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Daniel Howell: are you butt dialing?
Philip Lester: ???
Daniel Howell: because I saw that ass is calling me
Philip Lester: blockt
Daniel Howell: but baby :(
Philip Lester: Daniel
Daniel Howell: yes professor lester?
Philip Lester: 😷
Daniel Howell:
Philip Lester: 7.5
Daniel Howell: ????
Philip Lester: out of hundred
Daniel Howell: I RAISED .5 POINTS SCREAMING
Philip Lester: chill bro
Daniel Howell: I love you
Philip Lester: no homo, howell?
Daniel Howell: all the homo, lester!
Philip Lester:
Daniel Howell: WHEN I THOUGHT I COULDNT GET MORE GAY JESUS CHRIST
Philip Lester: thank you???👀
Daniel Howell: fuck me daddy
Philip Lester: its 9am chill
Daniel Howell: its closer to 10 then 9 baby
Philip Lester: stfu
Daniel Howell: I bet you're really good at dirty talk
Philip Lester: what
Daniel Howell: turn me on
Philip Lester: what
Daniel Howell: dirty talk!
Philip Lester: I'm at the grocery stfu
Daniel Howell: mind if I walk you home?
Philip Lester: ??
Daniel Howell: my mother always told me to follow my dreams
Philip Lester: that made no sense
Daniel Howell: I may not be Fred flintsone, but I can make your bed rock
Philip Lester: why am I still talking to you
Daniel Howell: because you love me!
Philip Lester: far from that
Daniel Howell: ): you hate me daddy?
Philip Lester: I'm not your father
Daniel Howell: you're my daddy
Philip Lester: buh bye
Daniel Howell: i love you
Dan sat at the table, watching random guys pass as he sipped his morning coffee. He went to the grocery this morning for a fresh cup of brew. Dan managed to finish his essay he'd been procrastinating for a week.
Phil had managed to check out without any sort of human interaction. Phil liked Saturday's, he liked going to the grocery in a pair of sleep pants and a hoodie two sizes too big.
Dan saw Phil.
Phil didn't even look Dan's way, but he didn't know to either.
Daniel Howell: I saw you again
Philip Lester: ??
Daniel Howell: I was in the cafe in the grocery.
Philip Lester: oh I didn't see you
Daniel Howell: I know
Philip Lester: why didn't come say hello
Daniel Howell: I like talking to you here. I'm not good with physical human interaction.
Philip Lester: saMe why you do you think I always take the self checkout???
Daniel Howell: but you're so beautiful?
Philip Lester: far from it, howell
Daniel Howell: but seriously you are??
Philip Lester: 😂
Daniel Howell: ):
Philip Lester: you should've came home with me so you could've put the groceries away for me 😫
Daniel Howell: then we could've fucked ;)
Philip Lester: absolutely not
Daniel Howell: yet
Philip Lester: on second thought glad you didn't come home with me
Daniel Howell: you joke
Philip Lester: I couldn't get drunk with a minor in my house
Daniel Howell: I turn nineteen this year???
Philip Lester: you're just a little pup
Daniel Howell: but daddy can still fuck me
Philip Lester: daddy don't want
Daniel Howell: !!!!
Philip Lester: ????
Daniel Howell: you referred yourself as daddy :)
Philip Lester: ok well gonna go get drunk big bye
Daniel Howell: be safe, don't drive anywhere and stay home. I love you
Philip Lester: you sound like mum stfu
Daniel Howell: I just care a lot about you
Philip Lester: why??? I'm so much older than you. Don't you have any your own age as friends?
Daniel Howell: the people my age wouldn't dare be seen with a freakishly tall with the most annoying curls known to fucking man
Philip Lester: but you seem so sweet
Daniel Howell: only to the ones that deserve. You're the only that deserves babe
Daniel Howell: I love you.
Phil Lester went offline. He will receive your messages when he logs back on.
Dan locked his phone. He knew the more he said Phil it'll probably scare him away, but something was telling him Phil needed to hear that from someone somewhere.
Phil downs his first shot, but setting the glass down to grab the bottle. Phil always managed to get drunk on the weekends to try and ignore all the events that happened the week before. He hardly left the house after the grocery, and even then he would try his hardest to stay away from the people. Phil would end up apologizing to every person he ran into or them running into him, he'd be the one to apologize.
Dan starts his nightly routine around eleven that night. Shower. Brush teeth. Warm tea, but only takes a sip before forgetting the tea was sitting next to the bed. Fighting his thoughts. And Pacing. Lots of pacing.
Phil stumbled drunkly into bed, the second empty bottle fall from his hand to the floor. Phil felt the room start to spin, he was aware completely. He reached up, before sitting them next to him again. Phil never really got piss drunk, usually after two bottles he was ready to pass out until the next day.
Dan wanted a companion. Someone to ease his thoughts to help him fall asleep. He would text Phil, but Dan is sure he's probably drunk or asleep.
Phil is dreaming. Dreaming of his future, a nice happy future which is all of the amazing this he'll have and do will be stripped from him without his consent.
Dan forces himself to lay in bed, staring into the dark room wide eyes only growing wider at the silence. Dan never has done well at night alone. He slept with his mum and dad until he was age twelve and they forced him to have a nightlight next to his bed.
"I love you, Phil." Dan whispered over and over again until eventually growing tired and falling asleep.
"Goodbye, Dan. See you soon." Phil spoke out loud, waking himself up and jumping from the bed to see an empty bed in the same empty flat.