-day fifteen-
I woke up in a hospital bed today, I must of passed out in the car. as soon as I awoke I cried. I miss you biggums. they let me go home and as soon as I did I went to my room but Adam no longer is letting me close my door, and he remove all locks in the house besides the front and back doors. I fell asleep and dreamed of you. you where in the kitchen eating cereal as I walked out you got up and hug me, as you did you whispered in my ear. "smile for me biggums" that's what you always use to say when I was down in the dumps. I woke up and cried. I got in my car and left, I grabbed a red rose and brung it to your grave. I decided I was going to bring one every day. I laid by your grave and talked to you. did you hear me? I hope you did.