I am impatient, I hold no virtue in patience and I struggle to simply wait.
I am scared, I fear open water as the shear bareness feels like I'm drifting bait
I am stubborn, I refuse to comply to what I feel is wrong and my emotions guide me.
I am seeking to be free, I refuse to be bound to one place I desire to fly free as a bee.
I am obnoxiously loud, I'll rake your brain with my words because I fear in silence you judge.
I am certain, I know what I want and refuse to be a wavering black smudge.