Fuck. Why did this happen again?
I thought it was going so well,
why do you think that we're different?
So different that we can't work
but we genuinely loved each other,
I guess you lost that love
because you broke up with me
and left me alone and broken again.
I thought this time would be different,
I thought you actually loved me
but how could that be true?
How could anyone ever love me?
It was at the worst possible time,
that you did this to me,
because I was feeling like shit,
like a complete fuck up
and that's all that I am,
just a huge fucking fuck up
because I can't do anything right.
I promised myself something,
but I have broken that promise,
to not be affected by this
but it's fucking hard to do,
getting over you
because you were a huge part of my life
and why did you leave?
why did you leave?
why?
All I really want is to die now
because you were the only good thing in my life
but my life is over now
and there's no point in doing this shit anymore,
live, I mean.
But fuck that, I'm not gonna die
just because I lost you.
You think I'm too reckless?
That I do too much crazy shit?
This is the only time to do this kind of shit,
why grow up now?
I'll do whatever the fuck I want
just because I can, I'm a teenager,
hear me roar, mother fuckers,
when I'm skating down the street
yelling at the top of my lungs at midnight.
You don't do anything like this.
It's a whole new different drug
and, you know, I've been clean for a while,
I'm gonna stay that way
because when the adrenaline starts pumping
there's no one that could ever stop me.
You've witnessed this yourself,
you made my adrenaline pump the most
and I refrained from doing insane shit
but now I'm just gonna go fucking wild,
the animal's been cut loose
but is that really a good idea?
i don't give a fuck!
I'm done with this thinking shit,
it's all about doing these days
so I'll do some crazy shit now
and hopefully end up in a facility somewhere
where they're telling me I'm completely insane
and I'll have the biggest grin on my face
because sitting there means only one thing:
victory.