"this place could be a paradise. all that
it's missing is you."
chaeryeong
it was my birthday and sang for me. it was the same day that i woke up from the coma and it felt weird.
then one thing came in my mind,
"where's jimin?", it slipped out of my tongue and everyone stopped what they were doing as they looked at me.
"open mine first!", taehyung squealed as he handed me his gift.
"no! mine first!", jungkook shoved his gift above taehyung's.
i looked at them blankly, i turned my head to my brother, "where's jimin?", i asked once again.
"okay, everyone. visiting hour has passed, go home.", my brother announced and everyone bid their goodbyes before leaving.
namjoon looked at the two who were by my sides, they shook their heads, "yes, you too. go home.", namjoon shooed the two and we were left alone.
"chaeㅡ"
"no, where's jimin?", i asked firmly. how stubborn can i be?
"he's away...", he simply answered.
"what do you mean?", i asked confused.
he pointed at my chest as i looked down to where my heart finds it's place and looked back at namjoon, "no... don't lie, it's not funny.", my throat began to swell up, but he just nodded.
and i began to tear up, my hands were getting sweaty, my heart felt like it was being stabbed by uncountable arrows, it hurts.
why did you left me like this?
it's not fair,
please come back...
January 26, 2017
끝