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-L
Derek's pov
I walked into the basement looking for stiles it was his first full moon and he hadn't turned yet. I looked around alpha eyes helping me do so then called out "stiles!?" He didn't answer but I heard his heart pump louder, then I found him ... He had tied himself up with chains and he had his eyes closed tightly.
"Stiles shh I'm gonna get you through this but open your eyes for me, please?" I asked
"I don't wanna" he whispered back
"Why?" I looked at him confused
"I don't want you to judge me" he said innocently
"Stiles... I'd never judge you, open your eyes" I told him
He just nodded and slowly started to open his eyes.... They were blue. I sighed, why would he think I would judge him, I have blue eyes myself. I sighed again.
"Stiles I have blue eyes too, how'd you get yours?" I asked quietly
"Someone was chasing me, they were trying to kill me Derek, it was out of self defence... I promise" he sobbed
"It's okay sti, I believe you... I killed Paige, but you know that" I frowned, after that I just hugged him till the moon properly came up.
----------------30minutes later------------------
Stiles' pov
I growled at the man standing in front of me, baring my fangs and letting my nails grow. "Stiles say it again!" Derek shouted at me holding my shoulders "alpha, beta, omega" I whispered out trying to focus on the words "it's not working!" I yelled at him "Again!"he replied quickly breathing in sync with me to try and calm me down "alpha....beta....omega.... Alpha....beta....omega.... Alpha....beta....omega" I tried again but again I just got angrier "stiles considering it's not working focus on me!... My voice, eyes anything to calm you down" he said lifting my chin so I was looking at him "you should go Derek! I don't wanna hurt you" I yelled nearly begging him guilt lining my voice as I growled at him and pulled at the chains holding me back "aarrgh DEREK!" I yelled again growling as he got closer to me not listening to what I said "GO!" I reinforced "no stiles, I'm not leaving you, you can get through this!" He yelled back at me making me focus on his words I looked him dead in the eye I felt like I couldn't control what was happening to be but at the same time I just wanted to kiss Derek.... And that was completely my decision... I went for it I leaned in placing my lips on his kissing him with everything i had, I stopped 'turning' when he kissed me back. I pulled out of the kiss and just looked at him astonished "why did that stop me?" I questioned "because I'm your mate and you don't want to hurt me which is the exact same reason as to why I couldn't leave you me and my wolf wanted to stay for our mate" he retorted "oh..." I replied "I get if you don't wanna be my mate stiles but still..." He started, interrupting me mid-sentence "No I do because I'm in love with you sourwolf which is why I kissed you" I interrupted he just smiled and leaned in again I happily obliged and kissed him again just as much passion as the first time "I can control this as long as you're here so please don't leave me" I begged "I'm not going anywhere, baby" I rested my forehead on his and we just looked at each other our noses touching. Then morning light shone through the solitary window that was in the basement of Derek's loft"
I got through my first full moon.