YOUR P.O.V
harry told me everything the vault the three headed dog snape cursing his broom and how we had to find anything to do with Nicolas flamel.
"are you sure it was snape?" i asked
"im positive it was him the night the troll attacked you i saw he was hurt on his ankle he was bitten by the three headed dog what ever hagrid got out of that safe is in the castle and snape wants it" harry explained
"how could snape do this?" i thougtht to myself.
"so lets start researching" i said hidding the saddness in my voice
"its not gonna be so easy we looked a thousand times we need to find a way into the restricted section" he said i could tell all of this was bothering him. without realizing it we both found our selfs out side i watched the snow flakes hit the ground. i stopped for a moment to take in the breath taking beauty that was infront of me.
"its beautiful" i said harry simply nodded and smiled we walked closer and sat on the stone ledge.
harry put his arm around my shoulder.
"im scared for you" harry said after moments of silence. i looked at him puzzled.
"why?"i asked he looked down
"all your life you been hurt really bad and even here you got hurt badly and im scared that one day you might get hurt so bad that ill lose you.....i dont want to lose you" he said the pain in his voice seeped out more and more with each word.
"i promise you harry no matter what ill never leave you i may get hurt at times but i promise ill always get back up" i said to him as i put my arm around his shoulder and smiled he smiled back.
"you know christmas is just a few days away" harry said cheerfully
"oh no i didn't get him anything! maybe i can make him something" i thought to myself
"it will be are first christmas together" he smiled
i smiled widely
"it will be the best christmas i ever had....well it shall be my first christmas i ever had but still it will always be the best" i said laughing at the end harry gave a small chuckle "every christmas with you will be the best" i added harry began to shiver "its cold out here wanna go get some hot chocolate?" harry asked
"i should go look in the library" i thought
"sorry i need to do something first ill meet you at lunch" i said harry nodded and walked off
i got up and made my way into the library.
~time skip~
i searched over and over but no luck i can't find the book mythical legends vol four i only found vol six "i give up i better go meet harry for lunch"
i began to make my way out of the library but was stopped by snape. a mix of sadness and anger brewed inside of me.
"im glad to see you out of the hosptal wing"he said in almost a whisper i glared at him
"think about harry don't hit snape" i kept thinking to my self over and over.
i simply walked past him i could feel his stare on me when i walked out.
~little time skip~
i was eating a sandwhich with harry, ron and Ron's twin brothers fred and George they where talking about new pranks they wanted to do and ron and harry talked about chest. i stayed slient and cracked a few giggles when the twins made a joke about blowing up one of the toliets and sending the seat home.
"so (y/n) are gonna be able to go home to your family for christmas or is it to late?" i believe fred asked me i froze for a moment i took a sip of water before speaking.
"i rather not talk about it" i said before looking to the side and saw snape at the teacher table he was looking at me with a slightly hurt expression i turned my attention back to the twin who we're gasping at me.
"the rumors are true" George said
"what rumors?"i asked
"your parents abuse you beat you don't they?" George ask
"what! no!" i yelled my heart raced
"my parents would never hurt me" i manged to say even though it felt like there is a hard lump in my throat trying to keep my words in.
"sorry we didn't mean to upset you" they both said i took another sip of water that didn't want to go down i coughed it back up. fred patted my back "it ok please change the subject" i said after i was done coughing.
"wait if your parents didn't hurt you who did?"ron blurted out
"shhh shut up ron!" the twins snapped at him
"terrible people" i whispered my throat felt dry and tears wanted to spring out. i looked back at snape who was glaring at Ron. i took the last bite of my sandwhich and downed my water. i rubbed my throat it still felt so dry eveyone was staring at me. i began breathing fast my heart felt like it was about to stop i could feel myself break into a small sweat i soon felt like i couldn't breath.
"i...i have to go" i said very fast as i go up and ran out i heard them all snap at Ron about opening his mouth.
"are you okay" harry asked
"yeah i need some air" i replied
"Ron feels bad for asking" he said
"it fine im not mad at anyone it just painful you know" i said
"yeah hey ill shake these guys off and come hang with you" he said
"okay" i simply replied
i took a few deep breaths as i walked down the hallway i closed my eyes and tried to calm down.
as i opened my eyes i saw star standing infront of me i gasped.
her Ice blue eyes scanned me
"hello pet" she giggled
"star please" i said in a whisper
she laughed and laughed her hair was a mess she truely looked like a lunatic. i darted down the hallway the only person i could think who could help was dumbledore.
"run little pet run i love a chase" she laughed
i quickly said the password to Dumbledore office and ran up tbe stairs.
"you think he can help you ah you crack me up" she said appering infront of me making me hault
"star come on what did i ever do to you?" i asked terrified
"everything everyone has high hopes that you'll complete there stupid plan but how can a bunch of childern take down a damn army" she spatted out
"i don't know what your talking about" i said she gave a wicked smile as she look aside me.
"be ashamed if you fell" she giggled i looked back down the stairs as i looked back her foot kicked me in the stomach knocking out the air in my lungs and sent me falling down the stairs. i manged to grab on to the rail and stop myself i laid there for a moment hissing at the pain before getting up and noticing star at the bottom of the stair i pulled out my wand as i ran back up the stairs i held on to my leg it hurt so bad i saw Dumbledore starting to come down the stairs with a confused look on his face.
"help me!" i yelled as i neared closer to him he grabbed my arm and pulled me to him.
"what the matter?"he asked
"s-star here" i cried he took me to his desk and sat me down on a chair he grabbed his wand and went to look for star down the stairs.
i felt a arm wrap around my neck so tightly i couldnt breath i couldnt even make a noise.
"he cant protect you forever you know soon ill be able to do some real damage to you and no one will be able to find your body" she whispered in my ear "you act like this innocent little girl do they know you have blood on your hands huh? no? hahaha i know you kill one of my brothers i dont blame you for that i do blame you for not showing much improvement you not showing much sign of changing how do you expect to kill my other brothers and my father if you dont change" she ranted releaseing her arms i took in deeps breaths i feel a bit faint.
"what why do you want me to kill your brothers and father?" i asked
"if i dont see any changes in you soon you wont ever find out" she hissed in my ear "oh and the book your searching for is nothing but ashs now" she whispered in my ear i could hear Dumbledore coming back up the stairs
"ill be back for you my pet" she said in a fading voice i looked behind me she was gone i cried in my hand "what change!? i dont want to kill anymore!" i cried harder i felt Dumbledore hand on my shoulder. he tilted my head to the side im sure he saw the red chock mark star must have left.
"are you okay?" he asked i shook my head no
"what happened?" he asked
i looked up at him only to see my mother and father behind him.
"it okay princess tell him anything you want to tell him he won't see you any differently" my father said
i looked at Dumbledore was staring at me with a questionable stare.
i began telling him about how star was after me and how she just came after me it was clear he only heard me speak he never heard her voice or saw her. i told him everything she had said to me i was scared to but i did.
"you have killed a man before?"he asked
"i never ment to kill him when they let me out for boxing he was in the room hawk threaten to kill me if i didnt fight him so i did next i know he was dead" i said crying
"did they make you fight any other people?" he asked i nodded my head yes
"i never ment to hurt any of them sir i swear it like i blacked out and then I'd come to and they were dead" i said wiping my tears Dumbledore handed me a tissue i thanked him i couldnt bring myself to look at him.
"how many people have you killed?" he asked i knew exactly how many people i killed.
"seven" i mumbled
"does it bother you that you took those lifes" he said i could tell he wasnt really asking. i began shaking
"sometime i feel bad about it not all the time but thats what scares me sometimes i feel like it was the right thing to do like i can feel that if i hadn't they hurt someone....i know it sound crazy but when i see them laying there dead that the feeling i had...it was...it was the thing to do....am i crazy sir?" i asked him finally looking up to meet his stare i couldn't tell what emotion he was showing.
"not at all so all the times they took you out of the cell to "box" you killed some one?"he asked "last question ill ask of the subject"he added
"not all the time....sometime i did box with hawk and wolf" i explained
he nodded his head
"well if star is waiting for you to be alone to attack i have no other choice than to put you under watch until i feel you may be safe" he said.
he patched me up i only assume he didn't want this to get out in to the open. we began talking Dumbledore told me he doesnt think im crazy beacuse he ran into a few students that were like me
and agreed to find another mythical legends vol four book if i agree to help him understand more about students that are like me. Dumbledore began telling story of his past nothing very interesting i blanked out for awhile as he talked.
"lets pack you a bag and ill see to it your looked after"he said as he placed his hand on my back