to his eye "kill you? nah that's too easy, but ruin your life that you have yourself to thank for. I won't kill you because I want you to live through what I went through, I want you to experience firsthand what Damien did to me"
"and that would be?"
"he never told you?" He asked surprised
"told me what exactly?" I asked
"now I get it, now I understand why you're still with him. he never told you" He whispered to himself "you're pretty smart so I'm sure you must've asked...but he probably said he didn't do anything. he probably promised you that he didn't, right?"
I felt a tear start to roll down my cheek. He was preaching about trust but he lied straight to my face. I hope whatever shit that's coming out of Casey's mouth right now is just that, bullshit.
"you probably feel stupid right now don't you? it's okay he has his ways of making people feel that way. anyways story time..."
"shutup"
"I'm sorry but you're gonna listen. so we met when, I think about three years ago..."
Damien said two years ago
"we met in the club actually, things got heated and you know we fucked and shit..."
He also said they never had sex
"just like you I was 17 at the time, except I was soon gonna turn 18 which plays a very huge factor in our story which I'll get to later. Anyways we dated for about a week and a half..."
He also said three days
"that's all the boring stuff, now let's get to the interesting things. at the time he had just started to do porn, I didn't know that yet though. so one day, I think around June he invited me over for a dinner date at his old apartment. He made everything so special and nice, even made his bomb ass lasagna. He treated me so nicely, he was kind, a gentleman, so sweet. next thing you know we were fucking all over the apartment, I'm not gonna go in much detail but it was really good."
"so he fucked you so good that you hate me for it?"
"that's just the beginning. anyways the next day I got home and I called him but he didn't answer. I assumed he was at work or something so I didn't really think it was anything. That went on for three days, I never got a call back and I always was sent to voicemail so I just assumed that things were over between us." He said looking down at the covers
"so he hit and quit, I still don't understand why you would go through so much to hurt me" I said confused
"I'm not done. So the fourth day after that night I had an interview at Massachusetts Institute of Technology, my dream school. I was offered a full ride scholarship for academics, and they have the best science programs. Anyways so I had to go to an interview with the admissions lady and when I got there she told me that I was a perfect candidate, but after a background check they found some stuff that they deemed inappropriate so they couldn't accept me. I was confused because I didn't know what she was talking about so I asked what they found and she told me she couldn't share that information with me, which was stupid because it's about me but whatever...
"so I'm crying and crying about not getting in so I called my mom because I go to her whenever I need someone to talk to. She didn't answer though, I kept calling and calling then she eventually picked up. Before I could even get a word out she was yelling at me that I shouldn't come home and that I'm a disgrace to our family, I'm disgusting and that I would go to hell. I was so confused and at the same time so hurt that my own mother could say such a thing to me. She didn't even tell me why she just kept yelling then hung up. I could tell by the tone in her voice though that she meant what she said when she told me not to come home so I went to my cousins place.
"she was kind enough to let me stay and let me vent to her. At this point I was a mess, my dream college didn't accept me for some strange reason, my mom had kicked me out for god knows what so I was just standing in the shower and crying it all out. when I got out I saw that I had about ten missed calls from a good friend of mine and then a text that said to call him back and that it was urgent. so I did expecting him to say something like someone had died or something I don't even know. it's funny because I'm actually the one that died, I'm the one who lost my life."
"no" I thought, Damien wouldn't do that
"I called him and he began blabbering about this video he saw and how he couldn't believe his eyes and stuff. so I told him to calm down and explain what happened. instead he sent me a link for me to see for myself. so I ended the call and clicked the link that he had sent. it opened straight up to every man's favorite website, pornhub. I was confused as to why he was sending me porn but I just clicked play anyways to see what the big fuss was about. Only a second into the video my phone fell out of my hand and I felt my heart crumble. the video was of me, and Damien, that night he had invited me over. He had videotaped the whole thing and posted it on his pornhub.
"at that moment I wanted to die, my life was completely over. Now I understood what was deemed inappropriate by the school, now I understood why my mom had called me disgusting. My sex tape, that I knew nothing about, was posted online and being shared everywhere on social media. I was angry, I wanted to sue. I marched over to his place but he was gone and so were his things. What made everything worse was that the next day I was turning 18, and according to law I was now an adult. I couldn't do anything about it anymore because I was no longer underage. you asked what you did to me Adonis to deserve this, nothing absolutely nothing."
"I don't believe you" I said, there's no way
He pulled out his phone and showed me, the video of him and Damien. Worst of all it was still posted of Damien's account.
"and now Adonis, you're gonna live that. I couldn't get him in trouble because I was 18, but you Adonis you're still 17. You can help me get justice for what happened to me" He said looking serious
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry he did that to you but I can't get him in trouble for a one sided story. How do I know you didn't know he was taping it?"
"I knew you'd probably say that, it's okay my job here is still done" He said resting back
"how? Damien and I don't have a sex tape and I'm not gonna make one with him so you're out of luck"
"oh silly Adonis, on the contrary. You don't have a sex tape...that you know of" He said with a smirk
"what are you talking about, Damien would never do that. sure we have each others nudes but we've never made a sex tape" I said trying to think of a time we might have but I couldn't think of anything
"Adonis tell me something. You remember that night before Damien's birthday, you took him out to dinner and such, so sweet by the way. After that you decided to treat him to some all night dessert. You took him to the hotel and if I recall correctly the receptionist said, and I quote 'it seems your room has been upgraded'. How exactly do you think you got that room upgrade?" He asked with a sinister smirk
My eyes began to widen. Did he...could he...
"nothing in this world comes free my friend" He said before lifting up his phone to show me everything from that night.
The blindfolds, the cock ring, the whips all around the room, the moans.
My heart dropped.
"oh by the way I saw your movie, I didn't know you could preform like that"
"we just wanted to remind you that tonight is your night, you can do anything you like"
It all made sense now, they had also seen the tape.
"why?" I asked with barely any emotion
I couldn't feel any part of my body now. I was numb, but my body was shaking.
"right now the cops are on their way to arrest Damien at the club. He will be charged with statutory rape, since you're a minor, and he will be charged with underage pornography. you Adonis will receive a letter in a week or two from whatever college you plan on attending this fall saying that they can't accept you. You'll try and apply to a lot of schools but all will say the same until you find a really shitty college that will finally accept you. That's not it though, everyday for the rest of your life people will talk about you, judge you as if it were your judgement day, they'll call you names, they laugh and mock you. You'll never get a career, not a good one at that. Your kids will be haunted by this. Your face will be everywhere once this scandal hits the news by morning. 24 year old Damien Russell arrested for underage pornography and having a sexual relationship with 17 year old Adonis Love, the headlines will read. In ten years Ellen might call you saying she wants to have an interview with you about this scandal but by that time your life has been ruined. I'm sorry to do this to you Adonis, but I needed my revenge for what he did to me and if that's him rotting in prison then so be it. My plan never involved you having to suffer like this, I tried to save you but you didn't want my saving. So now you will live with this mistake for the rest of your life. Adonis Love, welcome to my life."
This can't be happening. No, I'm dreaming. He's not alive I saw him die right in front of me. Damien did not do those things to him. My sex tape is not on pornhub. This has got to be a big misunderstand.
"you look just like I did when I found out. I am really sorry Adonis, maybe I'll send a postcard or something" He said getting up to go to the door
"oh and congratulations on your high school diploma, you're going to need that for your job at the supermarket" He said with a wink
That's when I realized, I had met Casey before. On mother's day, when I went to go buy some flowers for my moms grave.
"dude, I said thirty sixty-two" The guy behind the register said bringing my attention back to him
I pulled out my wallet and handed him my debit card to pay for the items. Dylan turned to look at me one more time before grabbing his bags and walking away. The cashier handed me my card back with a receipt for my things.
"Thanks for shopping here, have a great day" He said with a noticeable attitude
"I saw you...at the supermarket" I finally opened my mouth to say
"yeah. I'll let my boss know that you're looking for a job. obviously when you can walk again of course" He said before opening the door
He was about to walk out but I called him back.
"wait!"
"yes?" He asked turning around
"one more question. on prom night, how did you write that letter in Damien's handwriting?" I asked, it was a question that had been haunting me for a while now
"Lucas' mom wrote it. what's her name? Sienna, Ciara?"
Cierra. She was in on it too?
"before you get that worried face don't, she didn't betray you...technically. I forced her to write it, either she write or Lucas died was what I told her. I didn't even know her and Damien had the same handwriting until I saw it. besides, she's not who you have to worry about betraying you" He chuckled
"w-what do you mean?" I asked confused
"you really don't know? Adonis are you that blind to see what's in front of you?"
I was still confused.
"my brother. He literally almost told you my name. He calls me Kay. I was about to kill him when he got home but you hadn't figured it out so I let him be" He said walking towards the bed
Calls him Kay? I was completely confused until I began to remember
"you have a brother?" India and I asked in sync
"yeah he staying in town for a while, I can't wait till that nigga leave" He said rolling his eyes
"why?" I laughed
"because he's mad annoying and he keeps touching my shit"
"how old?"
"twenty, he turns twenty-one soon" He responded
"what's his name?" India asked
"Kay"
"that's an interesting name" I laughed
"well I call him Kay, his real name is-" He started before he was interrupted
Oh no. Tyler
"I'm surprised you didn't suspect him. He was who I initially sent to spy on you guys but he wasn't really getting anything out of you, so I sent Dylan. Eli was no help either" He said rolling his eyes
Mr Daly too. I was about to cry, all the people I let into my life, the people I trusted weren't really there for me?
Tyler was so nice to me though, I would've never expected him to be two faced. I really can't believe this.
"what's he doing alive?" Dylan asked walking into the room with a gun in his hand
"I told you we're not killing him" Casey whispered to him
"I already took care of the other one, I can't have no witnesses" Dylan said angrily
Took care?
"where's Dillon?" I asked but I kind of already knew the answer to that question
"his head is under the stairs, his legs are currently burning in the fire place and his hands, that I want to keep for my own self pleasure"
Oh my god. no, he's lying.
"DILLON!" I began to scream
He's gonna hear me and he's gonna come running through the door to save me.
"DILLON!"
"don't worry you'll join him soon" He said walking up to me and pressing the gun to my temple
"I said no!" Casey warned "he lives"
"well that's too bad..."
"what is?" Casey asked
I felt the gun leave my temple and he quickly pointed it at Casey and shot him.
*BANG*
*BANG*
"it's too bad that's not up to you" He said as the sound of the gun vibrated in my ear
He shot him.
"now where was I?" He said pointing it back to my head
"wait" I begged
"what?" He asked impatiently
"w-why'd you kill him?" I asked feeling tears rushing from my eyes now
"because he was in my way"
"no not him, d-d-dillon" I struggled to get out "what did he ever do to you?"
"he stole my life" He said monotone
"h-how?" I asked trying to save some time
"look I'm not that bitch ass nigga, I didn't come here for story time"
"please"
"in middle school we were best friends, we had everything the same. we both had only one brother, both were kinda rich, both had the same friends. long story short he became more popular, started bullying me and had everyone against me. I was looked down on by everyone, even my own family which loved him more than they loved me." He quickly explained
"wait you guys knew each other?" I asked surprised, Dillon never mentioned
"yes. He doesn't know that though. When I turned 18 I changed my name to Dylan, my plan was to take everything he took from me. When I met Casey and he had the same plans for Damien we got along, until his bitch ass became soft."
"so you kill him because he was more popular than you and had what you wanted? you really are a psycho" I said
"psycho and proud, do me a favor though. let that nigga know when you get down or up there that I won" He said with a smile
This can't really be it. I can't really be dying. This has got to be a dream.
I felt the cold metal touch my temple again.
It's not a dream. This was reality. And this was it. Who knew loving someone could actually bring me to death. They were right all along, I should've left when I had the chance. I should have listened when I was told. But I believed in love more. but then again was it really love? or was it just Wrongful Lust?
*BANG*
THE END
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I know you all hate me right now but there's a reason I killed both Adonis and Dillon. To find out that reason go check out the chapter after this one which is called "Behind the Scenes", where I will answer some questions for y'all. Thanks for reading and I hope you ENJOYED!