I try to fake a laugh for you,
I try to plaster a smile
I try to do the best I can,
But now I'm asking why
I try to accomplish the hardest of tasks,
Just to make you proud
But all my effort has gone to waste,
Because all you can do is shout
I try to live my life to the fullest,
I try to catch my dreams
I try to work my best for you,
But now it's pulled apart at the seams
Whatever I did is useless now,
As it could never satisfy you
I tried to paint your life in radiance,
But now you've coloured me blue
I tried to see the best in you,
But you never noticed me for me
All my heart's desires have gone in vain,
What I tried you could never see
It's like I had vanished from the world in all,
My pleas and cries went unheard
When I tried no one extended a hand to me,
It was like I had no name in this world
I tried, I tried to make you happy,
But it's like I didn't matter to you
So now I'm here asking 'why try' again,
Because you had painted me blue.
~Via
Thanks SecretIdentity16 for the lovely cover 😍😍