A couple days later my friend Matt asked me who I liked
But I didn't want to tell him because he tends to say most of my secrets to someone else
I finally couldn't hold it in anymore
Me: I like James, but please don't tell him
Well that didn't go well cause we were walking together during lunch and I pointed out that James near us
He was litterly a couple feet away talking to his friends
Matt: do you want me to tell him??
Me: No, yes...I don't know
(Geez don't mind my 7th grade mind)
He went ahead and walked toward as I kept telling him to stop
I quickly turned around and walked a different direction
I saw that he went up to James and all his friends faced his direction and Matt started talking
I litterly couldn't believe my eyes I had to turn around, this is it he's gonna think I'm weird, and not that good looking or something
After he was done talking to James I quickly walked up to him and he had a big smile across his face
Me: what? What did he say??
Matt: I was like you have a secret admirer, and He said who?? Is she pretty? And then I told him that she sits in the back of one of your classes, he said is it Isis isn't it and I told him yes
I kept replaying the part 'is she pretty' in my head thinking what if I'm not pretty enough for him?? What if he doesn't like me because I have hearing loss?? I was so confused
I remember that day I rode the bus home and on our way the bus broke down and I was so desperate to be with James
I would look out the window and look at the green hills and think of me and him holding hands, hugging,laughing, playing, laying down together anything and now I just needed him or wanted him with me so baaad at the moment
I got up out of my seat since everyone was hanging out till the bus was fixed and I talked to this girl (a friend of mine) Belen
Me: awww I just wish James was here and he's like it's ok baby don't worry and just hold me and.. I don't know
Belen: he is kinda cute
Me: oh yea he is but he's mine
Belen: ok
So one day I had 2nd period and I didn't do my homework
And when you don't do your homework you have to sit outside and do it while the rest of the class sits inside and corrects it with the teacher
Well there were a few kids outside with me and we all talked mostly and did the work
I just got done finishing talking to someone when the door opens and I expected to see Ms. Walker but it was James
He swung open the door and the first thing he did was look over at me and smile walking forward
He turned back toward his direction toward the drinking fountain
Girl: James Isis likes you!!
He turned around still walking backwards with that smile still across his face
James: I know
When he walked back from the drinking fountain he looked at me and smiled again while opening the door
I almost died from a heart attack
So next period I sat in my 3rd period class
So my seat is lined up against the wall where the door entrance and is kinda in the corner of the room
And James was right across from me just at the end of the room but in front of the class just like me just opposite side of the room
We had to read for 30 min. Before starting class well little did we know James wasn't reading so I looked up to glance and he was full on staring. I mean to the point where you know how when you stare to long your mouth kind of opens in awe
Well yea that's how James face was
His eyes I watched scanned my face he would mostly look at my mouth making me wonder if he was imagining us kissing or something
(Haha)
Sometimes the teacher would be like
Teacher: James you need to read
And he would act like it but he would keep glancing up at me or just stare at me
It was unreal
My face would turn pure red I would blush and blush a lot and my body would kinda of shake as if I was doing presentation or something
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