Guilt ✹ Tracob

By klutzyvegetarian7

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In the perspective of Troye Sivan.. ✹ The innocence of eighteen year old, YouTube phenomenon, Troye Sivan Mel... More

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I took Jacob back home with me, knowing that the house was going to be empty for the weekend. Sage and Tyde went to spend the night at their friend's houses, and Mum and Dad went to stay with my aunt, as she was sick.

"So, how are we going to film this?" Jacob asked.

"I want to film a one shot, and have no editing.." I said. "Editing my videos is a pain.."

"Why don't you just have another livestream?"

"I guess we could.." I said, setting up my camera and mic. "Now.. I still haven't come out to my viewers yet... so we need to keep this.. secret.."

"Deal.." He smiled.

/

"Hey guys!" I said to the camera, watching my viewers flood in. "I'm here with a special guest.."

"Me!" Jacob said. "Hey guys. I'm a best friend of Troye's.."

"So how's everyone doing?" I asked.

Who's the dude?

He's cute.

Troye, are you trying to tell us something?

"What would I be trying to tell you?" I asked.

Gay?

Are you gay?

Boyfriend??

"No, no..." I said. "I'm straight.." I smiled, knowing I just seriously lied.

Okay

We'll believe you

You can tell us if you're actually gay

We all love you Troye!

"I love you guys, too.." I said. Jacob smiled at the camera, reading the comments.

"So how is everyone?" Jacob asked.

We're good

Nothing much is going on

I've been bored af all day

This is the only thing I've been out of bed for

I'm still in my bed, wtf

Jacob laughed. "I hardly did a thing today, too.."

"Same.." I said.

/

After the livestream, I shut my camera off, and Jacob laid down in my bed.

"I'll be right back.." I said. "Do you want a drink?"

"I'll take a water bottle.." He said. "Thanks.." I went upstairs, getting out drinks, and came back down to find Jacob shirtless. "Um.."

"Now can we be more than.... best friends?" He asked, taking the drinks from me. He sat them down on my bedside table, and his hands went up my shirt. Our lips collided as he pushed me down on my bed, climbing on top.

"Jacob... I don't know.." I said.

"Shh..." He bit his lip. "I won't hurt you... unless you like that.."

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"You're doing so good, Troye.." He thrusted against my frail body as I groaned through the pain. "Are you okay?"

"Keep.. Going..." I said, breathing heavily. "Pl-ease..."

"I'm almost there.." Jacob said, and seconds later, I felt an overwhelming sensation come over me. He finished, kissing my back, then flipped me back over, exposing my abdomen.

"Come here..." I pulled him against me, kissing his neck, my hands grabbing onto his back. "You're so perfect..."

"Show me.." He said. "Show me how you love me.."

"You want me to take charge?"

"Please..." He demanded. I climbed on top of him. "Fuck.... That hurts.."

"Are you okay?" I teased, thrusting.

"Keep going, damn it.." He snapped, so I complied. I continued to make him happy until I was out of breath. "You're amazing, Troye..."

"I'm definitely not amazing.." I said, laying next to him.

"Right.." Jacob smiled. "You're perfect..."

"Jacob, I'm not perfect.." I blushed.

"Aw, are you getting embarrassed?" He continued to humiliate me, making me feel more and more embarrassed with every word.

/

I must've fallen asleep, but when I woke up, he was gone. All that was left was a note from him on my bedside table.

"Last night was amazing.. Text me, baby xox

-J "

He's so mysterious... So sexy..

I grabbed my phone to check if I had any text messages, but all there was... was tweets.

Oh my God, what have you done?

You're such a liar!

I'm never letting my kid watch your videos again!

You're disgusting!

Hope you're ashamed of yourself, faggot

So gross

Can't believe you were that self centered

Left your camera on, faggot

"Shit..." I said to myself. I scrambled to my computer after getting dressed. Once I logged into my YouTube channel, I saw more notifications.

You're disgusting

I can't believe you

Go burn in hell

Fag

"Shit..." I said. "What have I done?"

Dear Mr. Mellet

I have been alerted of a recent livestream you uploaded to your channel that caused some negative responses from viewers and parents.

You have known of the rules for some time, and you leave me no choice now.

You are hereby fired from the management, and have lost your verification.

-Susan Diane Wojcicki
CEO

"Fuck.." I started crying. "I'm never going to live this down..." I checked to see if the video was still on my channel. "There.." I said to myself. "I never uploaded that!"

YouTube Live ..... set to automatically upload after going offline.

"Damn it..." I sighed.

Hey, are you aware of what's going on?

Jacob <3 : No?

I've been fired from the management. I left the camera on, and forgot to stop the stream!

Jacob <3 : I swore you turned it off

I thought so too...

Jacob <3 : What now?

I unintentionally came out online... In what was the worst way possible..

Jacob <3 : Wasn't last night fun, though?

Jacob, it's not time for flirting...

Jacob <3 : Sorry..

I'm royally fucked, baby... I can never live this down. My family watches my videos!

Jacob <3 : Well have they seen it?

Idk

Jacob <3 : Then you don't have to worry until you know if they did.

It's not that easy..

Jacob <3 : Sorry, I don't know what to say, okay?

Why are you being so cool about this? You were in that video, too!

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Hello?

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You fucking uploaded it....

Jacob <3 : I didn't

You're a fucking liar.. I can't believe you

Jacob <3 : I didn't fucking upload it

Then how is it online? How is a fucking sex tape online?

Jacob <3 : Have you ever thought you may have left your camera on?

You even said you swore I shut it off!

Jacob <3 : Maybe we were both wrong!

I need to go.. My family will be back home..

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Jacob <3 : Goodbye, Troye...

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